November 7, 2021
9:03 PM
We all have thought in our minds that we continually think, thought that can hurt us or give us a boost in life. This kind of thought circles around our head, even we don`t want to think about it, they suddenly pop up and we can stop thinking about it.
And when we have no choice we will start thinking about it over and over again until it consumes us little by little, and before we know it is stock with it.
9:25 PM
We all have a dream that we slowly want to achieve, we always think about it every night before we go to sleep. Even we lose hope and we want to focus on different things we will slowly go back to the things we always want. But in many of us, this is not always the case. Different countries, different settings, and different views about dreams, here in the Philippines, dreams are not important, dream just dreams. You can pursue your dream and your family will approve if they will benefit a lot of money from it. But when they don`t see money, they will not support you and they will force you to focus on different things that will bring them money.
Of course, there are some that will disagree, saying that parents only want what is best for their children. Yes and no, I talk to many people in my life about their dream, some of them end up to places that they don`t even want. many of them give up everything they want in order to support the needs of the family. it is good and bad to do that.
9:27 PM
Tomorrow, what does it mean to you? is this means hope or more suffering? Many of us just wake up and sleep every day not thinking about it, they don`t about it because of many different reasons.
Because they are scared. Even, sometimes I am afraid to think about what the future may bring. I am afraid to see that many people will die before me and I can see those people that are left behind are suffering from the loss. I am afraid to see that the world change so fast and I can`t cope with the change and I will be left on the side starring at the endless abyss.
Some are afraid because they do bad things in the past and they are afraid to see that bad thing in the future hunting them.
All of us live in fear, but some are just know how to handle it and turn it into their strength.
9:34 PM
Still, I have no solid idea to write for the day so I just started to type anything that is in my mind. I think I am not in the mood today that is why I can`t think fast and straight for today`s article. I rarely suffer from this kind of feeling, but when it hits me, it hit so hard and I can`t think about anything.
9:37 PM
I have a productive morning, even I woke up very late I manage to do all the chores before the afternoon. I clean the terrace where my dog stays every day, I clean the backyard, and clean the house. Every time I finished cleaning I will look back and see the parts I have cleaned, I always feel fulfilled and satisfied with the thing I have done.
After cleaning I read some music stuff and try to apply it in my practice and I think it ends up well. I manage to practice for almost 4 hours this afternoon even the temperature in my place is not so good.
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