Date: December 3rd, 2021, Friday
Remaining Days: 28Yesterday I went missing. I was absent in the family meeting and didn't published an article. The reason behind it was living a long cherished dream. I was setting up the new aquarium. I want to bring back my special days. That's why I spent my whole days in it. I brought it home, set it just beside my bed, made a comfortable place for the fishes & then had a good sleep. But for this, I had to do a lot of works. It didn't matter because it is all for my inner peace.
In your life, you always find a way to find inner peace and happiness. The thing which gives you immense pleasure without asking anything. That could be anything. Some people prefer travelling, cooking, reading, watching movies, gossiping, travel vlog, food vlog, exercise and what not. Too much options to describe. More than 7 billion people in this world & each one is different from others. So, it's obvious to have different desires, right? Mine is simple. To be with a someone in a simple place like this. Though still my soulmate is not found, I prefer to be alone.
The Past
It started when I was having a big dream on my mind. Let's not discuss that broken dreams. The time was mid 2018. I was far from home & doing job as an executive officer in Huawei Technology. Too much work pressures were then. After calling that off, I returned to my room alone & tired. Felt sad & listened songs. This was going on untill one day I got encountered with a man carrying fishes in a polythene bag. A big gold fish was in it. Suddenly the hidden hobby popped up my mind. I decided to have one. I asked the location of that shop. I went there and bought a mini aquarium and built the setup. Well that was the setup. Later, I bought a giant aquarium too.
The Present
History repeated itself. What I left behind in 2018, followed me in the last days of 2021. I am handling too much work pressure and again the idea popped up in my mind. I told you people that I am working too hard and feeling bad. I needed something to refresh my mind, to calm me down, to inspire me and guess what, this is the thing.
This thing is now handling my issues and it's working. 3 years passed but the emotion is same. I managed to brought this one at home. I looked online for home delivery facilities but failed. Then I decided to do it myself. I visited a pet house which is near to my home and found no fishes there! What on earth is happening? I had nothing but to visit a shop which was far from there. I thought and took a car to visit there. Luckily that was open and I found it. I bought necessary things from it like aquarium with air control facilities, fish foods, sea salt, medicines, anti fungal drops, lights, glass cleaner and of course the fishes. I returned home & after having some foods, I started to set up everything. It took 5 hours to complete everything. Then I had shower and entered in my room.
After switching off the lights when I sit beside it and look at the fishes having their foods or swimming here and there, my heart starts beating normal than regular. My nerves hold their positions & my brain cells remain cool. I immediately feel the happiness. The inner happiness of my mind.
Something never changed in my life. The search of happiness. The search of peace. The healing of heart. I was looking for it in the past, I am looking for it now and don't know when I will stop unless someone stops me. But currently, I have them. Years passed away, people left me behind, someone betrayed me but I remained the same. The soul searching guy.
All the pictures are taken by me.
Thanks for being with me. Stay blessed.
©Lucifer01
So colourful and attractive. Good we need to have a hobby to keep us moving. Keep going.