Found My Date Here; P.S She’s From The Philippines

Today I'm going to be running a test on my self because I've had a lot on my mind lately and I don't know who I am anymore or maybe I just need her to know me better including you… Anyone who knows me really close should have known these answers by now;

You often spend time exploring unrealistic yet intriguing ideas..

I would say I do but sometimes my idea feels a lot cumbersome than what somebody else has.. so my version of what unrealistic is, will be far different..

You often think about what you should have said in a conversation long after it is taken place

I agree with this, that feeling when you recall a conversation and it doesn't live you..

If your friend is sad about something your first instinct is trying to support them emotionally and not try to solve their problems..

That's interesting because I try to do both, and it depends on the problem that they have and the emotions expressed..

People can rarely upset you

I am going to strongly disagree, yet I might not be perfect but self control is important.. its best to prevent what's coming than carry on and regret it later..

I rely on others to always start a conversation and keep it going..

Generally i'm always scared a bit about starting a conversation and that hinders me from relating properly but sometimes I just move regardless..

You rarely worry if you'd make a good first impression on someone you met virtually

Honestly yes I agree, i really don't care if people really like but sometimes I do.. but I feel you can't make a good impression on everyone, but I do love being myself all the time..

You’re still bothered about the things You did in the past..

I agree that I still think about the things that I did in my childhood..

In your opinion , would it be better to step on others to get ahead in life..

I really genuinely don't think you should have to step on others to get ahead in life, and not only that coz I deeply feel that what goes around comes around. I disagree 100 percent, we need each other up progress at any stage. The person whom you feel is worth nothing today can triple all you've made in your entire life under few seconds..

If you make a mistake you tend to start putting the blame on yourself leading to doubts on your abilities and knowledge..

I slightly agree with that one, because I hold myself to a standard that I don't hold anyone else too.. for example doubting my self and my ability over little failures.. so it has an effect on me when something don’t go as I planned it to be..

You have never cried in front of anyone..

I could remember when I had done the most crazy thing, it was with my parents and I had my friends come over.. I didn't know where the blow came from but at that minute tear drops ran out of my eyes.. it was so painful, you know how that feels like 😅.. so I disagree with this.

When it comes to making life changing decision who do you listen to, your mind or your friends?"

I strongly agree on this one, and I made a decision that is strongly false... it didn't feel right cos I leaned towards people's opinions rather than mine in that context..

You put efforts into interpreting almost everything, like movies or music..

I feel like in the past that wasn't true but as a writer on readcash that became my reality.. I develop as I try other things, I got to know about life as a whole from the movie I watch..

You look after yourself first and others literally comes after..

I feel I already exposed myself right here and I hope she still likes me for who I am... i know you'll be like who is she? You'd get to know her soon, I hope she likes me the way I do.. but in this case, I like to carry everyone alone with me although I fail to do this almost every time..

See you all later, let me keep dreaming and fantasizing about our meet up..

Thank you for staying with me and reading through… Love you all.. I hope there will be some lessons gotten from this..

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December 2021