Kiber Never Have I Ever

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I really find answering random questions about love enjoying and fascinating. Love has been a great topic whenever you go. When you go out with your friends, you get to tell what's happening in your lovelife. When you meet new people or date, of course you want to know their love story background in a way.

Now let's try this Never Have I ever questions from @Usagi . Since I don't know someone here personally, let me go all out!

Disclaimer: No judgement please. My answers are my experiences and I do not encourage anyone to do it. I was just on my confusion phase that made me a better person Iam today.

Let's get it going!

• Never have I ever had a Valentine on February 14th

  I have but in my past relationships, I cannot recall anything about it, might be not very special for me though. The only valentine date that I can remember is with my former suitor/boyfriend, now husband.

  We tried to go to UP Fair in 2020, yes before lockdown. We didn't get in because it was already crowded but we just listened outside the venue and eat, talked about things in the car. That was also the day that he asked me if he has a chance to be my boyfriend.

• Never have I ever asked someone out
  Not on a date, but just to hang out.

• Never have I ever broken up with someone
  I have, in all of my past relationships.

• Never have I ever broken up with someone, but then got back together with them
  I tried thinking that maybe it was my fault that our relationship has been rocky for weeks but then he didn't want to. BUTI NA LANG, because if we got back together I won't notice so many red flags that my friends noticed from the start pa lang.

• Never have I ever been in love with my best friend
  Never, I love my bestfriends and I treat them as siblings so that's gonna be weird for me.

• Never have I ever received a love note
  Yes, hahaahha

• Never have I ever daydreamed about someone I like

  I have but yeah. hahahhaa

BONUS QUESTIONS: I GET IT HERE

• Never have I ever cheated

  I have, accidentally and I know that it's not an excuse but I that time I felt stuck in a relationship that I can't get out of because I sacrificed so many things, like friends, family, my whole being *WINK* it was a 5 year relationship and martyr ako because I really did give my all. I broke up with him after cause I felt guilty and dirty. He cheated a couple of times too, it wasn't revenge but more like a wake up call. I was stuck on the thought that he had all of me for so long and I can't think if I can do it with someone else. But yeah, I did so F*** you, you little gaslighter.

• Never have I ever dated 2 or more persons at the same time

  Never, I just cheated like I mentioned on the question above and I wasn't in love with the other guy. It was just a one time thing that made me realize that there's other people who can like me. :) lande hhahhahaa

• Never have I ever found love at first sight

  My husband hihi, while we've been talking before we met personally but upon seeing him the first time, his smile really got me.

• Never have I ever forgotten my partner's birthday

  Never, I may forget or not notice what the current date is but I never forget my partner's birthday.

• Never have I ever gone on a double date

  Yes, with my beshies when we have a chance.

• Never have I ever lied to my partner

  I have, about little things like food, movies or I am too lazy to do something for him HAHAHA. But I don't lie to my husband, that's what I learned in my failed relationships. Don't lie, don't pretend and we promised to be open to each in all things.

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I know that some of my answers may be defensive in other people's view but that's what happened. The thing is when I am inlove or in a relationship, I really give my all, money, time, spirit, body, basically all of me. I can't tell the red flags in a relationship while I am in the relationship. Imagine having long term relationships and my friends always make face when I tell them something and I defend my partner. I always give a benefit of the doubt that got me fooled most times.

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I had fun answering the questions, I am looking forward for more entries and more questions to answer hahahah!

CHIKA MO NA YAAAARN!

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