This is a hostage situation cuz I've been locked in the complexity of my soul, confided in my colossal castle hitting every thoughts, every dream, every fear. I am the hostage and with every hostage situation comes the demands, demand for a wired transfer to a local bank.... but God I'm asking for you to defeat and complete me and my only prayers is for you to free me.
My prayers are only one-way, all I do is ask and ask but never listen. The more my intentions are made known, the more I ignore you Lord.
Come into my heart like a SWAT team, search my heart and search me God and lead me from today. My deepest darkest deadliest thoughts are destroying me all the time. In the artic you will find my dedication, my ambition and my heart...so I'm saying please take my light that has been hidden and place it on a stand to show forth your light.
And lord if you see any form of anger, please pin it down and kick it off. If you see any form procrastination please do the same, if you also see any form malice don't let them come back to me again. Because in this house you would find me hostage to these things. I know I have been playing around with words, but these are what I have treasured within me that needs to be broken out of my life.
Why do I hold myself hostage? Maybe because I like doing them or maybe because it's the easiest way of escape. But wouldn't that make me open to been devoured by preys. These things we call norms needs to squashed, squeezed and switched off our lives....it really makes us so different with whom we are.
He told me this "Gozie! You are not locked in a house with all your issues holding yourself hostage but you are under my wing. Taking refuge in me where your issues have been forgiven, and if you fall back again I wouldn't be there to catch you like I always do.
Our hostage maybe sickness, or depression, or intentions of suicide, whatever it seems...you are already free. You heard me really clear, because what has held you for so long is leaving you right now. Only if you are ready to be free from them, those things are your exodus and you are saying good bye to them.
The world may eventually hate you when you are free, the friends you think you had only loved you because you where trapped....and guess what they never had the Godly intentions to all you out of there or to break the chains on your behalf. Rather they came around making you worse, so if you are considering going back again you gonna have to remember how you where before God came to release you.
Today was solid in church and a word came so strong, that he is going to build the church up from the ground and that church been referred to is us, you and I.
Thank you for reading....I love you all. it's a short write up today, I really hope the message is passed.
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26 SEPTEMBER 2021
Just like a revelation, did you got this inform of vision... Smiles. There are many cage that we secured for ourselves in flesh and in spirit. @king_Gozie. Lust and anger are the ones I have witnessed before. Thank God he said "who the son set free is free indeed"