@Julsijuls 24 April 2021 more from that month

On this day, I might've realized that a lot of things have changed in me. They used to be little changes that won't go noticed unless you've known me for a long time. But now, the changes became a huge ball of my old self looking down at me. These things I shed off were crying because, why did I choose to go downhill? I was once a happy girl, I still am happy, but not as happy. I usually talk a lot but now I don't. I just think it's because of adult thing? But when I think about it, I've pushed myself away and now i am just on a corner watching everything come and go. #Diary