@Marty27 30 August 2020 more from that month

Flirting?

Hello guys! How you doin? A couple of days i didn’t wrote any post or an article because i am so busy thinking much. I don’t know why i am feeling so blue despite’s of having a good things happen in my life. I always feel so incomplete and unhappy. since i got married my life wasn’t happy the same way how happy i was before. Well, since i am a moslem my own family became my enemy. Because of my gender. In moslem, being here at the 3rd sex is very forbidden. but anyhow the importance thing is how I became independent as for who i am. I paid my own bills. I have my own savings. House and a car but still i am not happy. always, i am complaining to my life. I regret the day that i got married with lorna. I feel like its a cursed. That is why i already separated from her no matter what. Even she don’t want me to go. i still stick to my decision that I don’t want to come back to her. in dinner, together with her i am not happy. There is such things that i don’t like in her. I am not comfortable having her beside me. I get annoyed all the time from her. And when we go outside for a walk or to do shopping. I am not comfortable because even such silly things from the outside like where to go where to eat, i got irritated because she always can’t decide. I feel so horrible! I don’t even like some of her family because I don’t feel that they are cool nah- anyway i want to enjoy myself by having someone to talk too since that there is no wrong with that because i am already separated. let me try lol 😆 maybe it will work hahaha