Who I Am!!
This is my conviction, I am stronger than ever before.... I gotta be me and represent who I am inside, be able to breathe and be ready to fly, to not never ever stay hidden when it comes to my talent, my future and my dreams... I could literally introduce myself with my name, and my style and attribute and truly we all have something unique about us.. we are all humans but differ in so many things, so now the big question is right there in the topic If I gaze at myself in the mirror, Do I live each day with fear, doubts and insecure with the goals on paper? Your life is your investment and just as you dive into crypto and it losses its investors, there must be something that led to that, stock market and some value market change with time... So when don't see yourself as something worthy you will not value what's inside of you.
A song played in my song list recently with the same title, when I listened through I felt every emotion. He was going through a phase of healing and that has stopped a lot of things for so long.. The song writer was looking for ways to really re discover himself deeply, which has always been there in him but due to some events in the past he lost it and I could detect the loss of someone. Every will to keep going was lost, and when that moment came his lyrics grew in him and he was finally free and happy to be back at it again... We go through a lot daily that could draw the best out of us and I read an article from @Maryjacy "you have to move on and keep being you"..
As explained above, situations can lead to it.... leavings one's goals behind and nothing really feels real but a fantasy.. Another huge factor could be Low self courage, seeing others as superior.. take this instance: You went for the same audition with someone, you know this person can sing the heavens down and you consider yourself as no better option. Immediately, the feeling of saying I will just go there and return with nothing sets in.. With my observation of every talent show, they look for skill and flexibility what if she was actually person they wanted.. relating this back to the topic, discover what you want your life to be and don't consider being a write off or crazy with your plans..
I came to let you know how beautiful you are on the inside and you really have held back those smiles and star for a long time, do you think that's you in anyway? Academically you know how to make a craft but you opt out due to fear, in a company where you work they could offer you something and have a reason for that, but you not willing to grab it. We may not know the best timing to shine but take good advantage of everything.. It could be that everyone needs to solve a problem, when you do solve that problem, it makes you happy for sure..
Who Am I? throwing this in a question form at myself, I embrace opportunities, I think of something that's worth it and would go for it with regards to balancing all odds... It might be tough but I keep moving and know my days of happiness is near, I know the start of something is difficult but that cant make me not be in there because the time of breakthrough is also unknown.. Thoughts on having a lovely day always is when you know who you are and what you represent Just like when you face a difficult huddle and you look unto God as his child and he comes to your aid.
This is where I stop for now and I really hope the message is passed and you stayed till the end..
Still your number one fan always, a crypto enthusiast and a student, happy to make new friends, an adventurer and a hive learner.. I love you all..
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8th AUGUST 2022
One needs to be realistic. If you admit someone else sings way better than you that's not a sign of lack of self-esteem. It's part of reality and knowing yourself. It doesn't mean you cannot start a career in singing. There are plenty of singers who can't or hardly can sing and still become or are famous. Today not being able to sing is not such a big deal. Tech makes up and the music playing along with your voice is an option. Next to that it's a world of showbiz (showing off, attracting people in a different way than the sound of your voice or a new, original song).