@Kimmy423 3 May 2022 more from that month

Last time, I was so decided to resign. I had a hard time here in my current school, but I am resigning not because of that but because I want change. I want to fulfill something great. I constantly compare myself to people my age telling myself they are way more successful than I am. I don't want to think about that but I can't. Yesterday was the last day I met some of my students and they were very sad about that. My grade 5 students asked me if there's a chance that I will be their grade 6 teacher and they are really looking forward to that. Some of my grade 6 students are even asking me to transfer to highschool department so that I will be their grade 7 teacher. It's so hard to tell them the truth that I am resigning already 🥺 I actually feel guilty about my decision since 4 out of 6 teachers in our department are resigning. It makes me feel guilty in a way that I can't leave our department because it will surely collapse. It's like, the foundation is already gone. There's only one teacher to train the upcoming new teachers. However, I am also thinking about my future. I am 28 years old now and still don't know what will happen to my life. I want to do something that will change the status of my life. I want to see a better future, but something is holding me back. Can you please help me to decide? What do you think should I do now? Your comments will be surely appreciated ❤️