They say that I'm late to that Trend but I don't care

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I don't know if it should properly called a "trend" even though that I guess it is not appropriate to know as like that. I can't judge them because I am not them, I don't know the whole chapter about them but involving on that kind of stuff is not my thing. I just let them be but I don't like their ideas on pressuring me about that matters. I'm still young somehow and I want to focus on my priorities, honestly it is not on my mind right now because I believe that there's a right time for that. For now, I just want to enjoy being single and happy me.

When I take my vacation here in our province, I got surprised because I saw a lot of different and new faces. There's also a lot of kids everywhere. I thought that we have a new neighbors on that areas but I was totally shocked when my Mom said that it is my batchmate's son. I just remembered that we just played before but now, he is already a father. Time flies so fast. Then I also discovered that most of my batchmates and some other teens (15-17 years old) here is already pregnant or have their live in partner. Yesterday, I also attended to my childhood friend's engagement party. She is only 17 years old and by the time that she turns 18, she will get married to her boyfriend. Again just like what I've said earlier, I don't have a right to judge them. Maybe they already find the right one at that age. But I'm hoping that their relationship will last forever and even there's a struggle, they still choose to fix it together. On the other hand, she also asked me if she can borrow a money from me because they don't have enough money for the upcoming wedding. It still 4 months before their wedding, I want to help them but lending them Php.25,000 is a big amount for me. Yet, I'm still only a student who just have side hustles so I can't have that money for her. Maybe, I can lend her if that's only a 5,000 but with that amount, it's a big no. Don't judge me okay, I want to help her but I am not capable on doing it because I also need to save some money for my studies especially that I am a graduating student next sy. I'm glad that she understand my side. But honestly I don't want that kind of idea that someone's want a grand wedding even though that they don't have enough money to used. They plan to get reservation in one of the famous resort here as their reception. For me, it's better to have a simple celebration as long as the groom will not run away in the wedding day char. I mean as long as our family and closest friend is there, it's fine with me. But it's their choice and I'm out of it.

But what I hate the most in every occasion is when everyone's attention will be focus on me. Most of the oldies yesterday asked me if when I will get married but I just answered them " I don't have a plan yet and I don't want to. It's not on my priorities now". Then someone asked me if I have a boyfriend and I boldly said " No, I don't have since birth and I don't have a plan to get one". They seems so surprised when I answered like that. Some of them don't believe on me but that's true, I'm NBSB and I'm proud of it. I still heard a side comments that " I don't believe on you, you're pretty darling so for sure you have a suitors. Maybe you just hide your boyfriend to your Mom". Hahaha I just want to laugh on their comments. But thanks to them for admitting that I'm pretty lol but I don't need a man to become prettier haha. I'm not a man hater though, I'm just not ready to commit myself in any relationship. In fact, I'm still enjoying being alone. At least I can still do what I really want to do.

They repeatedly asked me about that thing. They even said that it is the trend now and I'm the only one that not having into relationship to any. But I don't care about that kind of trend. I believe that love comes whether you find it or not. I'm still young to searched for the right one. I'm not late too because love is not a competition. Getting into a relationship is a serious matter, there's a big responsibility behind it and I think that I'm not ready for it. For now, I just focus on my goals in life and boys is not on the list. I don't care if everyone has already settled with their right one. I'm happy for them yet I'm happy on my own. Maybe, I just keep that words " I want to be a crazy rich Tita who spoiled their nephews and nieces".

Appreciation!!

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