I was fractured till the point when my hallelujah to God was me just trying to build my walls back. The only reason why God still stays much closer than you think is because he awaits you to satisfy his thirst....what more could he have asked for than praises, not just an ordinary worship but of the spirit, soul and body.
I could comprehend that it was never about how perfect I could be for you, but to just be with you simply and completely. I lived in sin for so long that I questioned the fragrance of my worship to God and if I was able to really please him again. Lord even in my weak praise and my imperfect prayers of less glorious light, may my life still satisfy you.
And calmly you asked me "will you walk where I will go or will you follow me?" I never really knew my answers where all lies when I replied Yes! I will follow you. But did I mean it back then, my confessions where all lies.....you'd see my interest in his glory and the next phase of me will be concealed in addiction. So I packed my bags in preparation as one who truly wants to meet with God, and still added the repeated obsessions into my luggage. Immediately we crossed path, I still saw a force pushing me always from you like you where not the originator that called me earlier.
A story of me drowning in my own darkness, all I needed to do was accept his calling which he offered. But what I did was approach the lies, letting me see evil for good. The line between good and evil is just your level of acceptance.
It seems as though my hallelujah was silenced.....when it ought to be a praise onto you God, it became like a choky smoke that only made you more angry with me.
When you hear the the shout everytime "praise God" your response is always "Halleluyah"....you think you've reached out to his heart, but you've got no where near it. That is because of a repeated pattern that wouldn't just let you be. Deep down you knew if God had spoken to you at that moment you'd know of a truth you needed to be saved.
Have you ever wondered how it would look like to soothe Gods desires, his face is never hidden from a true worshiper. Death has no hold on you, sickness has nothing on you, your problems has nothing on you, addiction has nothing on you when God shows up. So wouldn't you want to consider given him your best sounds, raising it up to the heavens where your help comes from. And when it's time to shout a wonderous hallelujah again you will do that, knowing fully well of how much God did for you.
May my small proclamation bring you joy Lord, and my far from a perfect hallelujah bring you smiles and happiness. May It not be an abomination unto you but of a sweet aroma though small and faint.
Happy Sunday, thank you for reading.
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05 SEPTEMBER 2021
Hallelujah is a sign of victory. A sign that can make you feel happy. When. You hear the sound of hallelujah, all your worries shall vanish and you shall be free from any form of sickness.
God will.be very happy and over joyed after shouting hallelujah...