Afternoon sun

Ina is leaving the cigarette smoke on top. However, before lighting the cigarette, he politely asked me, "Do you have a habit of smoking, sir?" I also kept quiet for a while and politely said “No. My mother doesn't like it. Although my father used to eat it. He used to eat in secret. The day the mother saw or understood, the father did not give room in the room. Dad used to sleep with me that day. Every morning my mother would tell me why you gave the bastard a place to stay with you. I kept quiet without saying anything. But my mother used to tell my father at breakfast that it was difficult to be alone? Isn't it okay to smoke cigarettes? But my father used to eat. ” Ina looks at me and smiles. There is something in the middle of laughter. Why should I like to see this scene when joy or goodness comes out of a person and comes out of his face. He smiled and said, “When you hear about this love, do you understand that my body burns? I think he sprinkled salt on the cut. I want to kick you out now for sprinkling salt on my body. ” What a wonderful way to screw people over. I looked down and said, “Mom is not angry now. Don't tell anyone. There is no man to tell. I realized that Ina was looking at me. I slowly raised my head and looked at him. He pulled out a half-smoked cigarette and said, “I'm in a bad mood. Well, what do you want? Allai knows what trouble he wants to put me in. Coming to have fun. Goodbye with fun. Mia is ruining my head without doing that. And if I am not a madman, how can I come with you? ” There was no need to sit next to Inar at the railway station tonight and listen to mosquito bites and insults. Today my mind is not good at all. When I met my friend Miraj in the evening, he said, “You know something funny is happening today? Five thousand rupees has been embezzled. Of course, I can't tell you what I'm doing. I can't eat anything from you any day. When I go to your house, Aunty lets me eat it without caring. I cried a lot then. You know very well that I hate my mother. But I also know that not all mothers are the same. Let's eat from your heart today. ” When she was four years old, her mother left with her ex-boyfriend. Her father later married another. Of course, the honest mother used to caress him at first, but later he would beat her for many reasons. Then Miraj grew up with his grandmother. He almost told me, friend, I have a wish one day to stand in front of this woman. I will ask him why he did that? Didn't my face float in your eyes once before doing such a thing? Didn't your chest rise up before doing this? I said very calmly, "Dude, I'm not feeling well." Miraj looked at me and said, "Nila is doing something with you today, isn't she?" I'm telling you before, son, this is not an advantage. Shali is a bad one. I don't understand why you are suffering so much for this Mayer. Son, look at me, these girls and boys, I have no value. I hate to think that men will be upset for a girl. You can't learn anything from me? ” I slapped him on the cheek in silence and said, "Don't call him bad, be careful." My friend stares at me with wide eyes. I said, “You know her hyacinth flowers a lot. This morning at OK Varsity I gave him hyacinth flowers. He was also with. I really liked the idea that you took the flower I gave you. But after ten minutes I saw and threw away the hibiscus flower garland I had given him. I have suffered a lot in this matter. Why did you do that? Did you take the flower I gave you to maintain politeness? My negligence is not good at all. Why can't I accept it? ” Then Miraj got up from his seat and said to me “Come with me. These owl foul thoughts will not come to mind if you go with me. Are you upset about all the children? ” Then he forcibly brought her to Inar and said, "I am bringing my friend's upset to you." Ina scolded Miraj and said, “Baby pig, Tomago remembers Amago when the pig goes to Cheta. You pigs are all part of a group. "I said to Miraj, what are you saying?" Miraj pleaded with me and said, “Dude, you stay a little, I am coming. Maya is good but sometimes it becomes hot pepper in the middle. ” But Mirage did not come. I stood by the inner side for a while. Ina gestured to me in various ways and said "Is that new?" I said in a little silence, "Look, I'm not like that. I didn't know it would bring me here. Can I sit for a while? I will leave after a while. But you know I'm really upset. " Ina was looking at me silently with one eye. After sitting for a while, why did I say to Ina, “Can I talk to you for a while? But I feel very uncomfortable here. ” Then Ina felt as if she had gone out with me. I don't know why he came out with me and why I said that. Why did I feel so enchanted when the light of the night touched her body? Why is that Mayamaya girl?The day I was leaving for Dhaka, I couldn't find Ibnat anywhere. He just sent me a short text saying, "I don't know if I can see your departure. I don't know why that is. Stay well. ” I don't understand how the light of day met my eyes after coming to Dhaka. I don't understand in which direction seven months have passed. I don't know where Miraj is now. Sometimes he would come and meet me and get lost somewhere again. I only attended the exam at varsity. I look at the campus. Maybe in a few months I will be out of this varsity. I sighed and went straight for a walk. Then I saw Nila and with a face she was looking at me from a distance. I warned myself to go to the other side. Nila called me. He came in front of me and said a little hesitantly, "Why do people say that?" I looked between his eyes. I see a shadow of imperfection between these eyes. Why did it seem like something had happened to him? I said, "How are the people?" He said for a while, "Selfish, very selfish. Just think of yourself. You forget the feelings as soon as you get them." Why is Nila suddenly talking like that? I said, "I don't know what kind of man I am. But I can't accept the man's negligence. I don't like it. So I hide myself." He looked away and left. But two days later I got the news that Nila had committed suicide. The man she loves has cheated on her and made love to someone else. How did my inner self rise? These inner troubles do not allow me to be right. Shouldn't I have understood Nilar's words better? What should I have said? There you are. But did I have the right to say this? I cry a lot. I closed the door and cried a lot. Dear Nila, I'm so sorry I didn't understand you. Four years later I sat in a chair and watched the sun pour down on the mirror glass. When it is raining during the sun, or the galaxy gets married. A lot of things happen in this city. It is a strange Mayan city. When I think of the illusions of this city, the inside becomes very sad. But what will happen if I think about all this? With a sigh, I concentrated on work in the office. Shortly after that, Ibnat's phone rang. I talked to him occasionally. Only I knew how I had talked to him for so many years. I just listened to him. I listened in silence. And if I wanted, I would sometimes listen to poetry. I don't understand how he could have tolerated my silence. I received and said hello. He remained silent from the side. I said, "Say something?" He said with a little more time, "My parents are looking for a pot for marriage. I don't like all this. I like to sit next to someone and listen to the call of the mountain. To touch the water of the river. To listen to the poem. This poem will be just for me." He captures the words of the poem and wants to make it in the middle of my painting. ” I realize that there is such a thing as getting what people want? He said again, "I know you will stay safe. Never say it yourself." Listen carefully, if these wishes of mine are not fulfilled, I will really go to your city and kill you. ” I don't know what to answer. I gently cut off the phone. I also want to get involved in the feeling of erasing my inner troubles. In the evening the twilight light of the mountains, the cool touch of the river will erase my inner tears. I don't know why Ibnat told me that. But I promise I will be coming soon. My life's dreams are to show someone that. I want to say which of these dreams is light and which is dark. Story: Afternoon sun