@Jikyl 12 January 2022 more from that month

"Kinds of Love" I only seek for the kind of love that will accept my past, my present and my future self. Whether it's good or bad. I only seek for the kind of love who will accept everything I have and everything I am not----but that was all before. I mean, having that kind of love is enough but what I've realized is it would be better if he's not only aware about my flaws, but also he's aware what kind of a person I want to be and I should be. That love that will allow you to make mistake but will also teach you that you're not supposed to do it repeatedly and will correct you rather than tolerate your wrong doings. That kind of love that will allow you to fall and break when you're at your breaking point but will also help you how to calm down and will discuss to you that it's okay but you have to be stronger than your emotions. That kind of love that will allow you to get mad but will also teach after that you should learn first how to listen and to be calm during argument rather than to fight back. That kind of love that will allow you to be human and will tell you that humans should grow too. To sum it all: I seek for the kind of love that will help me to save myself from my own toxic doings, from my foul behavior. You can't grow through your toxic nature especially if you do it repeatedly. Love is more than just accepting and embracing someone's wrong doings. It will be way better if you allow your love ones to correct and educate you. Love is never selfish. ---Moon