@Marty27 11 July 2020 more from that month

Salamat sa pagtawag mo kanina.

It is sad when you think about it, about all the people you have loved in the past, that it is. I wish you would give me a reason to be the person I want to become, not the one I was before. You made me believe in magic only to eventually make me forsake it anyway, what is the use? Hmmpft. I am so much scared before, to do the things that I want to do but right now, I will keep doing them because of what happened. and because I have to show it to myself that I am better now. And i already have my present and future. A person who is not willing to be prickled by the thorn should not ever crave a rose, ever.There may be a lot of flowers in a person’s life but there can only be one rose, that is real. The beauty of a rose is seen long after it has bloomed, after it has been folded into pages. My dearest past” and for sure the best is yet to come for you.