Emptiness

Why I felt so empty? There's no one I can talk to about my problems. It's really hard to live like a happy person, always smiling when you meet someone and happy go lucky but deep inside I'm crying, I'm lonely. I want someone who can listen to my problems, someone who can understand me and someone who can say to me, "Are you okay?" ("Yes I'm okay"), "No, I know your not". And hugged me tightly. 😪😭😓