Maybe God doesn't see you through the lens of your mistake, maybe he sees you through the length of his grace, maybe when he looks at you he sees the finished work of Jesus. Have you ever thought about the fact that if they didnt make you they cant define you, Your maker is your mirror.
You are kind of a worshiper but you're kind of worthy, you are kind of righteous but you're kind of drained, you are kind of powerful but kind of petty just a little bit of both. And your self-concept is in development and this is when it is very important who holds your mirror because if the wrong people show you, you get a distorted image of yourself and you start matching your life with what you see in your mind.
It was discovered that a lot of primates and humans are soft wired with neurons, so our brains actually experience the same emotion of somebody we're watching if we're tuned into them. And they got it from a monkey that was watching a man open a nut and they had it hooked up to his brain and they saw the same brain activity in the monkey's brain that was in the mans brain who was opening the nut and they realised that all humans are wired in such a way with mirror neurons, that I experience your reality by watching you experience it.
If you've got cynical people holding up your mirror, you'll always feel small, smaller than your challenge, smaller than your addiction cuz you are not looking at God.
Your maker is your mirror 24/7, his mercies are new with every rising sun and one thing about the mirror is that it always shows you the image in reverse. God knows how your situation turns out, he knows how your story ends, he is already in the finale of your story.
So you've been looking at your mistakes, when your mistakes are your mirror you stay on the outside of success even though you have the strength and capabilities to go in, not because you are small but because you see small.
A lot of times when people don't accept you is because they have rejected themselves, everybody's acceptance is not a blessing because even the majority might be the wrong mirror. This is why it is so important who you're around and what you take in and what you look at because you become what you behold.
If what is coming our way is that great how much more greater must God be within us. If God is letting you and I experience a challenge this big God is trying to use our enemies to show us how valuable we are to him and his kingdom.
You don't believe in your self anymore because of a conflicted identity in so many mistakes that has happened in the past and I was thinking about you and how you cant really locate yourself cuz you don't fit in or you think people are so perfect around you.
God never reaches for anything out of your life that he didnt put in the soil of your heart and your spirit.
"What is in you?"
When you know what you have in you, you can deal with disappointment on a different level.
Stop beating yourself up over everything that did not work out learn to forgive yourself we all make mistakes, remember always not to dwell on your past, it's time to move on and for every opportunities you think you lost God has bigger plans for you.
We are capable of re-inventing our lives, there are times I wished I could change my wrongs sometimes, if I could just go back to my first year in college and be different, if I could have gone for that job by now I would have enough to support my self. But I know i can build my purpose back again and you also can do that.
Final words
God is saying to someone leave that out, he dosent know you by those things you identify yourself as. Stop introducing yourself to the next season of your life with the resumes of regrets from your last one.
Thank you for reading.
July 15 2021
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It's through our mistakes that we learned, if we keep on blaming ourselves to what had happened in the past, we could not move on. The Lord is compassionate, He makes no mistakes.