When The Chips Are Down
Lately I have been down and feeling depressed. A lot of things have been on my mind recently and I don't think I can cope any longer. It's getting difficult and harder day by day to continue. The load on my shoulder is too much and I don't have the strength to carry it any longer. Times are hard and I am just trying to survive but there seems to be no hope or rest in sight.
There are a lot of things on my mind and a lot of things causing my current mood but the one that is really troubling me is the dip in the value of Bitcoin and the low upvote my articles are getting. I know I wrote about this yesterday but I didn't do justice to the article. I guess one of the reasons why this is happening is because of my low engagements here on readcash. It's true, I don't read other people articles like I used to. I barely comment and upvote.
I do this because I'm not feeling the vibe again. The energy to write and publish an article is no longer there. I am slowly getting bored of Readcash. Maybe like Ronaldo I need a knew challenge, like a new blogging sight or something that will take me away from this depressing mood. It is slowly killing me.
The dip has affected me financially and psychologically in ways that I can only start to imagine. I didn't know it will affect me this much. I still remember when the value of BCH was around $289 and I thought things were bad and couldn't get worse. How wrong could I have been? I was given the greatest shock of my life when I woke up one morning and saw the price of BCH pegged at $178.
I thought I just woke up from a nightmare little did I know that it was reality. I didn't panic at first but later on I started to when I saw no sign of improvement. The price kept oscillating at $200. Why is it that when I needed it the most it just had to dip. Why me?
The current dip is really doing a number on me and affecting me in ways that in my wildest dream I couldn't believe will happen. Maybe it's because I keep checking it every minute and keep hoping that one day it will magically increase by over a 100%. I know it is just a dream but what if it could just happen, I will be the happiest man alive on that day. Who knows I might organize a giveaway.
So that it's I guess. I am down because of the lack of visits from rusty and the dip in the value of BCH. My only wish right now is that rusty restores back to factory settings and starts visiting me like he used to. I don't think I can do anything about the other issue. I can only leave that to the market and the forces of demand and supply.
Or maybe I should look for a more lucrative source of income.
I'm new here and don't know what to expect from the platform. I guess it makes sense that Rusty would visit less often as the value of BCH goes down. These are difficult times for all of us. If you're depressed, there's a very simple thing that's worth trying. If you can get into nature, walk around and look up at the treetops. Look at the birds in the trees. If you're in an urban environment, go for a walk and do a survey of rooftop architecture in your neighborhood. The key is looking up. Something as simple as that can break the pattern and halt the downward spiral into depression. It's worked for me in the past. Advice given in good faith. My best wishes to you.