"To infinity and beyond " ♾
Ive been inactive for days because i thought i can be okey but still its not working. The more the time passed by the more that i feel i need more time to relax my mind, i need "my friends" so these past few days i've spent more time with them just a smalk talk about life and laughing about our memories in school.
They've been my friends for five years and im glad that until now they never change, though we've change a lot from being student before to instant mommy and some of us still waiting for work haha.
After we graduated i thought they will change but i must say college friends are truly for keeps 💕. Nothing will change to all ups and down been with you guys through laughter and tears, exams cheating and cutting classes, bar night and sleep over, heartaches and travel, roadtrip and research papers days everything was unforgetteble and best experience of my college memories. How i wish i can turn back tho but not the exams and defense LOL.
Still God realizes me that "I'm loser if i gave up" because he still want me to build more memories with my friends and family. 💗
Sometimes when we complaint more the more we stressed ourselves until we forget other people whos willing to listen, willing to comfort us and helping you forget the heartches of the past.
Read.Cash or Facebook?
I've been in Read.cash for almost two months, since then ive made a lot of articles here, like what ive always said Read.cash is very useful for a lot of aspiring writers. Also their users are very friendly, thats why you also gaining friends.
I really dont feel alone, thats why its really easy for me to share my own story, experiences etc., which i dont even do to my Facebook acct because im afraid being judge by my own friends and facebook friends on the way i composed my story in english/tagalog.
Facebook are known today as a very convenient application, its open for everyone and it helps a lot with families living in different part of the country to have strong connection, also you stay updated to news worldwide specially right now that were on the middle of this pandemic.
Some of what were reading in Facebook are very useful for people using it, but sometimes people are using it discriminate others. We have our own story, our own opinion, and our own way of sharing it but dont deserved to be judged or be viral because of it.
That's why im really careful on posting in facebook because of that perception. It hard to be judged by someone who's expecting same opinion with him/her.
There's nothing wrong with the social media applications, its how we used it. Unlike read.cash though they have big difference, but it has own restrictions for the users and they have their own rules that must be followed.
So i dont have to be worry if my post being judged by someone .. It open for all but you have to be nice and learn to appreciate small or big efforts of someone's aticles. Thats read.cash and im glad I found this site. :)
Appreciation Post
This is my first time to get a prize in a contest for an article i'd never participate before. But because of a friend @Jeaneth who mention me in this contest, so why not to give it a try.
Luckily, here i won $0.10 upvote for my article and i'm so happy, i really appreciate it! Big thanks to Ms. @kat2x i hope you made a lot of contest next time 😊👍 continue to inspire more and a good mother to your kids. I salute you 🦸♀️ you're wonder woman.
This consolation prize really made my day, i dont mind if its small or big but for me its God signs to continue what ive started. To fight this depression. I know im a little weird but .. life is weird also. Just go with the flow hihi.
Mich~
A Heart
*"A heart that always understands also gets tired"*
I can always forgive,
I can always understand,
But sometimes its really hard to understand why those people you keep on trusting too, been there for you through your hardship and has been like my bestfriend, that one day choose to leave me hanging.
It depress me a lot..
If only in just one cry the hurt will stop..
If only just one word can takes back *my love* back :(
But im still thinking for much better way. Literally im not good right now but im hoping one day i'll be fine.
Thanks i have read.cash to share this thought. Its really helping me a lot.
💔
"'Cause there is no guarantee that this life is eays (yeah) when my world is falling apart.. when theres no light to break up the dark that's when I.. I look ay you ..🎶🎶" - Miley Cyrus (When I looked at you)
This song really caught my emotions right now everytime i hear it.. my tears starts to fall.
How i wish its really easy to fix yourself :(
Mind over Matter
Have you ever been in the situation that your body are very tired and really want to rest but your mind keeps on raging on? Thinking a lot of things that you know you can't control anymore.
Lot of people having this kind of situation, specially right now .. even how many times you try to close your eye and start sleeping but your mind keeps on asking questions, your mind making an impossible imaginations, a lot of what if's blah! blah!
But it happens only in your mind, everything is on your mind.. Mind is so powerful it can control everything until it makes you weak. If feel you can do anything by controlling it in your mind, no its not helping youre just having anxiety and insomia. Hearing advices from those people close to you can help us reduce the pain and stress, sometimes we have to accept the fact that were just human, still we are weak. Still were need a person to cry on.
*"I'm also experiencing this kind of situation, to the point that i already lose myself even a home to stay because my dad got really mad at me when i got home late and so drunk (that im already missed right now) and it really so hard to put myself up specially, that time my body becomes weak because of my daily routine of "having fun with friends/workmates" and that time i was a working student and its hard to regain sleep and rest due to heavy work. But still i'm thankful because my friends and family helping me through overcome that kind of situation. But that was a long time ago, i've learned a lot from that experience."*
Be aware of your mental health. You should know how to control your emotions. Its better to open up with family/friends and having fun cherish every moment 💕. Maybe thats the real reason of God why this all happening.
Theres nothing wrong to have fun, to become the worst version of yourself but there's always a consequence. Just be careful and make sure to prepare yourself.
Goodnight✍
Reality of Life (My entry to kat2x contest)
What is your Purpose https://read.cash/@kat2x/what-is-your-purpose-86a73d15
Lot of people usually ask their self. *Why my life like this? Why my life was so miserable?* And thinking of that takes away the positive thing might happen to your life.
Just want to tell some story,
There was this teenager girl who growns up living with her nanny because her parents working abroad in UAE for 7 years to support her needs here in the Philippines. She's only child thats why she's still longing for attention of her parents even though she can get whatever she wants to buy for herself still she's lonely and having fun with her friends and boyfriend makes them forget the fact that she's alone. They're get drunk, Taking up drugs, and spending all the money that her parents gave to her monthly.
Her parents still believe that she's studying so hard thats why they can't even talk to her in video call.
Until one day, she finds out that she's 1 month pregnant. Her boyfriend rejected her telling that he's not the father of her child and accused her the she cheated on him. She's so depressed and dont know what to do. She wants to abort it, before her parents notice it. She went to the doctor and schedule for abortion.
But one day before her schedule to the doctor, She had no idea that her parents were going back home in the Phil. for a vacation. She was shocked to see her parents again outside their door and dont know what to do.. until her mother notice her tummy and touch her without hesitating.
She confess all her mistakes to her parents.. that she cant go back to school because she's pregnant, and she's so sorry for what her done..
But her parents loves her so much and say "please dont do that again, it really painful for us seeing you suffer and get hurt.. specially now that youre going to be a mother too. Still its not too late to change your life." and hugged her so tight.
Like in reality of life sometimes finding out our true purpose in this world taking up too much of effort to see and to realize. Facing a lot of mistakes and resposibility was really the hard part but still we have our God that can help us through become the better version of ourselves.
Never afraid to take a risk.. to make mistakes.. that what makes us stronger. Also, helping us to accept, and to stand the consequences of our life.
Like what @kat2x said on her article "We lose what we can have and our purpose is to learn to value the things..". Dont stop learning and be the better version of yourself :)
This serves as my entry for her contest. Here's the link:
**https://read.cash/@kat2x/my-first-contest-b47719d4**
I would like to invite good friends of mine here in readcash to participate this event. @avril @EYERISH687 and @Hanzell
T w i s t 🥨
I just want to say hi to my 12 subscribers 👋. I'm really thankful to have you guys. Even though i can't create some good articles to make an inspiration, or ideas that can help others.
My articles is all about me, i tried to do an inspiration article and im so glad that some appreciate it.
Ive been had a roughful days and its really struggle for me to construct some article. I'm trying to put my attention on playing games everytime when I'm bored just to stop thinking why these all things happening to me? Why now? Why i felt like everyone leaves me? Why do people change ? And just throw you away when they not needed you anymore 😭 .
I'm so down and i dont feel doing anything . Until i noticed my preggy cat got sick too and poop a lot in just 1 day, exactly that day when i was so depressed and sad. But still i have to take care of her, and be on her side. I'm totally breaking down if something bad happen to her.
My cat is all i have right now, i love the way shes always come to me and look after me everytime i just go to the kitchen .. and wait for me outside the door of our comfort room.
That way she's just like saying "Mommy, there's no need to be sad .. I'm fine and I'm always here for you 🥺". And i feel get better everytime i hugged her. 😌
In all my roughful days youre always there for me, because of your cuteness I'd still smile. Even the way shes sleep it make me smile.
We have different ways on how to comfort ourselves when we feel so down and tired. Right now, Im physically good, but emotionally down and my heart still in pain. This quarantine put my life upside down and bring a lot of twist, just like kdrama. Can i have my best actress award please ? Lol kidding aside.
Anyway, we never can tell how long the wounds will heal..
But i know i'll be fine soon..
Not now..
In time..
Thanks for reading 😊
Just woke up!
And feels like i need to be on myself
Stop thinking of anything that i know i cant control..
I still have life to go through..
Its time to restart.
And try to be happy again.
💗~💔
Bakit ba?
Marami lang akong gusto itanung sayo.
Dito dito sa lugar kung saan alam kong malaya ako magsalita.
Pero bakit nga ba? Hanggang ngayon mahina ka?Hanggang ngayon nakadepende ka lang sa mga bagay na alam mong posibleng mawala sayo. Hindi porket andyan palagi totoo na, Hndi porket naiintindihan ka sa lahat ng bagay eh sya na rin sa habang buhay. Panahon nga ngbabago tao pa kaya.. hindi mo pwdeng pigilan kung wala na talaga.
Tapos kapag nawala iiyak ka na parang kasalanan nila. Masakit, pero tama na ..tama na ang pag-asa sa mga bagay na walang kasiguraduhan, tama na ang pagiging talunan.
Ngayon dapat mong isipin na hindi nakadepende sa kanila ang desisyon at pangarap mo. Iwan ka man nila buo ka pa rin. Talikuran ka man nila, tatayo at tatayo ka pa rin.
Tanggapin nalang natin na dumaan lang talaga siya sa buhay mo.
💔
Remind Yourself
GoodMorning Sunshine 🌤
Have this simple reminder :) to start my day..
REMIND YOURSELF
"When you're feeling hopeless do not lose hope, God will never leave you, nor abondon you."
Whats yours ? 🤔 Comment down below 👇
Have a nice day! 😉
The situatuon really f*cked up!
But still i have to look good and feel like it really dont botherme.
Inner me vs Outside face reaction
(You dont have work anymore? ) Still Smile
(My partner and I becomes complicated) Still Smile
(How Phil. handle the pandemic) Still Smile
(No income) Still Smile
But reality it really so hard.. specially without my partner with me 😔😔 that always there whenever i feel like this 😔
#Justme
My baby 💕
Another day! 🥰🌤 with my cute and beautiful mommy cat hihi shes so clingy today and always asks food from me
and then after that go back to sleep again .. i wish i can hug you so tight like before but no.. because she will get annoyed at me and find another place to sleep.. thats why as much a possible i keep her calm and touch her so smooth every time she wants to be with me.
The funny thing was she also annoyed in my voice but she didnt hurt me she just go to me giving me her right arm paws thats her sign to stop me from singing hahaha youre so weird my baby 🥰🥰
But still youre so cute and adorable caaan't wait for you're baby cats🥰🥰😊
Mich `~
My baby cat is already a mommy cat 💗🙀
Last week, when we noticed that she's not that playful unlike before and always sleep where we cant find her, sometimes inside our cabinet and her tummy started to get bigger that i thought it was just because of her food because she's eat a lot of cat food too.
Until my sister's bestfriend notice her pinkish boobs, that already signs if a female cat is pregnant and when he carry my cat and check her tummy he said " oh she's pregnant" .. i was like 😱 noooooo! I cant be but deep inside me i was happy and excited 😁 but i'm sure my mom was not excited tsk tsk 🤦♀️ oh well that's life having a female cat hihi
Mommy's always here for you i love you my baby "Golden" and im very excited to meet ypur "little golden babies" that so cute and much playful like yours.
Gdnight ~~
Sunshine 🌤
Hello **GoodMorning**! ☺
I got this photo in twitter and it really reminds me to appreciate every single day of our life. Because life is short we really dont know what tomorrow brings, its better to spread love to every people around you and stop that nonsense agruments it doesnt help at all, it only bring heartaches and sadness so let go of it. And be thankful 😊
Right now, i am so thankful because i am here sharing this message to everyone.
Keep smiling and Have a nice day everyone!
Save some love for youfself..
Gdnight.
Jowa kong nanlalamig 🥶 :FREEZE:
Okey lang naman maging busy pero kung hindi na talaga nagawa ng paraan para magkatime sya sayo ehh iba na yun. 😏🤔
Maybe he/she just make a reason para lumayo loob mo sa kanya or umiwas sayo. May mga ganun kasi yung tipong nagdadahilan nlng pero shempre alamin muna ang sagot bago paghinalaan di ba baka nman tlga busy sa work o madami problema at hindi na nia mahandle sa sarili nia.
Masasabi ko lang hanggat wala kang nakikitang dapat pagdudahan magtiwala ka, pag-usapan nio parehas pero kung may mas malalim pa syang dahilan na personal if about sa sarili nia , family or work and he/ she needs you unawain mo hanggat maari the more that he/she feels your comfort the more na mas gagaan mga iniisip nia.
-Just a piece of advice
This girl was so blessed today as she also celebrating her birthday and giving $70BCH giveaway to everyone who join check her article here; https://read.cash/@Mila/70bch-giveaway-ec6aa4de
Happy! Happy Birthday Ms. @Mila wish you all the best and more blessings. Stay pretty and healthy 💗
Every morning as i wake up i always look for my phone and check messages and updates about the pandemic. But this morning, really feels me sad because of the news i've read about the nuclear bomb attack in Lebanon a lot of people got hurt and families lose their loved ones.
What really happen in our world? How can they take hurting a lot of people like that? 😥
Heal the world 🙏🙏
God youre the only one who can help them give them courage to fight for what happen. 🙏🙏
Being Positive
Good Morning everyone 😊 i've been so inactive this past few days because of a lot of happenings in my personal life and its really struggle for me to motivate myself without thinking on the reality situation. Those problems keeps on repeating in my mind everytime i tried writing.
But for now i want to share something that i know could help you also specially in middle of a lot negativity of our life.
How important to put God first in life?
*Giving God the first priority enables us to experience peace in our lives. Knowing that our lives are directed by God gives us comfort and peace and saves us from unnecessary worry. God is a caring God and he doesn't want us to worry about anything (1 Peter 5:7)*
In life, Its normal to feel angry or feel disappointed if you didnt get what you're expecting for something or for example a promotion in your work and out of nowhere there is one person tells you this, *"That's okey bro, try again next time"* and for other people its an insult. Saying positivity for others disappointment is like getting your life in trouble thats true!
Disappointments is always in our life and sometimes its really hard to control yourself from not getting angry to someone. It also lose your motivations in life and stop doing something good because you can't stop thinking that it also end up nothing.
There's no problem solved by being negative in life youre just stopping God by doing what's must best for you. Put in youre mind that not one disappoinment can bring you down. Think in a positive way it gives you a lot of courage to still do what you want to achieve.
Thats all for now! :) i hope it help a lot like how it helps me to put God first in life.
Have a great day.
Just sharing~♡
Napakahirap sa feeling yung wala kang magawa para matulungan partner mo sa mga nararamdaman nia at nararansan niya ngayon :( gustong gusto mo na madamayan sya ma matulungan sya pero dahil malayo ka titignan mo nlng sya lumuluha :( and it really breaks me 💔
Making fun of the real situation right now is not helping anymore we need right solution, accurate plan and safety for each filipinos who still believing and hoping that we can survive this Covid-19 Pandemic. #whereistheplan :( #noeducation #unemploymentrise
~Just Sharing
Food Photography
When i was child im very curious with a lot of things specially on how my mom or my dad cooked our food that taste so good, like inside of me thinks (how can they do that?) 🤔
When i was 15 yrs old my mom teach me how to cook rice properly and that was the time i got interested in cooking. So when i was on my 3rd yr high school i choose culinary course to learn more about cooking and baking. I thought it was easy as ive think but not, you need to be more careful with the measurements, chopping etc., and have great sense of taste.
But still i loved cooking i really want to learn more about BS Culinary course in college but sadly i end up in BsHRM course because its less than expensive. But i have no regrets because BsHRM its still connected in cooking, and i can still do learn cooking in youtube or by myself thats why i loved to cook for my family to enchance what ive learn. Learn more, do more hihi
Just Sharing ~♡
1900's Babies
I can still remember those things that can makes me wanna back my childhood life. Like this..
I love playing jack stones its very challenging game :)
Saving 5 php in my pocket money so i can buy playing cards or pogs every after school while waiting for our service bus.
This one's very memorable experience ever! (I already miss my father who's always the reason why we loved rain) ⛈
Those scary stories moments with playmates hihi but much more scary when you've know you already locked outside on your own house because you are late in the curfew hours given by your mother 😅
Favorite snacks 😊😋 when i was a child, but when i caught up by my mother aaargh! 😈 her slippers are ready to spank you! Hahaha
Its so funny to bring back those memories, but i hope that until now those new generation kids are still doing that instead of playing cellphones or in tablets.
Goodnight Everyone :)
Micah~💖
Read.Cash on App?
So many, ask me questions about the app for read.cash
Yes, here it is after, I installed it. But i dont know how, I would link it or share it with you guys. Before i downloaded it, i see like this kind of icon
On the upper right beside the search icon of the site and I click it and then I knew that this is an application because there is an option if i install it.
Anyway, you can just check it if you guys have that icon on your read.cash browser. I hope this will help.
Great day everyone :)
I just started dowloaded the Read.cash application, and its so nice and much easy to used instead in my browser because sometimes i accidentally exist my tab specially when editing my article. Hihi But for now im still thinking for good content to make a new article. :) Have a great day Everyone
Just sharing ~♡
May mga bagay na mahirap ng ibalik sa normal lalo ngayon 😶
Travel with Love Part 3 (Thailand)
Before Malaysia and Singapore, my first flight from Philippines is in Thailand.
As a solo travel i have a lot of things to know before my flight im so lucky because my girlfriend are there to help me throughout the process and also guide me on my files and requirements needed in the immigration interview, until i passed it and got my ticket back and ready to flight in Thailand ✈
8 months ago before my flight, my original plan is to visit my girlfriend because i want to suprise her but i end up telling her my surprise because i dont know to how to commute in Thailand i'm afraid getting lost in direction, good thing she's already has a plan to travel in singapore and malaysia with me as a graduation gift for me, so the plan run as that.
I arrived in **Suvarnabhumi Airport** at 2:00am in the morning October 20, 2019 (Gosh! Its Almost 8 months right now since the last time we've seen each other i really miss her 😔😔 ) I really love Suvarnabhumi airport its so beautiful and very wide 😍 but still the excitement to meet my girlfriend again is most important for me that time.
She tells me a lot of things about in bangkok if you want to commute you must know how to read the map in bangkok train station (bts) because theres a lot of tourist spots in bangkok , she also tells me that each bus number has designated place to go, but she was more excited to let me taste Thai delicacies.
While im writing this i just totally missed her a lot, exploring new places with her, enjoying food together with my love, take a selfie, both got lost in a place (one of our most unforgettable experience). Its true you see different side of each other while travelling but still choose to be with your partner, No matter what happen learn to forgive and forget, learn to fix small issue before it become big and learn to to say sorry speacially if its your fault. Make your travel unforgettable because of the place 😍not because you both make a scene in that place that's very awkward.
Weve been through a lot of places sorry if i can't share all our photos here because its look an album not an article hihi.
Thats all :) Thank you for reading my article until the end 😘
#Love #LGBTQ #TRVLGLS
Good Afternoon :)
Too many household chores in house everyday, i forgot that i have one more article to edit about "Travel with Love Part 3" hopefully, later i will publish it hihi
Anyway, have a nice day everyone
GoodMorning!
Balcony view
This is my favorite spot everytime i feel very sad or want to be alone. Because of the relaxing view specially at night.
Its also a perfect spot to see how productive our neighborhood every morning some of us cleaning in front of their house, some buying their breakfast, some drinking their coffee while smoking, some talking in their neighbor while laughing, some have loud and alive music inside their house and thats what make my day. Even we lived in a small subdivision i will miss seeing those people, if ever we bought a new house in other place someday. For 22 years, its an hobby for me to look outside and see what they're doing but because of the pandemic they strictly need to do the social distancing and not to go outside. For the safety.
Keep safe everyone! Have s nice day🥰
Just sharing 💖
@MiCAH_04
