@Keeeeeeemi 19 February 2023 more from that month

I was trap. I want to go somewhere. I want to be in somewhere else. This feeling seems growing. It passes day by day and it will explode someday. I was in the middle and I don't know if I will pursue to be at the end or go back to find some way out in the middle. If I continue to walk forward will it be better? or more worsen? If I go back, will I retrieve myself and find my peace of mind or be more broken?What if I stay in the middle and this longing for somewhere else grow big breaks me more? I don't know what to do. I don't know where I belong to be. I don't know myself anymore. I don't want to entertain this feeling but it pops up all the time.