"What's my answer?"

Happy holiday folks! I was indeed lacking sleep from last night as I was waiting for a holiday proclamation for Eid al-Fitr. I read some posts yesterday that it was today, May 02, 2022. So I was waiting for a confirmation from our HR until around 11PM.
Weeewwww, I was almost sleeping at my working table earlier and I kept yawning. What odd is, my sleepiness was gone the moment I punched off in the biometrics DTR.. Hahaha can anyone relate?

I was supposed to write a story but changed my mind when I read @Jumper-01 article earlier. So for today I will be answering a prompt instead.

Here we goes;

Why do you lie?

Am I a liar? If needed YES. My close friends say I am so convincing when I lie, I can even look directly in your eyes while wearing my serious face. Yet it seldom happened as what I have mentioned only if needed. Usually it is when I don't want to be included in any mess. Like I don't care about you guys so I would pretend I don't know anything. Nowadays, it's hard to be engaged in someone's business.

Did you cheat?

All I can say is I am not a saint and just like you guys I also experienced teenage life. You know it's hard to remain faithful as it seems I like not only one guy (teeage years). Like I am in a relationship then someone would approach me and I would tell myself " Oh like him too". Lol! It happen in previously written article.

I almost CHEAT, I was torn to cheat. Oh I could say yes, because it's a form of cheating too when you are already exchanging "messages" to someone. Right? That's the only cheating I did. Not that I had s3x with another guy while in a relationship. Not my cup of tea. I find it gross.

To whom did you cry?

Many saw me as a tough one. After years of working in the company I am currently employed. I never cried even how toxic or hard the situation is. I don't like the idea that someone will see me crying. Maybe because that's how we are raised. Way back when I was a kid, every time my parents would reprimand us, don't you dare to cry. Crying means you will receive more spanks, pinch, etc. So I would cry only when I am in my room and nobody could see me.

So maybe you are wondering what makes me cry? It's family and love life. I used to cry silently in my sleep as a middle child, I felt so neglected, less loved. Have you encountered or read about that? I could say it's true. It is always the Eldest or the youngest that matters.

Love life? I got broken hearted twice and that made me cry a lot. Suicide even crossed my mind then. Yet I can't. If there is one thing I have learned, no matter how painful life is I could not take to hurt myself. The sad part is I had a tendency to fall into depression. I've been there and it took years before I was able to collect myself.

So when was the last time I cried? February 22, 2020. It is when I accompany my sweetheart to the airport for this flight abroad. Before he went inside the airport he hugged me tight and told me that I should not cry because seeing me crying might change his mind. So I did. However, the moment I could no longer see him. I wasn't able to hold my tears. That's the first time I cried in public and I don't care! He is my comfort zone and just the thought of not seeing him made me feel so bad. I felt so ALONE! I think and I was crying for an hour at the departure area and while I was on a bus my way home.

Are you in a good relationship?

With my family? Yes, my sisters and I are grow up closed and supporting each other. Just a normal sibling fights that doesn't last long.

Love life? My sweetheart and I was been together since the year 2013. This includes boyfriend and girlfriend stage. We decided to got married last 2018. And oh, we will be celebrating our wedding anniversary this month. Time really flies fast.

I don't usually shares his pictures only today, lol! Many says we have similarities and could even pass as siblings. You think so?

Can't decide? How about here?

Oh excuse our chubby faces, I don't know what happened, we were both skinny before we got married, LOL!

09:59PM

05/02/2022_Manila_Philippines

If you feel bored and want someone to talk with , you can contact me here. I would surely reply as long as it's not my office hours.

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