Our saddest Love Story ever written

It was you and me

It was us,

We are binded by the word " Love"

But it seems that I'm only dreaming, it's just only me

There's no us

And our love turns into grieve

I'm Gab, 22 but since I was 13 years old , there's only one girl whom I love the most. She is Kiana, my childhood crush turns into love now. I know that it's might be sound so corny especially if it's coming from a man like me, but I think it was love at first sight. The moment I saw her walking to the hallway, it seems that my world suddenly stops and I know to myself she is the one I've looking for. I know that I'm still young that time but I also believe that my feelings for her is pure and sincere. Maybe I still not matured but I know I can fight for her. At first, she didn't notice my existence. Even I already making moves towards her, she still ignoring me. But I'm a man of persistent so I continue to pursue her over and over again.

I always put a love letter to her desk every morning. She is still not around so I have a chance to put it there. I'm glad that she always read that letter and keep it in her pocket. One time, it's Valentines Day that time when I decided to serenade here in front of our classroom. I sang the song "You are the One" and the crowd is so loud while watching me. But it seems that Kiana didn't want that. She was walking away while I'm still singing. I didn't finished the song because I followed her immediately.

" Kiana , let's talk" I hold her hands to stop her. She was looking at me while asking " Why did you do that?" I sincerely look at her eyes, she was teary eyed that time and I respond." Because I love you. I really do. Look I know that we are still young but Kiana my intention is so pure towards you. I accept if you are still not ready to it, I'm willing to wait".

" Sorry Gab but I don't know what to say". then she walked away. Even though she didn't give me a direct permission, I decided to continue courting her. Still, I always make a love letter everyday and sometimes I even bought some flowers for her. It seems that she is not annoyed on my actions and I saw that she still keeps that letter on her bag. But I got rejected so many times by her. She basted and reject me for about 11 times but I'm so persistent to court her. I believe that if you truly love the person, you are ready to take all the risk even it will hurt you eventually. Maybe you found it so weird but everytime she rejected me, it seems that it is also becomes my motivation to pursue her more. At least, she is also not entertaining someone else. I'm her only suitor.

We are already a college student, I'm already 19 that time and I was surprised because one time Kiana grabs me and suddenly hugs me while saying " Thank you for waiting me". I'm also a teary eyed that time because finally after 6 years she said " Yes" to me.

I kissed her forehead while saying " I'll always waiting for you love".

Our love story is like an ordinary one. Even we understand each other, sometimes we tend to have some misunderstanding and conflict. Because I love her too much, I'm always the one who apologize to her first. I don't want to end the day with a heavy heart between us. But nothing have change, I still write a love letter to her and court her everyday. I even compose a song for her and everyday I sang it to her. Being with her is the most happiest moment of my life. We overcome being college student together and now we have already a stable work. She is now an architect to a famous firm while I'm an engineer working in the government. We also decided to live together in our condo. We actually designed it by our own and it's actually satisfying. It seems that I'm living on my dream now.

We are celebrating our 5th Anniversary now and I believe that it is the perfect time that I've waited for. Today, I will gonna proposed to her. I want to be officially becomes husband. I planned everything, I even asked my friend's help to make this day a very special one. I also asked blessings to her parents and told them about my plan. Honestly, they are so happy hearing my plan. They support me all the way. All things have been set and I'm only waiting for Kiana to be here. I got so nervous especially the moment that I saw her walking. It's the time and there's no turning back. She is already in front of me and she was surprised about the venue. I know that she loves white flower that much so I put different flowers in every corner of it.

Love the moment I saw you when we are still 13, I really know to myself that you are my " The One". Maybe it's a girlish thing but I often feel some kilig everytime you talked to me. Courting you for five years is one of the memorable memories I have. Even you rejected me for million times, I promise that I still here for you. Being with you for another 5 years is the milestone of my life. You make me worth it in times that I'm doubting myself . You make me complete even I'm not. So now, I'm standing here in front of you with a nervous cracking voice to asked you this question " Love, will you marry me?"

She keeps silent at the moment. I don't know what is running on her mind right now. Should I assume that silent means yes? Then I suddenly saw her eyes crying. She helps me to stand up and she hug me while saying "I'm sorry love, I'm sorry". As usual , she runs away after that. I don't know why she reject me again. Is she not still ready for it or is she is not confident about me as her future? Did I do it so rashly so she acted that way. Oww , I overthinking too much right now. But I think I need to hear her explanation. Since before, I didn't hear anything from her even before when she got mads suddenly and why she rejected me so many times. I'm so speechless right now.

What do you think is Kiana's reason? Is she is not really ready to level up their relationship or she already loves someone else? Is it really the end of their relationship?

To be continued...

Author's Message:

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Hello crazy dreamers 👋👋 How are you all? I'm not feeling well yesterday so I didn't get a chance to write anything here last night and now I'm a bit busy on our Thesis so sorry if I didn't able to read all of your articles. So, I write this one while I'm having a break searching for our RRL haha. Maybe you already have a guts about the ending of the story because of the title above but there's can be always a change to it. Should Gab still fight for Kiana or should he let go the girl who rejected for times? Honestly, I don't know what's gonna be the ending of this story. Maybe a happy or sad ending hehe.