@Julsijuls 4 June 2021 more from that month

You know what? Writing shouldn't even become this hard for me. Writing shouldn't take me so much time because words should freely flow out of my mouth— out from the tip of my fingers, the ideas are supposed to be just there—they're supposed to be everywhere. But why am I struggling? I ask this, even though I already have an inkling as to why I am having a hard time to string words together. I think it's because I have placed too much expectations on my shoulders; I must finish this—finish everything with flying colors even if I do not have to. I think it's because I do not want to fail but at the same time, I do not believe that it's my reason. I don't believe that these are the reasons. I believe there's something else, something deeper, something that would make more sense. But I don't know what it is. So I end up not Writing at all. image from https://pin.it/d2Gq8Js #WhatJulsijulsThinksAbout