@Lhes 19 April 2021 more from that month

As I read post here I stumbled to someone's post who made me remembered someone so special to me. I could still remember what he always says " in life be a soldier, knows when to fight and when to surrender". If you see that there is still hope, if you think your winning then fight. But if you think you'll gonna loss then retreat. What you are aiming for is not for you. But it saddened me that we were unable to fight together and you left me so unexpectedly. It even took five years before I visited your tomb. 😩😩 I really missed you but I already accepted whole heartedly that you are no longer with us. See you someday!