The cold waves of water dumped your bare feet as you stand near the seaside, where you found yourself starting to be hooked and absorbed by the scent of the ocean that continuously lingering through your nostrils,
You embraced yourself as the chilly cold breeze hits your pale skin, you wear the hoodie that is so sentimental to you, you smell the scent of it the wonderful and so ecstatic familiar smell that you will never get tired of inhaling.
Wearing this with a smile creep on your face as you remember the owner of this piece of clothes who envelopes your body, you remember his smile, his face that looks so angelic yet so annoying, you laugh at yourself because of the sudden crossed of his idiotic make face in your mind,
You found yourself reminiscing the wave of memories of your first great legendary love story to this one person who’s you gave your all and everything, and you never regrated the fact that you love that person, your sunshine to the darkest days, your umbrella to a rainy day, your jacket in a coldest day, your blue sky to who makes you relieved after a long tiring day,
You started to go back to the first meet ups, the awkward and silly moments with him, and the sweetest and romantic part you enjoyed being with him, it feels that everything that happen within those days makes you feel so nostalgic like all of those happen like yesterday…
You smile as you started to remember the moment of him kneeling in front of you asking you to be with him for this lifetime, and you smile because this place where you are now near the sea is the same place where you make him stand and answer his question not with a “yes” but you sealed it with a passionate kiss, like the waves are starting to go with the rhythm of your lips together without putting any spcaes between, closing the gap between you and him, you smiled as you remember that day you decided to be with him, you are engaged and this ocean and sand under the dim light of moon in the witness of the love between you and him,
And now, you are here waiting for a person that made you whole again, you still wearing the gown under the hoodie you are wearing because your wedding is done a while a go and you just go to the sea to breath a fresh air, because you always love the ocean, you always both love it,
You suddenly heard a voice calling you “hon”
You smile and look at the direction where that voice came from “just a little bit more hon, just breathing a fresh air, go talk to the guests in the reception.” you smilingly said to him and he understand obeyed you.
You now sit and a tear started to run down to your face while you smile…
“Hey munchkin, I’m already married hehe… I know I never visited this place since for a long time since that day happen, I never had the courage or the will to go here, hey I missed you so much, God knows how I just want to go with you that day, I want to also follow you, but I know you will never be that happy if I did that… it so hard without your presence in this harsh world, if only you just here… remember this place munchkin? Hehe… I know you do, even I, I don’t want to even forget this lovely special place for us, this is our safe heaven you said… you really love the ocean… so I started to love it… we both love it… I love the ocean not until it took you away from me, If I’m here that time, if I know that… that day you will leaved me for good, your death of drowning to this sea makes me go craze, I don’t know what to do… but that’s it munchkin, I know this lifetime is so harsh for us yet I want to meet you for the other lifetime and continue our story… I missed you… I loved you… I’m fine now don’t worry about me, the man I married is great and loved me, yet there’s no love I couldn’t compare to the love that we have… see you at the next lifetime…” your tears shed continuously as you stand and started to walk and go to the reception where your husband is waiting …
You smiled to the thought that finally letting go your greatest love and hoping to wait for another lifetime to meet him again
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Hey skies hahhaa so happy ending haha, at least she can now breath and let go to the person haha kidding I’m too heartless at that part, did you enjoy reading? Hahha hope you enjoy hehez anyways happy Thursday everyone good morning.
Before I end this I want to start a wonderful morning with a big cresent smile on my face, I would like to share a toast for my dear friend @Bloghound for the renewal, Thank you so much po😊
Oh what a heart wrenching story but glad she finally let go of her past to move on with her husband