@MichaeloMario 12 February 2021 more from that month

A Letter To Myself

No 5A Michaelo's Mind Avenue P.O.Box 29 Heart Box 12th February 2021 ****A Letter Of Apology**** Hey self my main buddy! How have you been doing? Your silence screams so loudly In them I can hear your grief

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Source https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1554188572-9d184b57d8e2?ixid=MXwxMjA3fDB8MHxzZWFyY2h8MTV8fHRpcmVkfGVufDB8fDB8&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&auto=format&fit=crop&w=700&q=60 I can feel the contempt in your silence I can see the scorn in your pale eyes It feels me with emotions of guilt It ravages me with pity and empathy I took a risky dive when I forgot our plans Our dreams and all the visions we had Just for the sake of helping others with theirs A decision that marvels even me I'm sorry my dear self,so sorry For those times I dragged you into my mess For those times I drained you emotionally Leaving you with rancour and turmoil Forgive me please, myself so dear For those times I failed to gratify you Bringing you to a low esteem Just for the sake of others' glory Don't count my misgivings for me Especially those times I chose humility over your ego To make you feel stupid, shameful and lowly I never meant to disappoint you that way Oh my closest buddy,my self Come! sit with me a while ,come! What can actually come between us?nothing! Because you are in me and I in you I've always chosen to be with others why? Because that's where the joy of living lie In a life well spent for others' happiness Just to fulfill the purpose of coming to Earth I've always chosen to cater for others than you why? That the Maker may find us worthy on the last day And invite us to that eternal banquet And we shall have to rejoice and enjoy endlessly For we were among the chosen. But how can I love you alone and not others? For love for you alone is selfishness And care for you alone is greed and avarice Vices that would make us rot in hell How can I be with you alone? Tell me! For being with you alone is loneliness And staying with you alone is idleness The devil's most cherished workshop But nothing is lost , not even dime We can forge on to glory without looking back The future is ours to take, let's grab it Those visions, plans and dreams we ever conceived

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