@Lusipir 25 April 2021 more from that month

My besty and I

It's been a week when regular classes started again. It's kinda boring because I don't really know about my classmates this semester but Kris and I are really are classmates. Mira's in section B and we can't really get together because our vacancies aren't same. If it's our time for vacant, Mira had a class and when they were vacant, we were in class. Since I'm irregular this semester, only half of the regular units I can get. I'm lucky too because that half units I got it all. Of course I can't take the subjects I dropped before only those pre-requisites so that I need to pass them first. I don't know but lately, my overthinking habits are attacking me again. Suddenly I am thinking of something that I can't even explain in my mind from nowhere and I caught myself staring at cat's poop, on weird flies and other weird and gross things. It's still not think properly ever since our instructor opened up to us about the extent of the undertakings. "Ella, Kris called me. She gave me her grinning face and so I guess there's another issue for today. "What?!"I replied with my resting facial expression. She automatically raise an eyebrow and then crosses her arms together and said, "What's with you today? It looks like you had been riddled with sadness." "What the heck Kris!" I said as I sigh around. "We're in the classroom girl! Your mouth is ruby. Legit!" "There's nothing else beside us, duh"Kris said with her lips full of sarcasm. I was quiet. I am not on the mood to debate her. After a little silence, Kris also warms up and sits next to me. "Hey! What's your problem? Lately I've been observing you, does something bothering you?"she's curious while she's combing my hair by using her fingers. This girl! She'll never stop to bother me until I speak. Well that's also because my friend really loves gossip. "Alright! I'll spill the tea. You really love listening to others problem"I joked to her to give her a signal that I was giving up on her annoyance. I sighed before I was able to speak. "About that, I'm really under pressure in my life right now Kris. Then we're on probi! What if they will expell us?"I said. "Okay same old things!"she exclaimed then sighed heavily guided by the sudden roll of her eyes upward. "Girl we've been there again and again? Okay this will you do to stop that thoughts." I was too tired to face her. I was expecting some dramatic advices but instead she told me, "Send UNLI-TXT STOP to 4545. WHAHAHAHAHA!"I was so annoyed with her that time. "Get out of my face Kris! You really didn't make my morning good!" "Girl, how about that, we're back and forth. 'That's your problem when we're freshmen. Now that we're both seniors, you're still there? Girl, my jaw is already tired for repeating my advices to your same old self doubts." "So you're tired of me? " "Ella, don't get me wrong. I didn't mean to get tired of you. Girl, you're big and thicker. My point here is, you know what to do, don't you?" I'm preparing myself for another argument to answer Kris when she hits my mouth slightly open cause her finger to pay off my tongue. "You're going to talk more!"at the same time she waved at me as she wiped her mouth. Thick of the woman's face and it seemed to both of us that I was her. I haven't spoken yet. No use because Kris won't even beat me because she really had the talent of nagging. Again, we're surrounded by silence. We seem to be in a contest where the first break of silence wins. I don't want to have salty fingers again! so heartfelt I was going to beat her. I patiently waited until she could nag again and speak. "All right, I'll repeat Ella for the 9nth time. That pressure is natural. It is something we can't get rid of, especially and we are in the engineering course. If you're pressured, that's normal. The thing that isn't normal is overthinking and stressing out yourself and since I'm your friend, I don't want to see you like that!" I instantly looked at her and hugged her. I hate to admit it but everytime she becomes that deep I am really immune to the words she uses. Kris is totally a friend of mine who often cries but she's such a girl full of wisdom. "Thank you Kris!"I will at once release a deep breath in conjunction with my release of negative thought that ruined my system these past few days. We are in the middle of the drama with Kris when suddenly a boy appeared the moment I opened up my eyes. He's looking at me and as usual he's covered with his overflowing cold aura. Rico. I stopped hugging Kris because of my intimidation with our seatmate who also came. Awkwardness came into the scene and even though I'm getting used to it, I still can't do well especially when Rico is around. Weird really! "Hmmm, did I bother to talk to you? Should I leave the classroom?"He asked us a gentle question. "No! Actually you can be up - "Kris couldn't even finish the sentence that she would have released as soon as I pulled her back after she had been demolished to hopefully stand. They also filled me with the idea that they felt something was wrong with what I was acting for. It was really good and I quickly figured out what I was going to say to break their imaginary eyes. "Ah, it's not over yet. We're in the middle of our deep girly talks that sure you can't relate with. Hi!" Kris and I'm sure that she'll protest any time soon so I abruptly pinched her on her waist to send her a signal that just rode what I said. "Isn't Kris?" Kris was slightly smitten so I instantly released her skin from my pinch. Good thing and my friend is facing me so Rico didn't see it. "A-ahh o-yes actually 'your sub-topic of our topic is still sub-topic. So it might be a little longer!"A severe sigh of Kris' lies. After speaking she again turned my gaze and eye-catching me with something I had to explain to her. "All right take your time. I'll be back 15 minutes before class," Rico reacted at the same time wearing earphones in his ear and he walk out of the classroom. This dramatic atmosphere between us and Kris was replaced by interrogation like ambiance. There she started asking me what. "Girl, what problem you have with our seatmate and it seems like you're avoiding something?" She asked me questions and her face was amazed. "Nothing"my short and quick answer to her . Actually I myself, I also don't know why I don't want to Rico sit beside me especially when no one else is. Awkward really because and I can't feel behind my mind the reason why I'm like that. "Wow, you're so choosy! You're so mean today. Earlier to me, then now our seatmate. You thought you were making fun of it?!"Then she rolled her eyes on me. Of course I immediately defended my side. "Girl first of all if were talking about humanity, you're exempted.You are not human. Secondly I'm always like this in your seatmate! I just felt awkward" "Ouch! I really can't accept the word I'm not human haha. But anyways, why do you find it awkward to him?"she asked rhetorically. "Yes!"My short answer just to finish off the topic. I was about to enter another topic but Kris immediately dropped the topic. "Hello girl! He seem so harmless duh. He looks innocent and seems like have a good heart." ......