@Molotov02 19 April 2022

Dark Secret: I murder a butterfly A dark secret is a secret that we don't tell others because it is a shameful act that we did in past and also afraid that if we tell about it to others the results will be worst and maybe we get punished because of doing such a shameful act I have a lot of secrets to share with you guys deep down I feel bad about doing all this stuff but now I do nothing except regretting. I murdered a butterfly when I was 7 or 8 years old I am an observer, I observe everything around me and if I found something interesting I wish to do the same. When I was a kid while returning from school. I saw a crowd of people going to the mosque I was curious why they are all crying and going to the mosque together so I just went there and see everyone is standing in a row and moulvi (a philosopher of Islam) was reading verses of the Quran in front of a dead body. I was a kid so don't know that he was reading funeral and this thing impressed me a lot. I also wanna do this so I start finding dead bodies of dead animals around my home but unfortunately, I didn't find any so I came back home we have a small garden in our home at that time and I saw a butterfly sitting on a rose I silently come near to him and catch him after that I sit in a garden and see here and there to confirm that no one is watching me, once I confirm it I kill butterfly with my shoe and then start weeping like normal humans cry when their loved one died. I make fake tears by putting some water under my eyes. And then I read some verses in front of the butterfly body, dig his grave and then put it into the grave and cover the grave with mud and also pluck flowers to put it on the grave then I went to the kitchen and get some sugar and put it on the floor after few minutes some aunts came their and I imagine them as a butterfly family and pray with them for butterfly soul Believe me, I still regret this act and think how cruel I am how can I murder a butterfly just because I wanna do what my elder does. I think this regret will go with me in my grave I burn 2 dresses of my roommate When I was new at the hostel 4 years back I am very afraid of stopping others from what they are doing. One of my roommates has a habit of hanging her clothes on the handle of the cupboard and every night when I suddenly wake up I feel scared and I thought that a ghost is standing in front of the cupboard and I never sleep properly because of fear one day I decided to burn his one dress when she sleeps so that after that she didn't dare to put her clothes there so when she was sleeping I pick up her dress and went to the rooftop and burn her dress with lighter next day she starts crying and think someone steals her dress and also that was her favorite dress but she can't do anything because there is no camera at the hostel next day she again hangs the dress with the handle of the cupboard and I also did the same what I do last night after that she cry a lot but stop hanging her dresses on the door handle and ai start sleeping properly without thinking that a ghost is standing in front of the cupboard and watching me lol I think it was the worst day of my life. Now I ask my roommate easily why don't hand clothes like this I feel scared. I regret that I thought that time speaking about my fear is better than burning clothes Hope so she never read this article other than she will kill me lol Closing thoughts Now I am mature enough to face every problem and talk about my dark secrets. I have a lot of secrets like this to share that I will share with you You are free to write on this topic