Alone again

It must feel nice to have someone , a pet , Some family member anyone that understands you without judging. Surrounded like a normal person by friends and family but no one to really talk to , no one to love , no one to share intimate thoughts with. I've been reading guides to love on Amazon ; The rational man , The art of loving , The art of seduction . Maybe love might help , maybe not. Who can tell won't know till you try . Finally banking in the internet joining anonymous forums contributing , texting , advising , finally communicating . Nothing beats actual friendship , But it'll have to do for the main time . Thanks for understanding.