@Mayiee 18 December 2021 more from that month

Finally, after 2 years

Hola! Hola! Crazy dreamers 👋👋 How's everyone here? I hope that you are doing fine especially to those friends form Visayas and Mindanao. Let's just keep praying for their safety. I am honestly having my mixed emotions right now. I am happy but I also a bit sad because for sure I will be missed them. But I actually praying this for too long, to go home to my province and celebrate Christmas with my family there. Last week, my Uncle said that he will give me a ride in order for me to celebrate my Christmas in the province. We planned to leave tomorrow at 2AM , hope that the weather will cooperate with us. We only ride to a motorcycle from Metro Manila to Quezon province. Actually, it only took 4-5hours to travel but I'm also a bit nervous because it's my first time to ride on motorcycle for that long. But I know that my Uncle is also gentle when it comes to driving. My cousin also accompany us. I'm excited to see my Mom and siblings. It's been two years since I go there due of pandemic. I also planned to see my friends there because I missed them so much. I didn't tell them about this yet because I want to surprise them hihi. I know for sure that I need to prepare my ears and mouth because of unli chikas haha. But besides on the excitement that I have, I also feel sad especially when I saw the reactions of my two nephews. Earlier, I said goodbye to them and I said that I will go to my family in the province. Inside this house, they are the one who I get close attached. One of them cried so hard and asked me " ***Tita, who will take care bebe if you leave?*** " ***Tita who played with bebe***?" And the most heartbreaking scene is when he said that " ***Tita don't leave ,bebe will cried***". I almost cried also because of what I've heard. He only 3 years old but he said to me like that seems that he is a matured man. But I have no choice but to leave them for the mean time. I also want to celebrate them but I guess I also need to come back to my family there. So to ease our emotions, I decided to celebrate my Christmas in the province then come back here to celebrate New Year. My nephews was happy when I said to them that I will be back. But what's happy is when they told me to bring some pasalubong then I asked them what they want. They answered " ***Tita bring carabao here because we saw on the YouTube that there's a lot of it in the province***". Really, how can I bring carabao on my own haha. Should I ride to it to go home here? Haha. I just said them that I can only bring foods as pasalubong. This day , I realize that having two family is awesome. I have a family on the province and I have a family here in Manila. But the downside part is when I need to leave one of them just to go to another. Still, I'm happy being with them. Hope that the pandemic was really gone so we can celebrate as one. *Message*!! Despite on the calamities and struggles that we've face in our lives recently, I still hoping that we can celebrate our Christmas with joy and hope. Advance Merry Christmas to us. ☃️ ❄️