My mind always tries to complicate things, it really justifies me backing down and my peaceful solution is I would never be a conqueror. How coward am I not to believe i can win, I mean it's the least I could do. Never walked on faith but walked away from God because I felt it was too powerful for him that I always walked in fear.
Today is my first examination paper yet I still don't have confidence in myself, I was walking in the same circles, like walking again in the same circles till I got to realise I'm going to kill it regardless. Let's just say I'm feeling like David cuz not only I'm I fighting against my fears but fighting against me.
Let everything you hear from God be the only thing you believe in, to guide and to lead you. For more than two weeks I have wavered like the sea not only was I blinded but I walked in my own wisdom yet I couldn't see far from where I sat.
Adrenaline pumping, time of exam 12:00pm taking charge, manning up like I'm unstoppable....and because the righteous walk in as lions then I am one. Like I'm bolder walking like I stand on a rocket aiming for space....but to us, what happened to us? Why do we let the strong emotions get into our minds, telling yourselves comfortable lies every single time. This is a wake up call, wake up you all, the promises is right there, why are you scared to believe that God isn't going to be person he is.
You gotta be strong and courageous, the moment is ours just like holding time putting back to the clocks to when God said he'll be there for you and I and trust me he will be here any second.
Hold onto anything that is the truth and to everything you've always believed, you wouldn't lose your mind I know your minds went straight to thinking that. You have to stand in front of that problem and say "you are really nothing".
If you can now to God then you wouldn't have to bow to any problems, so instead of complaining why not wait. The enemy told my mind not to ever believe you can never make it here with good grades, but I said no! I know who I serve and he will show up for me.
So even when you are told to fear no you will not fear because God's loved face fear to 'fear' so is there anything you wrestle with, something you wouldn't let go of and you just keep running but can't hide from it....
Wait on him and he will show up.
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13 SEPTEMBER 2021
Good luck for your exams I know god will always look for you..