@MarSou 26 September 2022 more from that month

"Why is it - Jonathan puzzled - that the hardest thing in the world is to convince a bird that he is free and that he can prove it to himself if he just spend a little time practicing? Why should that be so hard?' - Richard Bach, in Jonathan Livingston Seagull I read this book for the first time when i was 17 y old Can you imagine what it did to me?? All my life I felt weird. All my life I tried to fit in...cz that's what I was supposed to do... Right???!! Than I read this and it stricked. I don't have to be like everyone else. Why should I?? My grandma was a good sheep. The most amazing sweet loving woman on Earth, but miserable. She was just so sad. She was always saying " I just want to be where I am not" I loved her so much, but I was a child, I didn't knew how to help I just knew I didn't wanted to be like that. I want to be Happy Here& Now... Not somewhere else, not always wanting what I don't have, not wishing to be Someone I'm not Are you Happy Right Now, exactly where you are?? Do you Love Yourself?? I am I do #HappyHereNow #OldCaveWoman