Difficult roads lead to beautiful destinations!

5th of February 2022

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My body is finally beginning to give in to something called Nature due to sleepless nights, too many activities to handle, and days of research without rest. I sometimes want to stay on bed all day so I could escape this life of stress and nothingness but I can't due to the fact that I've got a lot of responsibilities upon me lately.

For instance- apart from reading, writing and interacting both here on read.cash and noise.cash, I'm on a telegram platform where I write reviews on business ideas pitched to the platform, this usually requires a lot of time spent on critical thinking and analysis. Also, my sister recently started a business, and I've been the one in charge of the Facebook page and Instagram page which is really stressful- basically posting daily, replying to customers, promoting it by every means necessary and Yada Yada.

I'm currently working on a script for a short video advert, while also searching for someone who who can take on the script in a 30 seconds to 1 minute presentation as a form of advert for the Business!

I've been doing a lot of research lately in a bid to build my finance, been spending lot of time reading and learning, while also searching the internet for Pegaxy Scholarships. I've joined a lot of guilds lately but there's no new applications being accepted for now which means I'd have to be patient till "I don't know when". Lemme rephrase- I'd have to be patient till my mind snaps. I sincerely hope it wouldn't come to that!

Doing a lot of things at the same time means I do not get to sleep until past midnight. Regardless of how late I sleep each night, I still have to wake early in order to meet up with daily tasks and responsibilities. A very stressful life it is, in the end no man can rest until death!

Speaking of stress, my body is beginning to tell me "hey Kristoff, take a rest", but I keep telling it "no, you have to cooperate with me". It's been a weird struggle between good and evil (I'm the good, my body is the evil). But no matter how hard I try to be strong, my body always wins- it's a "the spirit is willing but the body is weak" situation. Ha-Ha!

My body began to fight back yesterday- I took a long walk to the petrol station yesterday (something the Amerikans call gas station- where is the gas? lol). It was a long walk down, after which I boarded a bike home. Got home a few minutes past 7pm and kaboom my body began to protest. I had a striking headache which made me feel like my head was about to fall off the rest of my body. I had to go for a simple pain killer (Paracetamol), after which I relaxed and slept afterwards.

I woke up feeling better but stayed on bed much longer, until about a few minutes to 8am when I decided I've had enough of rest. I know I deserve rest, but regardless of how much I try, I instantly become overwhelmed by the humongous task before me that I simply lose track of time- I look at the time 5 minutes later and realise that I've used over 6 hours on a spot doing the usual..

Life is stressful, but this stress is inevitable if we intend to attain success. After all difficult roads lead to beautiful destinations!