What I am afraid of?

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Here I am again, as I knowing myself of what are those being afraid of..

I am afraid of losing someone

• I know most of us afraid of this by losing someone that we don't expect that it is his/her time ended. We are keeping ourselves praying that our family or friends is in the good situation as always and God protects them because with that we were afraid of losing our loveones.

I am afraid of someone mad at me

• This is the thing that I don't want to happen but it might be inevitable. So, when someone might mad at me with some reasons that we misunderstood each other like I make her annoyed or he/she makes me annoyed and we don't talk anymore well, definitely I will find some way to talk to her/him, I let my ego surrender even if it is his/her fault because I don't want some others mad at me at the end of the day.

I am afraid of changes

• I know there's no constant in this world and it is only change. Though changes is what I am afraid of because it might hurt me if a certain person change. I know we have different perspectives in life but those differences might collab our vibes in some way.

  I have a friends that I am used to be with them and it is almost 10 months. We build memories since our first day of work, perhaps we collided as one despite the status we had. We have many memories, we enjoy our work, we hang out from other beaches, we taste different alcohol although it's not about the alcohol it's about the taste of our laughters coming from our mouth and that is the biggest connection being connected. Time is running and month is non stop walking and this is the time had change. Each of us walk differences path and I thought it never change our togetherness yet it changes the individualities.

  Probably, it is all temporary and need to accept that it changes all😊😔

I am afraid of making wrong decisions

• Though we can't avoid to make our decision be fail. That's why I am afraid about that because I don't want myself regret all the things that I've been through. I been making wrong decisions in my life that makes me regretted it all my life but then it gaves me a lesson from it. So, I am careful in making decisions.

I am afraid of someone evaluates about my appearances

• I know i'm not perfect and that is I am afraid of by evaluating about myself. Huhu Sorry if this is what I am afraid of. I know I don't want to be like this but don't get me wrong because sometimes I feel pity about it, I already did it by evaluating my not so perfect appearance and I'm trying my best to look good.

  As a matter of fact, we can't control others that their eyes blinded to our own beauty. I just want to let you know, that please just speak it out on your mind only not your mouth because you don't know the feelings of others that makes them hurt in some reasons.

I am afraid of one of my family ill

• This is the greatest thing that I don't want to happen. Maybe if this happen I just don't know of what am I going to do. Please lord protect my family from danger or illnesses.

So far this is some of my what I am afraid for. Just a little views of my Personal afraid, due to I am not feeling well as of now so, I need take some rest.

Have a good Monday!