@Kimmy423 8 September 2021 more from that month

I woke up 4 in the morning and just stared blankly at the ceiling. Then, suddenly I smiled because I remembered all the struggles I went through. I was amazed with myself on how I was able to survive and keep on surviving with this life. Some people may say I am a jolly person, I always joke around. Some may say I am an open book because they know me and my story so well. Some may say I'm sassy or snob. But the real me, the struggles I need to go through alone, the tears I need to wipe myself, the sobs I need to keep. No one knows all of these. It was a hard journey. There are nights when I'm alone, I'll just cry my heart out. Sometimes there's really no specific reason why, I just felt lonely and empty. I am doing great so far, and I am so proud of myself. I am sharing this to let those people who are struggling now to have hope. I may not share the exact struggles I've been through but trust me, everything will be alright. Just have faith, and time will come you'll sleep peacefully without tears rolling down your face. Keep moving on. Keep fighting. The best is yet to come ❤️