I wish I never exist

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The road becomes darker that I could not see, Striving to move but seized by a slippery ground , Everything seems unclear and blurry, Striving to push have I not the strength, Striving to move the mountain but my strength seems to be washing away.

Whom shall I call unto? Who will be of help? I sought the strength to keep me upright, I sought the help I need for I lie helplessly waiting to be revived Where will the help come from? The question keeps on running in my mind like a puzzle unsolved.

Sorrow has become the order of the day, my spirit is in despair, my heart is hefty with loads of agony life seems to turn against me, why is life so hard. My xistence now seems I'm in the darkest part of the world, I'm now in hollow, who will I cry unto? Who will I tell my dilemma, no one care to listen. Darkness came to take my joy away, I wish I never exist.

Attempting to move but stick to a point, Now i'm drowning and lost in the middle of the dark blue sea, I sought help for helplessly I lie. I cried for help but my voice could not be heard, but only by me alone. I asked why? I got the answer. Only I could make the effort if there will be a change, Only I could make the light shine to brighten the dark path, Only I have to rise to my feet and break the barrier then I'll be safe.

I got the strength to push the mountain, I got the strength to face the challenges before me, I got the strength to move on the slippery ground without slumping Even if fall, I have to stand on my talons to continue the journey. I strive to move to the climax for I cease to be helpless.

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There's some certain time in life that we will be faced with challenges that seem unending, the light at the end of the tunnel could no longer be seen, all efforts seem fruitless and the hope was blind that you could not even visualize the ray of a gifted future, you look helpless and you think of giving up In the long run.

The self-motivation was no longer there, the enthusiasm was lost and, even everyone turns their back at you, you are being faced with all manner of downfall, you are being neglected, dejected and discredited and you think to bury everything to end it all, and I inquire, will that solve the problem? Not at all, rather it just be like a snake that passes across a mountain without an influence.

your pain and struggle can be unbearable, but you have to be strong enough to fight the battle ahead. a great man said and I quote ...

“Tough times never last, but tough people do.”

-Robert H. Schuller 

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tough times don't last, but tough people do but only the tough people can talk about the tough time, don't be bothered about what people are telling you during this moment, it is just a phase that you'll pass through, it will not be forever

Sometimes, life will push you to say negative things to yourself like "I wish I never exist"

you Keep on asking....

Why is life so hard, why has life shown me its bad side, why has life been so cruel, I could not even enjoy a single day to its fullest, happiness cease to be mine, I wish I never come to this Earth, ho no! Don't think that way everything is going to be alright.

Stop the thought, is going to be alright, time might seem so long, take patient as a virtue, forget not the power of hope. you have to stand on your feet to prove those who think you can't make wrong. it's your race, you have to run it. it's your fight, you have to be strong enough. it's your battle, it has to be won by you and you alone.

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