@JustThinking 10 August 2022 more from that month

Freedom and Loneliness. Let me ask you a question. Do you consider yourself free because you're lonely? Or, Can you call yourself free when you are lonely? What does it meant to be free anyway? I myself is a free person. As much as I like to deny it, I am lonely. I got responsible and loving parents, still lonely. I got amazing, funny, and true friends, still lonely. I just broke up from a toxic relationship, still lonely. I got everything I need but I am still lonely. How is that even possible? If I was really free, why do I still feel lonely? What have I missed? Now, I realized, it was me all along. I let the people around me see whoever I want but I forgot to let myself be whoever I want. I never let myself to be free. So if there's anyone responsible for this loneliness, it was me. I now understand why.