It's my birthday!!!

Today is my birthday and I want to share with you a piece of what my day has been, I am grateful to life for giving me the joy of staying one more day in it, however, these days, nostalgia takes over me...

It fills me with feeling the fact of growing up:

Although it is part of life, growing up will always imply a strong process of transformation, I am at the point, where turning years means for me one year less.

Thinking about death scares me a lot, so getting old is one of the feelings that I think I don't enjoy things in life.

I feel very afraid because of the uncertainty, because I don't know what will happen and as much as I try to enjoy the present more every day, my birthday is a day where I can't get out of that feeling.

I change the perspective, so that way I can give another meaning to my birthday.

Instead of becoming a stressful person for not being able to control my feelings on my birthday, I prefer to enjoy feeling like this, I feel that one way to overcome the emotions that you don't want is to go through them, so if I can't control my nostalgia, I live it to the fullest. of skin

Mother's Day.

It is also Mother's Day here in my country, I am happy to be able to be with my mother today, to have her by my side, to be able to hug her and always be there for her every second.

Although I don't like to share my birthday with Mother's Day, it is a great moment to be thankful that she is there for me every moment and on this special day.

I have felt many congratulations, but the truth is, I feel very alone, I cannot help but feel sad about the fact that I am always there for everyone but in reality almost no one is ever there for me.

It is not that they have not congratulated me, but that I do not feel that all those wishes that I have are real.

The important thing is that I am next to my family, which is everything to me and they are the ones that really matter to me.

My mom made me a great lunch, a braised chicken, with garlic baked potatoes and a typical salad that we call "Ensalada rallada".

At night they will prepare me some typical and Creole hot dogs from my area, I must confess that I have a slight obsession with the typical cheeky hot dogs from my country.

I'm also drinking with my family, we've had a few beers and still a few to go, in the evening I might as well go out with my friends and we'll probably go for drinks too.

I hope you are having a wonderful Sunday, although it is probably not my birthday for you, for me it still is, tomorrow, Monday, I will start reading them all, I love you very much.

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