For me first love is not really important. It's just a golden experience of a teenager eager to feel the taste of love. But it is affecting on me even I don't want to. Imagine it is a wind of gust that is so strong that you can't defend yourself. And I start to realize it is love.
In fact in the first place I remember it's 2016 I just meet a girl let's just call her Josephine her eyes are like shining marbles her skin is whiter than my teeth and her Smile shining shimmering splendid. I am easily attracted but how can make a move on her? I'm just a common Guy no reputation to the field "argh" it's just stupid. Before I was hard rock boy then when she came I'm just a jelly that can be easily to be eaten. In the second thought it’s just kind of alright that I experienced it. It's enlighten my mood when I saw her. And Spoiler Alert we are friends. But despite on that am very afraid if I say the truth about my feeling's to her. To say it to her I just make it a joke so I can let my feelings for her to let go about 30%. But despite of it my plan for her didn't go well and I lost she got a boyfriend. I feel the sky above fall down to my Shoulders. But in sudden blues the pain Torn off and I feel numb Again and I say to my Self " oh hell no here we again mister rock we don't have feelings again Eh?" And I start to realize it's just a puppy love and it's so good that I was fooled and I learn a lesson from it "even a rock has a soft spot." To sum it up I was really amaze about the human emotion even an evil person can be affected by love and I believe what they say "the force of love is greater than other."
-Johnny.
good article love is life