@Mayiee 2 May 2021 more from that month

I usually talked to God why I suppose to experience pain even though I think I made the right decision. Basically he didn't answer me through voice but rather through actions. I realize that right decision can also bring pain . Just like the moment I stay away to my toxic friend. It is ain for me because they are my friends since then but if I don't stay away, I might lose myself.