@Lesly90 28 March 2023 more from that month

Some feelings turn into word's

`28 March 2023` Hello everyone!!! Hope so you all are fine and happy!!! It's been two Days now that i only do a one thing on my smart phone, actually it's a new thing to me and I'm curious about it and want to know about it. I spent most of my time in exploring the hive, i think i learned some things in two Days but still it's feel like I'm zero in this. I don't have potential to start blogging on hive just because i think what if i committed any mistake and anything wrong can be happen to my account and now I'm more caring about it because how i create an account only i knew it. *Anyways it's just the explanation where I've been busy now a day's. It's just like I've a new toy and i want to play it with the most until i get used to of it.*

It's almost 12:45 pm here I'm sitting here on couch and thinking about something which is deep down for me. It's nothing else but just the family problems which suck us day by day. A few hours ago i was reading articles of friends here and i really felt more sad about it. For me @alicecalope@alicecalope is always an inspirational person i always inspired from her that how she handled all the problems she had in her life. But i think which gives more inspiration suffered a lot too and it's her potential to bear all these trauma. Than i read the article of @attentionseeker24@attentionseeker24 i was feeling sad again after reading the article just because i knew that she had lost her perants in a very young age. Why i mentioned them in my article?? I know maybe there's no need to mention about them and their article in my article because many of you maybe already read article of both of them. `The reason` Sometimes I feel like that I'm losing everything and the only me who suffers a lot of things in life and rest of all are so happy with their life. Sometimes i get tired from pretending that everything is okay while everything is broken like glass. When i know that other's too in the corner of world who suffers than i thought it's not just me who suffers a lot of things and than the only one question arose in my mind why always us who suffers??

The Time when i feel i like lost everything Every person is close to their Perants and obviously we all love to their Perants. I can't count their sacrifices which they did for me but I feel guilty that I can't do nothing for them in return. I want to do something for them as they've hard time now but i do nothing to solve their problems except asked to Lord for help. I can't see them in this worries. I never share my problems with others because i think they can't do anything than why i should share my problems with them. I've a best friend in real life but i never tell her either.

Ending word's I don't know when all these problems will sort out or maybe never because when one problem solved than other say hello to me. Personally i get tired from it but i can't pretend to anyone that I'm tired either. But i never loss hope and I've to be very hopeful too. `All the images are from unsplash image's including lead image` Thank you for your time