@Joseph01 26 May 2022 more from that month

I have to tell myself that every second of every hour of every day. People who don't do what I'm doing, they'll never understand: my fear and my fear thoughts, like bees that sting on the inside of my skull. I've tried everything to get rid of them. I've tried to focus on the moment. I've tried meditating. I've tried medication. I've tried therapy. Nothing works.