10.21.22

I remember a friend who used to say that he is just a 'nobody'. I know that it was just a joke but he simply wants to lay low on his personal life.

I am a nobody too. Last night, I felt that hard. I am a nobody here in a place where no one knows me. I am a nobody but a person who is just stuck at home and being a mom. I am freaking out. I am afraid of myself and sometimes I even want to vanish into thin air.

I wanted to deactivate my account again, but I can't seem to find the deactivate button on my account. I hate that Fb updates all the time. Instead, I deleted friends from my list.

And now I am down to...

When I was browsing my friends' list, I can seem to be annoyed by duplicate accounts. Some people not only have 2 accounts but more. Don't get me wrong, I have 2 accounts too but my other account is just simply a backup account.

Reasons for having more than one social media account

• More privacy

• Online seller account

• Poser/Fake/ Stalker account

• Game request account

• Back up account

I thought of deleting my 2nd account permanently before but I thought that it may somehow come in handy soon. It did. I only added a few friends and my sisters on that account, basically I have less than 10 friends there. I use it to send details, shared posts, and references for myself so I don't have to dig into my conversations with other people. I know, it looks like I am talking to myself but who cares. I am just a nobody.

I also don't know why I don't like displaying my friends' list to other people too. I am not famous and I just don't like the feeling of displaying most information about myself.

I even find it creepy that I have a few followers that I don't even know.

I know when social media became so accessible to people, we'd like to add all the people that we know so we can have more friends. Just like in my Friendster days, the more testimonials you have on your profile, the more friendly and famous you are.

Who wouldn't want fame? I once thought of that as a goal too but now, fame is not what I like. I like a peace of mind. I don't want other people checking out my posts and saying things like this and that. I know that some of my relatives also do that, comparing or having comments about some things on my posts. That's why it has been a few years now that I only use my Fb account as a photo album. I only upload pictures there so I can look back on these memories.

Back to unfriending...

There were lots of people I unfriended. Most of them are duplicate accounts and some people there were just friends of friends that I met once. Some of them were college friends that I don't like to hang out with. Some of them were co-workers from my previous employers. Some of them are my teachers. I unfriended them.

I unfriended the people who don't have a big impact on my life. Now, I am down to 888 people on my list. I plan to unfriend more people soon. I just need to sleep last night and bring back my energy, emotions, and state of mind.

Who should I unfriend next?

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