@Justin_Writes 7 November 2020 edited more from that month

Mangled and Faded ~Original Peotry~

I was lost internally Thoughts were burning down some part of me Miles we went all faded like a fantasy Now without you am just a bag of shit In my anxiety I've lost my mind Maybe lust was all I could find Maybe trust in us were undefined Maybe we were just playing with fire My heart be bleeding along with time Mangled and faded, fears cropped my mind All this was created and built on lies Same love we shared was hate in disguise Roses are red, glum in my bed Deemed in my eyes, scourged by my pain Maybe am dead, scoop up my grave Make it as deep, far away from this earth Hell is a place, so is my space How that shit rhymes, I guess it's quite clear. Been through the storms, for all I could say My life's a mess and that's on replay... Footword; Things happen sometimes and we reflect on happy days which turns out to be life's plan to ruin us all along. Relationships break down and leaves our hearts in pain and our minds in confusion, that's all in here. Image source https://images.pexels.com/photos/4118631/pexels-photo-4118631.jpeg?auto=compress&cs=tinysrgb&dpr=2&w=500