Lappy Lappy What To Do With You.
The title sounds weird right but let me just tell you that lappy has been so helpful to many humans here in earth and maybe you're one of them. So what is this lappy thing. That thing is what we called today a laptop and I just heard that name before to my rich classmate, a half filipino and american. I don't know what he's talking about before but when he grabbed it, I just made a deep sighs and said oh boy you just made the name a complicated one then he just laughed at me and said I just learned that too from youtube lol.
So the conversation goes on and I was fascinated by the features of his laptap so in that moment I promised to myself to get one in the future. I really need a laptop for me to fully do the things I need to. I was an ignorant before about this thing and also to a computer because who will not be ignorant with that when you just live in far flung area which don't have access to internet shops.
I was not exposed to these high tech before and that made me curious and so eaher to have them. I think that with just the help of a laptop I thought that I can do all sorts of things. Well that's for me and I don't know your opinion about it.
I've been new to the things that are outside my comfort room and that made a lot of discomfort when I went to school in senior high and even in highschool because we had this subject in school called IT or Information Technology. A subject wherein you can learn how things are being pass into the internet with the use of this so called high tech gadgets and those all sorts of methods and things in it.
You can learn many things within that subject including the basic of emcoding which is a demand nowadays because not all people has the capability to code but it can be learned also so still it's possible. I just contradicted what I said haha.
Without these gadgets in my possession before while studying still I completed grade 12. When I need to encode some essays back then WPS or the mircrosoft word application for mobile save me. This applucation has been veey handy to me and it's the reason why I submitted all my requirements on time. I just don't have a printer before so I go to the computer shop.
Without these kind of technology around me I'm sure I failed. A printer will be useful in our life and in the coming years I'm planning to buy one for future purpose. The same with the laptop, I will buy for some reasons and one of them is for me to get a little income that I can save for my future.
This is one of the plan I want to do if ever I have a laptop in my possesion in the coming years. I want to take the opportunity to build a name in youtube by uploading music videos especially the nightcored ones because as I browse the site I found a lot of such videos and it's gaining a lot of audience and also likes which is making a lot of money to the uploader. This is just one of my plan. There's more but I will just keep it to myself.
It's just easy to nightcore a music using various of applications. I already saves an article from the net on how to manipulate the tones of a music which will give you a better result from the original one. Some of the channels I admired in youtube is the channel of Kirito. He uploads a lot of nightcored musics and I'm addicted how good it is.
What about you friends what you will do if ever you don't own a laptop yet? Is creating an account in youtube comes also into your mind?
I just want to say that there's a lot of ways and opportunities out there for us to be financially stable. It's just that we need to find and work out them.
This is for today and thank you for reading friends as always.
Everyone have eyes but some can't really see.
Eyes are everywhere and whether we like it or not they are classified in different categories. Isn't it amazing how these two like a ball shape give us everything we need to see but there's one thing it can't give us and that is the capability to see the inside of anything unless it will be assisted by some tools.
Eyes oh eyes, how beautiful you are. Your purpose is to give us the view we need in order to understand what's going on around us. You have a lot of advantages when it comes to our life but at the same time you have the greatest disadvantages among all because you give us the sight and later on our life will be in danger. You are also the reason why some of us commit sins and became judgemental whenever we see something that can stab our ego. You have the most useful use in our life when it is use in a right way. Everything is colorful when you are open but some of us didn't have that luck to see the coloful things that surrounds us.
Some are being grateful for having you but there's also some who's taking you for granted and that's the time we became dangerous to our fellow human. I'm grateful that I have both of you and I hope that for everyone.
There are instances in our fellow humans wherein they have eyes but they can't really see. What I mean is not in a literal way but in a deep way. You know what I mean is when they easily use their eyes to monitor someone such as their neighbors then later on they just criticize the things that they see about that person without processing the images first before making a conclusion. These people are what we called Marites. There's a lot of them here and I bet in some places also.
Did you know that someone made a story about me concluding that I'm doing some stuffs such as having intimate to someone else and what's funny is when they heard that I'm cashing out money from the remittance center wherein her daughter is working there. My dignity has been trampled by this story they made up. It even reached thr ears of my parents and grandmother that's why they doubted me for a second but I already explained what I did in order to made that kind amount of money.
Their eyes and ears are very destructive just like a covid wherein they are spouting visible deadly virus that anytime can kill a good reputation of a person. During this epic moment of my life I didn't get mad but summoned the karmic energy in the universe to pay them a visit. I do believe in that emergy and I've proven it many times already. I know that you believe in that one also that's why friends, we should not get mad when we are insulted or being bullied, just summon that energy and let it do the work.
My grandmother confronted them already and I said to her that let them just do what they think is right. What they're saying is not true at all so I don't have to worry a single bit. They are just showing the sign of jealousy formed in their hearts. I can't do anything about their not so right treatment towards me but I just pray for them to instead of sticking their nose with me, they should do every single move they can to find something worthful of their life. Ignoring them and continue to do what you think is right will further damage them so just do it anyway lol. It's not your problem anymore if they are insecure about you.
Judgement has passed down to me already by the information they saw and that's very wrong. I hope that they will realize it one of these days.
We tend to based our opinions and judgement towards something or a person without really having a glance to what is really there. It's such a bad act of us, human beings wherein we are are destroying someones life without us realizing. We should avoid this kind of mentality for us to live in a harmonious way. We should be aware of the every move we make for us not to degrade someone.
**Author's note**
Let's use our eyes to see the beauty outside and at the same time use our inner eyes to see the beauty hiding inside of us. Let's become a better human by starting with ourselves.
Thank you for reading once again friends.
How educated you are reflect who you really are.
There are many people in this planet who is too arrogant and boastful just because they had or finished a degree in college or something else. Well it's not that bad to boast about the degree you've worked hard but the bad about is it's making your head bigger than it is. Just like the head of an alien lol. But if it can happen in real life maybe there's a lot of big heads already now, scattered everywhere in the world. What if the next evolution of humans is like that, those boasful and arrogant ones will have the bigger heads than anyone else. Then the alien thing just became real lol.
There's a lot of successful person right now in their studies but to be honest they failed in their career as a human beings. **Why?** Because they are not using or executing the things and lessons they learned in school on how to be a successful human being. They just acquired tons of knowledges but don't know how to apply them in real life. One example for that is the thing called respect. We often hear this one from the old ones and from the educated people kuno but we can't see it from them. It's such a shame that they are even spouting those words in public.
These self proclaimed well educated people need to realize that the knowledges they gained is not enough for them to be called educated. Well the power of the universe will do the work in showing to them how life really works and not just the thing they knew. It may be in the middle of their career or from the start. They are not exempted in this cycle of life so they shoudn't think highly of themselves. All of us will experience the turn of events in our life for us to realize something very important in order for us to be a better human beings.
To be honest friends in this community I've been triggered yesterday that's why I'm discussing this one now. Because some educated people kuno acted so selfishly and arrogantly towards the dead person. It's a dead person and can't talk back anymore but still they're shooting unnecessary words out of their mouths. I'm not a perfect human being but I know what's right and wrong act towards a dead person.
Just yesterday someone died here again but the case is different from the first ones because this is a sensitive one and a lot of us make fun the of cause of this death. A man in his 30's took his life by hanging himself which led to his death. He is a very quiet man and when I see him on the road, he just smiles to me. He had a dark past and that made the people around here to judge him. He left a suicide note in the drawer of his sister. The letter says that he can't contain the sadness anymore and all the badmouthings he hears around him. He also said that by doing that by taking his life will put him to rest and will not hear those words anymore.
It's a peaceful day yesterday when everyone was shocked when we heared what happened. It's just like a strong earthquake hit us causing a too much damage. I saw his dead body apart from the ground and it saddened my heart. It's my first time to witness such incident in my life upclose. They called the police and SOCO if there's a foul play but there's none. Everyone came to see him and even his relatives.
When they came, instead of showing sadness for what happened, they showed their evil self. They started to degrade even further the dignity of the dead person by saying such hurtful words and showing dismay for what happened. The one's who spoke ill to him are a registered nurse, engineer, a teacher and a principal. Just look at the title of each of them. I know that they was in shocked too because the man took himself inside their unfinished house and we had this so called superstition when a person took his life inside of it.
They didn't contain their anger and it's a very unprofessional sight to see them that way. If the person can just speak up I'm sure he will say, where are you when I needed your guidance and first of all I didn't want this to happen but I have to. Maybe those words will open up their skulls and will recalibrate their minds. They didn't show any respect to the dead and until now they didn't show up to see him. It's his first day but his relatives are not with him. It's just so sad.
Those people with a good degree didn't asses first what really happened before spouting such nonsense words towards him. His uncle was very angry to those people and took the opportunity to lecture them. He's just a foreman in a construction but I can say that he is well educated more than those people. Now that they showed their true colors to everybody I'm sure they realized now the mistake in their action. I'm hoping so.
May his soul rest in peace now and I'm praying also that his relatives will forgive him for what he did. Because he didn't want it to happen. It's just that the demons inside his head beat him in his own game. Some people make it fun by saying that his mind is too shallow to think something like that but they didn't know the deep thoughts flowing in his mind before he did that. This case is not something to laugh with.
**Author's note**
Being too highly of ourselves will only just cause something hate to everyone else around us, especially if we think that by the degree we had it make us above anyone else. We should always remember that it is not and don't let it make your head bigger that it is because it's dangerous.
Always remember that we should act as an educated human and at the same time a well mannered human. We may not be able to attain a degree but if you attain a well mannered self then still you beat those individuals.
That's all for today and I thank you for reading this one again friends.
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Can't sleep. I'm stressed again for sure.
My mind has been very occupied lately due to the sudden happenings around me and I can say that I am stressed again. I don't want to experience this kind of feelings again in my life but something is bugging my mind till now. Maybe I'm just overthinking it but nah I can say that my nightmare is back again. It's not easy to be this way and it's not a good experience to be in this situation. Many of you felt it before for sure and it's something we can agree on about the experience in having this.
There's a lot of signs wherein you can say a person is suffering from stress and some of the signs are popping up into me again. It may be a minor signs but what's happening to me are the major signs when an individual is going through with it. I suffered from it before so I know the signs already.
Just the past days of inactivity here due to the funerals we had, it seems that my mind can't really handle the load of happenings and it's affecting me greatly. I may sound so overacting but friends I need to voice out what's written in my deepest thoughts right now so please bear with this kind of article I'm making. I don't know where this article will go but I'll just share my experienced for the past days.
These are the symptoms I used as a basis that my mind can't hold the loads anymore.
**First, I can't sleep peacefully at night.**
No matter how I try to sleep soundly at night I just can't or should I say my mind didn't let me to. I even stop drinking coffee for awhile and started to drink milk instead in order for me to fall asleep at night. But it seems that it's not working well. It may affect me for an hour but after that I can't sleep anymore till dawn. Yesterday I slept at 3 am already. I'm also trying my best to get the momentum of my sleep by listening to music which has a good melody but still I can't.
Being attacked by insomia at night is your worst enemy ever. That's based from me and I don't know about others. I don't really know what's going on already and my thoughts are all mixed up and it's causing me a lot of disadvantages now.
**Second, I'm loosing my apettite every meal.**
It may be normal for a human to lose an apettite for one day or for a meal due to some reasons but it's not normal for a human to lose it for almost a month already. Even if the foods are my favorite, still I can't get the feeling to eat all those delicious foods infront of me. I eat a couple of spoons then later on my stomach will not let in those left food in my plate already so I stop eating.
Being not able to eat up a full meal a day can cause a serious damage to our body and I'm worried about my body. It's undeniably that I lose weight already.
**Third is that I easily get tired whatever I do.**
This is new to me again since I grew up here in the province and I'm used to every work here whether it's heavy or not. By that one I'm wondering why I'm getting tired too easy for the past days and I just remembered that I was like this before. Can you imagine that by getting a glass of water only put to much tiredness in my body. Just a short walk and I'm catching my breath already. This is a huge disadvantage to me since I want to do a lot of work here especially gardening ,planting some vegetables but my body won't allow it.
Being like this hindering me to perform in my best shape everyday that's why there's a lot of work piled up here already. I can't just pass the task to someone else because I'm the one who should do it.
Those are just the signs I'm experiencing right now and I can say that it's putting a heavy toll on my body and mind. When someone experience those especially those first timers I'm sure they don't know what to do and the devil will fully consume their mind. I won over it before and I'm gonna win it over again.
One of the ways I'm doing to combat this situation of mine is blending myself to nature. I read an article before saying that trees give of this calming sensation which helps our mind to calm down basically but there's more to it. By blending yourself with the nature, your diverting the negative thoughts into positive one. You're excreting those toxins from your body and letting in some positive energy to your body.
So far I'm doing well with this method and to all of you who is suffering from stress now, you can try this one. I'm sure it will relieve your mind.
**Author's note**
No matter how your mind consumed you, we have this inner mind which is responsible in battling this kind of situations that's why until now we are still breathing and kicking. I know that battling stress maybe hard but there are many ways to counter it. Some people eat desserts because when you spell it backward it's stressed haha but there's a science to it I think so eat some sweets then but don't over do it.
**I know that life is challenging as the day passes by but we are the challenger who will later on to be the champion so let's live with it anyway and conquer it.**
That's it for today and thank you once again for reading my article for today, see you next time.
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Break up no more. It hurts, stop it.
Well as you know my darlings and dear friends of this community, there's a lot of going on around lately and just the other day again I saw and read something bad news aww. It's not my relationship by the way but I've been hurt because I feel sorry for both of them and especially to the one who suffered the most. Why they must go through into such trial when their love stories is just shaping to what it's really is. Well I know that there's a reason behind it why it happened but the pain inflicted to each of them is unbearable especially when they are married already.
There's a lot of trending break ups right now within the celebrities who's name is very popular through out the country and even international maybe. Left and right break ups, one after another and it's so sad. It's not that it's affecting me much but I just can't believe how easy for one of them to break the trust they have and the vows they recited infront of the altar. Maybe there's a deep reason behind it all but cheating is cheating and no matter what the reason is, it's not appropriate within a relationship.
I just watched and read some comments about these trending matters now and a lot are saying that there's a sign when the relationship will not gonna long last lol. The sign they saw was the groom or one of them is crying during their wedding and infront of the altar. This is a vague sign for me because everyone will get a teary eyes during a wedding right? Those are just a coincidence and does not have really a connection to the said break ups but if it's not then you should be nervous already especially to the marrieds now wherein one of them cried before haha. I'm just kidding anyway and don't take it seriously.
Isn't it very ironic that a single like me is worrying for their relationship while me in the first place don't have one haha. I know that it's not just me and my fellow singles are just around the corner while cursing the one who ruined their relationship haha. It's just normal friends if your like that but what's matter the most now is that you don't have to worry someone if you did wrong to him or her because always remember you don't have a lovey dovey, peace yow. Just stay single and just love ourselves friends.
For sure these break ups that happened will only give negative image again for the likes of us, man. Some girls will surely brand all men into something like that again, a cheater. But I know that there are still girls who will not do that because they know that we are different in many ways. We may have flaws but we are not like them. That is something I can assure if ever I had one now. Especially if you're married already, if you are loyal to the time she answered yes to you as her boyfriend then you must be super loyal to her when you will get married right. That's something a man will do and a boy will do the cheating thing so as I mentioned in my past article, be careful in choosing between a man and a boy.
The moment you entered the space of love, anything that can threaten your relationship should be eliminated especially that cheating problem. Yes we are free to cheat and no ones prohibit us from doing it but you must think if it's the right thing to do. Temptation is just around the corner and once you made a contact with someone else discussing intimate things is already a cheating. Also doing that intimate things is another kind of cheating but in different level. Even just teasing some random girls out there is already cheating because as I said temptation is just near you and any moment you will ride with it.
I will always say this to the crowd, court a girl and love her, bring her infront of the altar the moment you realized that she's the one for you and when you asked her hand for the sacred ring, you must put into your mind that she's the only girl you must love aside from your mother. Also put into your mind that once she accepted you as her husband, act as a man already and act as the husband you promised to her when you asked her hand.
**Marriage** is a sacred thing but as the younger generation enter into this space, they are forgotting the vows they spoke when they get married infront of the altar. It seems that they're treating it as a mere game wherein they can quit it anytime. Normal players are the one who quits but champions don't have the word quit in their vocabulary. Many normal players are like that in their relationship now which led it to destruction. If only they are like a champion who only focuses in winning the game, I'm sure many girls will be happier.
**Author's note**
Problems can't be avoided in a relationship especially in a marriage life but the problem when it comes to cheating can be avoided if we want to. Any man and woman can avoid it however they like if only their commitment to each other is stronger than the temptation that is around their neck. The secret to the long lasting relationship is by having strong commitment to each other because if you don't have that for sure it will fall down any moment.
I'm not an expert to give these kind of advices but that's what I see in the relationship of my parents and grandparents. Until now it has a strong foundation and I'm sure that it will last forever because my father and my late grandfather is a man after all.
Well friends let's not be consumed by these current break ups of the people we knew because at the end of the day, we are not part of it and we don't know the real story.
Thanks for reading friends and see you again next time.
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Cleaning is hard especially if...
Cleaning has been part of our life and it's one of the the basic way for us to stay healthy as many experts says. It's just easy to clean but there are times when we are task to clean some messy things and we encountered some problems pertaining to it making our job harder than it's supposed to be. Well when it comes to proper hygein some of us don't know the proper way but all of us can learn on how to do it so it's just takes a little bit of learning.
Filipinos has been known all over the world for our hardworking and passion for our works. A good example of people who has these qualities are the overseas filipino workers or what we called Ofw. Cleaning has been part of their work there aside from taking care of the old ones and other stuffs. My mother was an ofw for how many years and back then she shared some of the problems she encountered when it comes to her work.
She do the household chores and taking care of the mother of his boss there. The old lady has this condition wherein her moods changes time by time and very forgetful. She's not that old by the way and maybe she got those conditions when she had a car accident according to my mom. With that circumstances of the old lady, the work of my mom became hard than it's suppose to be.
**Cleaning** became hard for my mom when her boss got messy throwing things and breaking anything she sees when her mood changes. This kind of behavior continued till the end of the contract of my mom. Sometimes she throws mugs and it created a dangerous atmostphere for my mom. She's having a hard time dealing with this kind of set up but for the sake of us she endured it all just to have a good income.
There are times when her boss forgot where the comfort room is and she just let it out where she was. Cleaning up the mess of other person is somewhat not a very pleasant job because of the smell of the waste. Everytime this happens, the workload of my mom doubled and it's creating a heavy toll on her shoulder. That's why my mom recommended to her boss, the son that her mother should wear a diaper when she sleeps at night in order to avoid those messy times.
Those are just the experienced of my mom in her times as an overseas filipino worker. That's why my respect to the likes of them is high because what they're doing out there is not simply cleaning. Many people sees it in that only view when it comes to these ofw's abroad which is not supposed to be. Someday these living heroes will get their necessary price for every single drop of sweat.
**Speaking of cleaning**, let's move to the other one which is all about cleaning also but in a different setting. If the first one happens in the real world then this one happens in virtual world such as in our phones and other gadgets. Believe it or not cleaning in our gadgets is very hard especially in our gallery right? When it comes to our gallery our mind will have a doubt if we will delete those photos which our smiles are genuine and especially if you are just smiling when you're with your true friends or someone who you can show your true self.
Cleaning or deleting those photos permanently will take a million times of thinking before we decide. I'm like that when it comes to my gallery and I know a lot is having the same problem. Even if our photos piles up making our storage to be out of space, still we can't decide on what to delete and what to be kept. Well photos are just like someone we love, if that someone is worth to keep, no matter what happens we will value it.
I've been struggling about my piled up photos in my gallery which I took as a remembrance to something wherein my attention got caught. I liked to take photos especially if that certain thing creates a different vibe to me. These photos has consumed a total of 3 gb of my space and now that my space is not enough to install a new application or to do something big in my phone, my mind is having doubts whether to delete them or transfer them into another storage.
I'm thinking to transfer them into another one but I'm having a hard time in determining which is to be kept. Maybe I'll just post them into my stories in facebook then add them in the features. It's just a simple matter but it creates a big problem to me lol or is it just me who's like this.
Maybe I'm just over thinking this one. Turning a simple thing into a complicated thing. I'm like this when I'm stressed. Different thoughts invading my mind, disturbing my peace of mind. I will just ignore these thoughts and will have a happy life.
I'm back again friends and will create articles again containing my thoughts. This is just for today and will left a photo I took using a papaya leaf.
Thank you for reading and have a wonderful night to all.
Goodevening to all.. How are you friends?
Sorry for not being able to attend to your articles .. Maybe after the funeral tomorrow I can go back here once and for all....
I'm still breathing 😁..and fighting..
Death after death causing so much pain.
I felt so tired for the past days and I don't know what's wrong with me but something is definitely going on out there that affects my spirit yesterday. While doing some household chores I felt that I'm running out of breath and I felt a little dizzy. I hate that kind of feeling because it hinders me to do a lot of work. I want to do heavy works such as cutting firewoods but I can feel that my body will collapse any moment so I didn't continue.
Do you feel also like this? When you're feeling like this one, doing something is very hard. That's for me and I don't know about others because it may varry to person to person.
When your body is the one who's giving the signal you better take it seriously. Our body is our asset in doing different kind of things. Even if you have the brightest mind here in Earth but your body is weak then definitely you can't fully do what you want. That's why we need to have the ideal body and mind in order to do the things we want to fully enjoy our life. I'm feeling tired a lot these past days and I know that there's a reason behind it.
Just last friday May 20 I came into conclusion why I felt so tired for the past days and it's something heavy again.
As you know my dear friends, my grandpa just past away last month of April then here we are now again, the wife of my grandfather's brother has passed away. The 40 days of my grandpa has not yet been finish but here we are mourning again. Her death is not sudden but still it feels so heavy in the chest.
She's suffering of diabetes for almost 2 years and she had a stroke back then that's why she can't walk and can't move the half of her body. I see her everyday in their terrace, sitting on her wheel chair with a sad face. She spent her life making bikos and different types of kakanin then she sells it at the market. When I go to school before she calls my father if she can ride with us and later on she's riding with us everyday. She will share some of her products as my snacks in school.
There are good memories to be remembered about her and now that she's dead, all of that are flashing back. Well her death is not so sudden not just like what happened to my grandpa and I can see it as a good thing because before she died, she said what she wanted to say and had a proper goodbye to us. To be honest I can't finish this article and has been drafted since the day she died and now I'm continuing it.
Death has just around the corner and our time is not within our jurisdiction that's why we should accept death as a partner in our life because that's what we will end up anyway. We should ready ourselves as we take the journey of our life.
Sorry for not being able to attend to your articles. My thoughts as of today has been all mixed up just like before. Maybe I can attend to your articles on the next days.
**Author's note**
Sometimes I lay under the moon and still I thank God that I'm breathing. It's nice to watch the birds crossing the clear blue sky while savoring the fresh air coming from the tall trees around us but there will be time wherein we will be put into a four cornered structure and have a long lasting rest.
When we wake up, we're in a different state for example we may be a stone, a tree, a fish, a crab , a dog , a cat or even an ant. I believe in reincarnation and I hope that my reincarnation will be just like my life now wherein I grew up in simple things. Embracing the simple life at the province.
That's my article for today friends and I thank you for being with me. Thank you for reading.
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One Month Progress After Losing Someone Very Dear To Us.
Losing someone very dear to us unexpectedly was very painful and deep in our soul is still bleeding as of this moment. But as my friends, relatives, virtual friends and many of you said, we have to move on and face the future that is ahead of us. We can't stay in our shells forever and cry over what happened. That's what we are doing now and .I can say that there's a lot of progress within the 1 month since my grandfather died.
Moving on is very hard and it may cause permanent mental damage if one's mind can't handle the pain. If I just let the pain eat me, I'm sure by now I gone crazy and especially my grandma who still can't accept what happened before but as the time passed by I can see progress and that's the outcome of the countless battles in her minds every second of the day. To be honest my grandma said before that if she will let also the pain consumes her, maybe she's not the grandma I knew now but she strengthened her mind for us, her grandchildrens, sons and daughters.
One of the progress I see now is my **grandma can sleep now peacefully** without waking up in the middle of the might and can't sleep till morning. That's her situation before but I bought some medecines for her that's good for her blood and also when she takes it, she will fall asleep. She's taking it every night after meal and I can see the result already.
Another progress I see is the **comeback of her and my appetite** when eating. Back then when the death of my grandpa is still fresh, she can't eat properly the same as me. Our appetite before was lost due to the pain we are feeling. We lose some weights because of that. Our neighbors noticed it and they're saying to us to eat a lot. The medicine also helped us to recover the appetite we lost. I'm taking the medicine also and I can say that it's good for us. I'm planning to stop taking the medicine since I got my momentum back but my grandma will continue.
Progress is keep coming up and I'm happy with it. This progress what I'm to tell is that **my grandma is not afraid anymore to be left here in our house**. Back then she was afraid to be left alone here due to the aftershock of what happened. This is a big progress about her because with this adjustment I can now go to the farm without her tagging with me. I can do what I want again in the field just like before. While she's here she can do what she wants again. She can focus her attention again to her plants just like before. Seeing her with these adjustment made me really happy but I know the wounds is still bleeding.
**She's energetic again not just like before.** You can't paint her face and you can see it emitting deep sadness. Her face is more clear now without any trace of sadness anymore but I know she's trying hard to smile once again for our sake. I'm making her happy often times in order to ease also the sadness.
That's a lot of progress now since my grandpa died. It's really hard to move on but for the sake of my grandma I have to be strong enough to stand in the position of my granpa. There's no more reason to be sad but there are many reasons to be happy and look forward to what God has planned for our future.
**Rainy Season Has Started**
Summer has just ended and the rain is pouring down nonstop again. I can hear again the song made by those cute little frogs. The plants are happy again to bath in the rain. The rice fields are overflowing with water again and that's a good sign for farmers like us. Also for all of the famers who's waiting for the rain to plow their vast lands again.
Every afternoon here, the rain is continously cooling down the vast land here in our place. Just like awhile ago when we're in town to do some paper works, the sky became dark and rain drops has begun to fall down. People start to looked up in the sky, waiting for the rain to stop. It lasted for almost an hour and together with my father we are stranded inside the tricycle.
In that moment I used the opportunity to capture some raindrops in the windshield of our tricycle. The color of the windshield added some unique flavor making the photo to emit different vibe.
Time to end this one and here's what I captured awhile ago.
That's all for today and thank you for reading once again.
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Will there be a change in the coming years?
There's a lot of changes going around us in these days and ofcourse for the past years. We've experienced, encountered it expectedly and unexpectedly which made us think that we are evolving every second of our stay here but we're not the only one who's chaging so much but also the planet where we live in. We live today and will live till tomorrow if that's the future we had but if not then accept it because in a snap of a finger or in just a single second, the chances of changes in our life is infinite. We have no choice but to live with this life that is full of uncertainties because at the end of the day our destinatination will be the same no matter what you do or who you are and that is Death.
Changes are a continous part of our life that's why we shouldn't be surprise by it. In just a short span of time maybe your friends now will not be your friends tomorrow or in the coming years. Maybe you are rich and abusing it all but in the future you will be jobless, no money at all. Maybe you have a lover now then later on you'll be in a family you've been dreaming for so long or maybe the other way around wherein you will not build a family anymore because the deep wound from your lover is not healed yet. Maybe you're one of the poor individual now but as you work hard and smart later on you'll be the richest in the world. Maybe you're breathing right now then later on not anymore. Those are the possible changes that might happen to you and to me. What's the message I want to convey, simple, use your time wisely, don't waste it in nonsense things because you'll just regret it later on, believe me.
Change after a change and we seen a lot in the last May election wherein just because of the different political beliefs, a lot of bonds had been broken for good. Deep wounds has been engraved in those souls. A lot of souls was filled with hates and still a lot of souls will be filled with it. Back then when one of our leaders will say that we need to unite in order to overcome things, we love it because it's in our blood. But as of today, when someone said want to unify the country, he/she will receive many critiques especially the hateful ones. That's a big change I saw in our country these days. I don't like it.
A lot of promises was listed in their platforms, we heard and read them a lot of times. We elected them to lead our country. We, as a citizens of this country will wait and see the upcoming changes that will be done by the next administration. I hope that no matter what the changes will be, I expect my fellow Filipinos to discern it in different angles before concluding something about it then post it social media. A single food can attract batallions of ant. I hope that there will be no more division among us because it just sucks. Sorry for the word but it's real.
**What are the changes I'm expecting from the next administration?**
Changes in the agricultural sector will be on my top list because it was ignored by the past administrations and who are suffering from that, the unheard and unrecognized citizen of this country, the farmers. They've been waiting for so long for a change to be done when it comes to their crops especially the rice farmers. They've been feeding the whole country for so long yet they can't savor a good life just like in other countries. Why? Because there's a rot in the goverment who continously infecting the whole system of the country.
And that's what I expect to be resolve in the coming administration because I know that the next leader is a pro-farmer. I know he really cares for them and will make them to be recognized once again. A lot of people said "Those farmers had been already recognized in this country." Well it's easy for them to say that because they can't see it in they view how farmers see it. You can't just spout those nonsense words if you're not willing to try to be in their shoes.
Another one I expect is the elimination of the remaining left forces that is causing troubles to our government and inflicting fear to their fellow Filipinos. Why I said so? In order for the government to only focus on the improvements within the country and for their attention not to be put in this groups. In that way the goverment agents will bring the goods in the far flung areas without worrying about their safety. You know what the left is doing in the past years, they are killing those goverment agents to aide those far areas with a lot of goods then layer on they will brainwash the people living in that area that they are forgotten by the the government. That's how they encourage others to join them.
I expect a lot of changes to be made especially the improvements. I expect a lot but this will be all possible if the country is not divided by some issues that has not been burried. Our country has a great potential to compete on par with those first world countries but because of conflicts it's not happening.
**Author's note**
What's written here is purely my opinion about what I want from the next administration. I hope and praying for a better Philippines by the next coming years.
**A lot may change around us but I hope that the kind fire in our heart will not be change by hate as the time passes by because we need more kind hearts to make this a better world.**
It's been five days since I made an article so it's a comeback to me yeah hihi. Time to end this one and as always I'm thankful to all of you, my avid audience. Thank you for reading and see you next time.
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My Boy Invaded A Cave At A Young Age.
Love affairs is very normal to us human beings and other people are not very knowledgeable about the love affairs happening in animals also. It may be sound weird but it's true and it maybe happening right now with your pets such as dogs and cats. Well not only them are having love affairs but also those other animals out there such as those ducks, birds, snakes, chickens and more. Sometimes people are laughing at those animals whos's having love affairs especially when they're doing it in a public place.
Maybe we can call that ignorance of what is really happening between these animals. Because of that sometimes, our fellow humans tend to hurt them for showing those kind of things in public but they forgot to keep their self in check. We are the highest form of animals yet we do things that are more worst than an animals do even if we know what is wrong and right. Why? Maybe there are really hard headed and can't absorb the things we called right and wrong or maybe they just don't have a heart.
Speaking of animals, my boy Blackie explored new thing and it made him to suffer for 2 days. Also it made me spend 1'500 pesos or $30 for his treatment. Last sunday evening my dog made an intimate contact with the girl here who's active. When the Monday morning comes, we saw his private part hanging and it's already swollen. We are wondering what happened but my father said that the same accident happened before with his dog. We are worried about him especially me because Blackie is too young for that but my father is smiling and he said that my dog is like the youths now who engage in intimate situations without thinking what might happen next..
Since monday was meant for election so my father was busy with his duties as barangay tanod. I worriedly told him about the condition of my dog and asked him to bring my dog to the vet because his private part is already turning violet and bluish. We don't know what to do about it so we are just keeping it out from dirt at that moment. He told me that we will go to the vet the next day, tuesday.
Tuesday morning came and we dress up early to bring Blackie to the veterenary clinic. I asked my father to stop by at the remittance center in town for me to cash out the money I just converted that morning. I prepared $40 for my dog because my father said that it may be expensive especially his medecines. It may be a sad thing to convert for the reason the price was to low around $200 but for my dog I just closed my eyes and converted it. I can't stand to see him in pain anyway.
When we arrived at the clinic, the doctor is not present yet and his assistance told me that he will arrive at 9:30 so we waited nearby. When it hits that time, I entered the clinic and asked again, it's good that he was already there. I immediately carry my dog and show it to him. He said that it was bad already but they will try bring it back to normal. Before they started the operation I asked him if how much it will cost and he just said he will see later on.
He injected sleeping sustance to Blackie then waited for him to fall asleep. He disinfect and clean it first with an alcohol maybe then proceed with the procedure already because time is crucial with the condition of my dog. He had two assistant with him who helped with the procedure. Without any unwanted problems during the process, they successfully brought back the private part to it's normal position but still it will not become soft, still it's hard.
After the successful procedure, the doctor told me that he needs oral medication such as antibiotic and anti-inflamatory. He gave me 2 medicines for Blackie and he said to me that we will bring back him after 1 week.
After that and Blackie took his medicines already, I was relieved that his swollen private part in going back to normal and he has the appetite again to eat a lot. As of today his anti inflamatory medicine will end and his antibiotic will have more days. I'm glad that he's okay already and I can see his continous recovery.
**Author's note**
Sometimes there's something that occurs unexpectedly and it may costs us any amount so what I learned about this incident is that it's good that we have some saving in our pocket so that when an incident will occur, we will have something to get and use. So let's start saving little by little. No matter how much is it as long as we do it consistently. I may not have real money in my pocket but I have virtual money so it's a blessing that I'm here.
I love dogs, the same with any animals out there and will spend any amount for them to feel better and to live a normal life.
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I Played Mobile Games For The First Time.
Our civilization is evolving nonstop and our life is improving with the help of the latest technologies which makes our works easier than before. There's a lot of inventions also upto these days and one of them is smartphones which plays a vital role in our daily life now. Owning one of these technology helps us in manh ways such as to be able to have knowledge in things we don't know by searching the net. It also makes our means of communication faster by the means of different messaging applications such as the messenger and via sms and call. This one gives us a lot of advantages but please bear in our minds that there's still disadvantages in using this technology.
One of the advantages you can get from this thing is entertainment by the means of these mobile games that you can play anytime you want. Speaking of mobile games I just encountered this one called Minecraft. I heard this game before and some of my classmates was playing this one. They've been addicted to it and they even played this game during class which made our teacher to confiscate their smartphones. Even if I knew this game, I didn't even think to play it because I don't know how.
**So how come that I got the chance to play this game and got to know the information about this game?**
Since the funeral of my grandpa my cousin is living with us here. He's the one who I mentioned in my last article about the ghost presence of my grandfather here in our house. He borrows my phone everytime I'm not busy with it. When I opened it the other day, I saw an application in my phone with the name Minecraft. I asked my cousin about it and he told me that it's the game everykid plays in their place.
He told me that if I like I can play with it and build a virtual house. I was amazed at first by what he said and that's the reason why I opened and play it. My cousin assisted me at first on how to play it and told me all the informations about it. I was amazed by the intelligence of my cousin about this game and it seems he knew all about it. While he's saying all those things about the game, my eyes was wide open haha because I don't know a thing about it lol.
I tried to build my house in this game and my cousin just laughed at me haha. He said that he's better at building his house than me. While we have free time he will taught me many things about the game especially the things that you can use to build a better structures and it seems I can't absorb it all lol. Well you can't blame me because I'm noy fond of playing mobile games before for I was too busy with my studies in order for me to attain my grades.
While playing this game I felt that I was like the kid before who's starting to walk on my own two feet. I need assistance when playing it and my cousin is just like my mother before who used to guide me. My cousin is playing this game for how many hours and I just wonder if his eyes didn't get tired looking at the screen. I'm the one getting worried about his eyes that's why sometimes I asked him to stop what his doing in my phone. Sometimes he comply but sometimes he's so stubborn and will not comply that's why my voice will become deeper and he will have teary eyes hihi. That's why I'm telling him that I'm not angry and I'm just telling him.
**My say about playing mobile games**.
This kind of entertainment within this smartphones now can be a great way to divert the stress we are receiving from our environment but it also have this huge disadvantage especially to those kids just like my cousin and not just them but also youths the same age as me.
If the screen time to be spend in this mobile games will be abuse, it can create a huge problem within the players such as problems with their eyesight later on. There's a lot of mobile games out there and I'm sure there's a lot of kids and all sorts of person out there who are addicted to it. Some of them are already suffering from the consequences of their stubborness and I'm just sad for them.
There's another mobile game called Mobile Legends and my cousin wants to install it in my phone but I said to him that it's storage is not enough to cater that game. He was said about it but I told him that he can install another games but he should check the size. He's happy when I said it but I warned him that he should check his screen time. His screen time is just limited to 2 hours and he didn't like it but I strictly implementing it for his own goodness.
**Author's note**
I hope that if you can do the same if you have cousins, nephews or childrens who's spending a lot of time in mobile games no matter what the advantages of playing it. We can't predict what might the other disadvantages of playing this games for a long time aside from the danger for our eyesight. With that move we can avoid any further problems that can bring headaches later on.
With all that talk, I thank you once again for being with me and reading my article once again. Let me see you next time.
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Radio Radio Making Me Dance Like In A Disco.
I've been entertained by this thing since I was a kid and it's the reason why I've been inlove to music upto this days. It's small but it can create big impact into one's life just like mine. It can be very loud sometimes depending upon the thing that's going inside of it or I should say to the studio. It can bring relaxation to a lot of people especially to those who are in their 60's and 50's or our parents. I'm sure they often listen to radio than to watch television in the morning and afternoon.
My father and grandparents are a fans of radio and they are the one who influence me to also like it. I'm sure your grandparents too also like to listen especially to those old music but has the vibe that can change your mood in no time. There's also programs in radios wherein you can hear dramas with genres of action ,comedy and romance.
Since the day my grandfather died, my grandmother wants to buy a radio to divert her attention and forget the fact that he already passed away. Just last week tuesday together with her friend who's already a senior they went to town in order to buy a radio. She asked permission to me if she can go to the town to buy one since she just received her pension in senior. I said it's okay since there's no cases in our town. You may wonder why I'm the one she asked permission? It's because I'm really strict when it comes to going to town since she's a senior and I can't risk her health being infected by Covid-19.
They went to town early and at 12 noon they already here in the house. I don't want her to spend longer in town if she's not with me because still the surroundings in town is not perfectly safe. When she got home she had these big bags filled with groceries and a box expected to be the radio. I asked where did she get those groceries and she happily said to me that she spend her pension to it.
I asked how much the radio she bought and she said 500 pesos opr $10. I was surprised that it's very expensive for a radio. That kind of amount can buy already a keypad cellphone. I hurriedly opened it and inspect it why it's so expensive. I was surprised again that it's only 6 inches by 6 inches but I was stuned by it's features. It's just small but it's package is I can say that it is complete.
**What's the features of my grandma's radio that made me amazed with it?**
**Built in flashlight**
This is my first time to see a radio with a built in flashlight. I only see it being alone just like me and even you right now, aww bery lonely haha. Rechargeable and with batteries. This is a good innovation within radios because sometimes when the power supply suddenly go out and when we don't remember where we put it, we can easily get it. By this one you will not worry anymore where's your flashlight is.
**MP3(USB/SD Card) Player**
I only thought that this has not been included in radios with this size but I was amazed that it's already included. Since I am a fan of music and at night I like to have a sound trip with the music I like, so it's very convenient for me hihi. My grandma also likes music especially the old ones such as the songs of Air supply and a lot of Ilocano songs.
**FM/AM**
These are the two stations available in my grandma's radio and there's another one which is called SW but the language is foreign so my lola don't like. All of us like this two stations and in the morning the Fm station saved us from boredome. We like this station because it has the drama called Kapitan Enteng. When the time hits 1 in the afternoon we will switch on the radio then listen to it. It will follow the drama, Herkulas then Mister lonely which is like the program in Abs-cbn before which is MMK.
**Author's note**
Having this kind of entertainment here in the house helps us to stand in our real world again and the thoughts of the past days will be forgotten temporarily while it sinks in. My thoughts are still blurry and I think that is the reason for my absence again. I think that's the reason and it's really is huhu. I'm very strong outside but deep inside me I'm bleeding in all corners of my soul.
I'm sure you have radio in your house now giving you some entertainment when boredome strikes. It's really great that this kind of things was invented and it all thanks to them and to those who continously improving it.
Thank you for reading this article of mins once again my friends. Sorry if I can't attend to your articles very often these days. See you again next time.
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Ghost presence was felt and heard by my cousin.
This may sounds weird and unreal to many but have you ever encounter a ghost presence in your existence. Do you really believe that ghost exist especially the individuals who just passed away recently? That's a question I wanna ask to many because my knowledge and belief about this matter is for sure different from others in some reasons. Well let's discuss the experience of my cousin after our grandpa passed away.
The elders here in our place said that we will feel the presece of granpa 3 days after his funeral. I've been expecting it and waiting for it to happen because I really miss my lolo already. Everynight I'm looking at his picture and reminiscing his happy memories with us. While asking some questions about him when I'm looking at his picture I'm getting goosebumps within my whole body. Well I'm ignoring it because in instant I'm sure that he's there still watching us.
3 days had passed already and we didn't felt his ghost presence. No objects move and no light turn off on it's own or any other unnatural happenings in our house. That's for me and for my grandma but it's a different story when it comes to my cousin, Ramjen. He is 8 years old already and a grade 3 student. He's here for short vacation and his school will resume after the election.
At night when he's already sleeping soundly, he will suddenly wake up at 11 pm, 12 am midnight or in 3am and cry. Why he's like that? We asked him why he cried suddenly for the past nights and he will answer us this, ***I heard someone was making a coffee, the stirring sound in a mug. I heard someone opening the caserole and eating. I heard footsteps walking within the house.***
Those are his answers and we just can't believe it because we didn't heard anything at all even if we are wide awake because we can't sleep well. We laughed at him saying that maybe it's only his imagination and he just get it from the movies he watched in my phone through youtube and facebook. We are saying that but all those occurence are the habits of my late grandpa.
He has the habit of waking up in midnight then making a coffee. I always heard him making his coffee because my room is just beside the kitchen. Also he has the habit of eating at midnight or late at night when he was drunk after he work in other places together with his co-farmers and lastly I always heard him walking outside or within the house when he will go out to light a cigarette outside. Also I always smell the bad smell of his cigarette before when he's still alive.
Well I can say that his presence here is still here and not yet completely gone because sometimes I smell cigarettes even if there's no one smoking at night. We are just denying what my cousin's observations because we are not sure about it and we haven't experience it. My lola said that maybe he's experiencing something like that because he's still young and he's senses are sharper than us.
If he has a ghost wandering here I want to talk to it because in that day when he died we didn't have the chance to talk much because he's away here. I want to ask many questions such as why did he left us suddenly without saying a word. But I already understand the reason whe passed away already and that is because he already accomplished his mission here.
How about you friends, what is your experience when someone died in your family if there is? Did you ever felt their presence? Did you believe in their ghost? I love to read your thoughts about it in the comment section.
Well no matter what my cousin felt and heard during those times, I'm sure that my grandpa didn't mean to scare us but to remind us that even if he's gone already, his presence will be always around watching and guiding us. Because he's a caring person even if he's not saying about it, I saw it from his actions.
**Ghost** maybe real or not but one thing is sure and that is there are certain things here that is with us, roaming around us and living with us. You may believe it that they exist and other people may not nd that is okay. Still we can coexist with each other without hurting each others feelings. That is the most important.
Being different and having different point of views of something is not the sole reason for us to be divided and for our good relationship to be destroyed. Here's a thing we called Respect that we can execute without any fees and we can do it freely if we want to. There are many reasons why we can't do it or execute it over to someone but still we are free.
**Author's note**
That is the experienced of my cousin and I love to read what you can share to if you have something like this. I hope that you read it till the last paragraph of this article and I'm hoping that you can absorb it's meaning and will be able to execute it in reality. If all people can do that I can imagine a better world wherein there's no division among us humans. If all people can understand the happenings and absorb it well I'm sure we can achieve it but there are many factors affecting it to failed.
Well this is my article for today and I thank you once again for joining me this day. See you again next time.
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Five Days To Go Before The Final Countdown.
As we all can see for the past months this year there's a lot of hot topics going around the country and I can say that politics is the hottest among them all. A lot of individuals planned to try the world of politics and as a result a lot of opinions came into social media creating a huge misunderstandings and conflicts between friends and organizations. A lot of people, groups, companies was bashed, cancelled, criticized by many commentators. It created a lot of headaches to certain individuals. Such actions by my fellow Filipino citizens created divisions among us and I see it as a huge negative impact when it comes to POLITICS.
It's a sad reality we are in right now. For me by the means of **POLITICS** it should be the way for the mass to be united, fighting for one VISSION and that is to create a better country for the Filipino people. Being united is already in our blood and we already demonstrated it basing from our history we learned in our textbooks such as the thing called **BAYANIHAN**. We are being praised by other nation because of this and it became a trademark for us Filipinos. Now that the years passed by, these kind of things about the Filipino nation are slowly fading away and it's sad to say that it's all because of **POLITICS** and other factors.
Five days to go before the election and on May 9 we will again make the decision to elect our best choice for the Philippines to be better. There's a lot of hearsays I'm hearing as I go to the canteen here in our place and in town also that some of the politicians here in our province already made their move to court the heart of my fellow Novo Vizcayano by the means of giving cash amounting to 500 to 1000 pesos or $10 to $20 per head of the voters within the family. What a bad way to court the people. That's how I see it and I don't know how about others see it.
**2nd day of my grandfather's burial**.
One of the candidate running for mayor here in our town came to visit and to share his sympathy with us. That's what I thought since he said at first that he's sad for the sudden death of my grandpa but as he and companions takes time talking to us infront of the coffin, his spokesperson inserted the topic about politics and he said many things. Things that are not good about the other sides and good things about them. Well that's not new anymore in the world of politics.
What made me angry is that when the candidate bring out his campaign paraphernalia containing his visions and platforms when he was lucky to be elected, he reached it out to the hands of my grandma then said **This is my platform mother, while showing us two five hundred peso bill.** What a disgrace and an insult to my grandfather. His burial should be plain mourning and will not be tainted by politics.
I was irritated and walked out. I called the sister of my grandpa that if possible they should leave immediately before I can do something they will regret. She talked to her friend who recommended the candidate to go here. She told him that if possible they should go away. His friend called the camdidate in his cellphone and without saying a word to us they leaved.
Can you imagine how irritated I am in that moment. Haystt. He's running for position to be the leader of our town and he did something like that. He's even a retired police general and to be honest my respect for him gone low. If they are sicere in giving help to us, they shouldn't hand the money directly to my grandma's hands and say this is my platform, my goodness. They should just put it in the donation box and list their name there.
Politics is very toxic now but I still believe that by the means of politics especially election, we can choose the leader who will lead us and make a better country for our fellow Filipinos to live in.
Make a better decision now before the date of election because it's hard to think in that actual voting day. It's not good to just choose random individual in the ballot without unmasking his or her true identity and vision for the country.
**Author's note**
No matter what your choice for the upcoming election, be sure to be responsible for it and not whine afterwards when you see that there's no progress happening. We have only one chance to choose and we have to make sure that this election, the voice of the Filipino people will be heard and will dominate the result of the election and will not be swayed by evil forces hiding im the dark especially foreign.
Hoping to have a peaceful and fraud free election. Thank you for reading this article of mine again friends. See you next time.
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One Day After The Funeral.
It's really hard to accept what happened as the days passed by because it happened in a snap that's why our life is full of uncertainties. We don't know what might happen to us or to the life of others. I'm writing this article with all the mixed thoughts in my mind. Still it won't settle down. The aftershocks are still flying around in my head. I don't know when these thoughts will be gone but I'm hoping that it will be soon in order for me to live my life just like before.
It's hard to divert the feelings brought up by the sudden death of my grandfather but I'm trying my best by doing the things here, being busy all day. Even if the oldies say that if possible we are not allowed to work, still I can't help myself not to do so because the moment I'm not doing anything, all the thoughts will invade my mind making me crazy. I don't want that to happen.
I will help with the things in the day and I sleep for just 2 to 3 hours then at night starting from 7pm after dinner, it's my duty to be with my grandpa. We will stay upto 7 am in the morning together with my grandma and other family members. That kind of set up lasted until it's last night. Well to be honest that set up happened also after the funeral. We can't sleep.
**The number of the crowd was maintained until his funeral.**
My grandfather was a good and kind human being. The people attended in his burial since the first day stayed with us till his funeral. My grandpa was not that talkative but I can attest that he did many good things when he was still alive based from the stories of the people who shared their sympathy with us. They remembered all the good memories of my grandpa and we we're just crying when they reach the part of asking why did he die suddenly.
People are crying, mourning together with us till morning. Especially all of the co-farmers of my grandfather. Some of them accompanied me to be with him for 2 nights. They reminisced all their memories with my grandpa in the fields when they plant rice and harvest rice. They said that he was the fastest among them all and no one can beat him. They even said that he has an amulet that's why he was thar fast. We we're all joking about the amulet if he passed it down among us but I said to them that I don't know about it.
I thought in first night that there's not a lot of people who will come since my grandpa is not a person who go to different places here in our barangay ad he's shy sometimes by the way. But I was wrong, there's a lot of people already at 5 pm in the afternoon in his first day. They came from the different puroks. Different people and the same stayed with us until his funeral. We are truly grateful to them for staying with us.
**Day of the funeral.**
My chest was so heavy to the point that I wasn't able to breathe normally. I'm chasing my breath while tears are falling down nonstop while I hear my aunts and uncles crying beside the coffin of my grandpa. I was in my room at that time, I was getting dress for the funeral. I can't go out because I can't stop the tears from flowing out of my eyes. I don't want them to see me crying but in reality at the cemetery I cried and cried.
My grandma didn't want to ride at the carro for she still can't accept the fact that grandpa is gone. I talk to her and convince her that I will accompany her at the car, she cried the moment I talked to her. I know that it's very heavy for her. Until now she can't accept it that's why she told me that I will hide all the pictures of my grandpa here for the mean time.
A lot of people cried at the church and at the cemetery especially when they put the things he will carry along his next journey in his next life. For the last time me and my family use the short time for us to see my grandpa. I want to touch him one last time but the elders didn't want to.
I was the one who were task to say the eulogy at the church but I just can't do it because I'm crying through out the mass. So his sister gave the message in front and the same with us, she can't stop her tears. All in all his funeral was peaceful and we had a small feast here in our house but the people brought it in their homes because still we followed the protocols.
**Author's note**
Losing someone may be hard but accepting it is harder. There's a lot of ways to die out there but I like the way my father died but it will inflict very heavy feeling in the hearts of my love ones just like what happened to us.
It may take time to fully absorb happened but one day all of it will be imprinted in our memory permanently. We will be always grateful to all the people who shared their sympathy to us and to my virtual friends who's here.
If you're experiencing the love of grandparents now, I can suggest to you that savor it everyday. Don't let anything to ruin your good relationship with them. Imprint those happy memories with them while it last because when the time comes I'm sure you will feel very heavy just like they way I feel right now. Our time will come and that's life.
**Thank you for reading this article and welcome back to me hihi. See you next time.**
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Losing my grandfather seems like a dream upto now.
This article may not be so well composed regarding it's thoughts but I will do my best to convey what's in my heart right now. Starting to bring out what's on my mind and heart right now may be so hard but I have to since I can't keep it forever.
But to be honest with you my friends I'm still hoping that I can still wake up from this nightmare because I can't accept it right away. In my mind I questioned my self if what's happening is real. How come it happened so fast when it's not like gonna happen.
Last sunday morning my grandfather didn't wake up anymore from his sleep. When we're about to have our breakfast, my grandma told me to wake up my grandpa because it's already 7 in the morning and my grandpa is not used to wake up that time so my grand found it weird.
I found it weird also because I used to hear him making his coffee at 4am. I can hear it clearly because my room is just parallel to the kitchen. I didn't hear any sound but in my mind, maybe he's just tired that's why he didn't wake up early.
So I checked him up for us to have breakfast already but when I called him, Amang, amang(grandpa) manganin (let's eat.) He didn't answer. I repeat it but that time I opened his mosquito net and touched his hand.
When I toched his skin, my heart furiously beat up and I repeatedly called him. When I moved his body, it's already heavy. I called my grandma with my voice trembling. I began to cry while saying, lola wala na si lolo, iniwan na tayo. (Grandma, grandpa is gone, he left us already.)
She began to cry also. I called my father and said to him that grandpa is already gone. He hurriedly went here and checked him out. He's waking him up but he's not moving anymore. He began to cry also.
While crying he went to the house of my grandpa's sister to inform her that he's already gone. She was shocked and went here without a second thought. She cried also while tapping the shoulder of my grandpa but grandpa is not responding anymore.
The news spread like a wildfire here in our place and all of our neighbours rushed here to checked what's going on why we're crying. Even some of the people in different puroks, they came here also. Everyone was shocked to know the situation.
I converted some of my bch in coin.ph, I'm lucky that I still have some in it because all my bch is in Smartbch. I bought load then called my aunts and uncle. When they heard what happened they cried. Especially the youngest among them. It's been long since they didn't see him and that's the news they will get.
Everyone was hurt by what happened. Everyone can't accept the fact that he's already gone. Well we are really surprised because he's too strong and don't have any sickness or anything wrong that we observed about him. Everything happened so fast. Still it won't register in our minds.
With all that happenings I want to convert some bch but I don't have in my wallet so I asked in telegram who has funds in their gcash or coinsph. I told them that I will borrow for the mean time and will pay it later on with bitcoincash. Sir @Eunoia saved me, I borrowed 5 thousand to be used in embalming and for his new clothes for him to wear. I just can't stop my tears from flowing out damn!
I already reached out also for help in the group because we lack of funds right now. His coffin is worth 25k, we partially paid 3k only and it they are not treating us well now. There's a gap at the bottom in his coffin. I can't stop to think that they're treating us like this because we're poor, I want to punch them so bad for having no respect even for the dead.
Generous friends in the group already gave their help. Thanks to them that it lessen the needed money to be used.
Still we have a balance of 22k for the coffin and they said that they will retrieve it if we are not able to pay the whole cost this friday. And also the space for his place at the cemetery cost 15k and also for the other expenses. I have a remaining 0.5 bitcoincash now and I'm planning to convert it all for granda.
I planned not to wrote for the whole 9 days of his burial but I will do what I can to help. I don't want my grandpa to be treated like that. He's so kind to be disrespected by some strangers.😢 He don't have any enemies here. His death was peaceful and I want it to be peaceful till the end of his burial.
**I've been here for 8 months here already and I've witnessed how generous the friends here in this community. That's why I will used this opportunity to knock on your doors for little help for my grandpa. (kakapalan kona po muka ko para kay lolo kahit nahihiya man po ako). Every help now is important no matter how big or small it is I will accept it and will be always grateful to you friends.**
For those who want to give in bitcoincash here's the address. I already receieved $37(current price) already from the generous friends in telegram.
bitcoincash:qqc9qnhrxlsgc3wr8rcp8k944t6szc0quu5m60xu0w
And for cash here's my coinsph/gcash
09169570332, Leymar G. Ortiguero
He died at the age of 68 and his last day of burial is on monday April 25. Sana magising na ako kung panaginip man to. Ang hirap tanggapin. I want to wake up already so badly. 5 days to go and I,we can't see him anymore.😢
Thank you in advance and thank you for reading friends.
Goodmorning to all friends.. I may not be able to visit your articles for a while now. Something came up yesterday's morning. My grandfather passed away. I'm beside him now together with my fam.
What happened seems like a dream to me upto now. Hoping I will wake up already.😢 But it's not. It's reality already. It may take time to recover...but I'm, we're trying to be strong...It's hard but we have to accept it.
Thank you for your understanding friends..
What I've gone through to get rid of my pimples.
This kind of problem can be seen to many youths nowadays especially to those who are at their teenage years or even younger and it seems many of them now will die if they have one of this in their face lol. Well I understand them since I've been there before wherein I was so young to be with these so called pimples.
**At what age did your pimples pop out if ever you had them in your teenage years?** Me? They pop up and greeted me as early as 10 years old. I was grade 5 back then and I was the first one in our batch to have them. I don't know the reason why it occured to me so early then later on I found out that my mother was like that also before so I thought that it's hereditary. I've been curious about it so I searched and searched the internet then later on I found out that it can be heriditary. My father said that he didn't experience having pimples in his youth upto now, sana all haha, so definitely it's the genes from my mother lol.
I just ignored after learning that one because I can't alter my genes anymore. It's in my blood already so dealing with it is just a hassle. So what I did was to search for solutions to minimize my outbreaks because it's embarassing already especially when I'm going to school. My classmates teased me that I have so many crushes that's why I have a lot of pimples haha. I don't believed them because I'm not that handsome lol. I know it and I accept it haha.
Anyway let's move on and tackle about pimples more hihi. A lot of adults suggested something in order to minimize my outbreaks and some of it is just out of reality already and guess what I tried them haha but still it didn't help at all. My breakouts continued and it gets worst to the point that my face had a bunch of pimples. There are big and small, some of it has a white thing also and it was located in my neck which made me suffer everytime I sleep at night because man it hurts.
I don't bother consulting a dermatologist because for sure it will cost a lot treating my pimples. I just said to my parents that it's ok I can still handle the embarassment brought by my pimples. When I reached first year highschool, my pimples are still with me. My confidence has gone up already and it all thanks to what I suffered in elementary. Also I don't care anymore what they have to say about my face lol. It's just a face and it's not my whole being. That's what on my mind but still I feel shy whenever there's a group activity and I'm the only one who has pimples.
One of my classmate is having the same problem as me and it seems he consulted a dermatologist and he was given a prescription by the derma to use a product called **Clindamycin**. It is a solution that is use to treat severe acne breakouts. He recommended it to me and he said ,that I can buy it from Watson. I tried this product upto 4 months because the one small bottle of it lasted for 1 month to me.
It made my pimples dry but the product is just a little bit expensive. It costs 99 pesos or almost $2. It was expensive for me because I'm still a student back then and what I used before to buy was my earnings from my allowance. The result was just so amazing because my breakout had been minimize and it's just pop out when I stay late up at night. That moment didn't last long and maybe because my pimple got immune already to the solution haha so they appeared again and had a party in my face.
One of my cousin suggested that I use the **safeguard which color is pink**, sounds familiar haha partnered with **calamansi**. So I used that soap and what I did to the calamansi was I extracted the juice then used cotton to apply it durectly on my face. It has a stingy sensation since the calamansi juice is acidic. After a few hours it will make my face dry together with my pimples and I can't move my face lol because it became more intact for the juice act like face mask.
Just like the first one it minimized my breakouts and also it lightens the pimple marks in my face. I continued it until our calamansi plant was burned down by our irresponsible neighbour. Since then I stop using those two and stop using any.
Last but not the least, just last year I encountered the product of **Brilliant** which is the rejuvinating set. This one is really expensive and it costs 280 pesos before but now it's already 300 pesos or $6 each set. It's compose of a soap which is a kojic, a toner then the creams for night and sunscreen at day. The result was just so satisfying since it helped me to get rid of my breakouts. Maybe it's the toner because it's a strong one.
It dries up my pimples within just a day and using it for just a week, I saw the results already. While my pimples are fading away permanently, the dead skins on my face and body was peeling off. It's like that I chaged skin lol. Using this product made a permanent result regarding my problem. I used it for almost 5 months and I just stop using it for my face to rest from the toner. Upto now I'm not having breakouts which I find favorable to me hihi.
Using this product can worsen your condition so it's better for you to try the toner in just little portion for your face not to be burn and also the soap.
***Author's note***
Having pimples will not lessen your whole being so don't let it make you feel down. Build up your confidence and know your true beauty. Be careful also in using products such as those rejuvinating sets because it can ruin your natural beauty.
What's written here is just my experienced and I hope you proceed with caution when you want to try it.
**Thanks for reading this article again and see you next time.**
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What's happening isn't shocking anymore.
There's a lot of happenings out there right now and these kind of scenarios are not new to everyone now since we all know about it and we are even experiencing it right now. But as I browsed the social media couple of hours ago, it seems that still it's new to them and they are not aware of it. I don't know if they are just pretending not to know it or it's just an ignorance or they didn't really care at all.
One of the issues I'm about to bring out in this article is an issue we are battling for how many years now and I can say that it's worsening based from what's happening around us. I'm sure you all know this one since you've discussed it in your classes back then.
**Climate Change**, two words but it sounds alarming right? Many years had passed already and our current generation is suffering from it's impact to our mother Earth. There's a lot of photos going around in social medias like facebook and twitter now with the caption, ***Let the Earth breathe*** and photos of people who wears white outfit. I don't know if it's true that they are scientists who works in NASA. That's what it says in the post about them and they are being arrested by the police.
Commentators around the world shared their opinions about it and I can see that they are with those people who are giving warnings to the government about the possibilities that our mother Earth won't last long. I'm not surprised by those kind of warnings anymore because since our teachers taught us that Earth is already dying, I believed her already. Why? Because I saw it already and also I based it from the stories of my grandparents.
So what are those stories that made me to believed what my teacher says about the Earth is slowly dying. My grandparents told me that back then the wind is cool and not warm just like now. They also told me that even if the weather is hot back then, the temperature of the surroundings is not that high compared to now that even if it's early in the morning it's already hot. Another one is when there's a typhoon back then it will not cause a lot of cassualties compared to now that it's just signal number 1 which is 30 to 60 kmph but it can already cause a lot of damage.
Those are just some of the stories told by my grandparents to me and those stories are not just tale because I've watched lot of documentaries and read articles about it in different social medias which proves their stories to be true.
We've suffered a lot of damage already caused by the pandemic and the past typhoons like Odette and now the recent one Agaton who already caused hundreds of deaths and massive destruction in certain areas in our country. Now that there's an ongoing protest about the state of our mother Earth, a lot of Filipinos joined the discussions and shared their opinions. That's good because it will help to spread more the awareness about the current situation but it will be better if we can start the move already right here in our country.
There's a lot of tree planting projects sponsored by different individuals and companies here in the Philippines. One of the tree planting activity I joined before was when we had our camping sponsored by Boyscout of the Philippines. Our venue back then was in the mountains so it's an ideal place to conduct tree planting. We've planted a lot of tress such as mahogany, acacia, g-melina, bamboos and many more. I joined everytime there's a tree planting in our school back then and I missed those days.
Now that I'm not studying anymore I can do now what I want which is planting trees. There's a vacant lot here beside the river and I'm planting it with trees such as g-melina and acacia. There's a lot of seedlings here that came from their fruits already. I gather their matured fruits then put it in a seed bed then wait until their germinate. I transplant them every afternoon because they said that it's better to plant in the afternoon. I planted 10 mahogany tree also beside our fishpond in the field and they are big now. I've also planted fruit bearing trees already such as avocados, santol or cotton fruit, coconuts and mangoes.
I like to this kind of activity and this is also the reason why I want to buy a hill in the future to be planted with a lot of different trees and fruit bearings also.
I also started my journey in gcash app with it's feature, gforest which enables you to earn green energy to be used in planting different trees around the country. If you are a gcash user then feel free to check it. Maybe you earned enough green energy already without knowing. Check it then plant a tree. Doing this kind of thing maybe a small step but I know if I can do it consistently, even if I'm alone I can create an impact.
***Author's note***
This is an existing problem that need serious attention from everybody and not only by few people. I know that we can prevent the destruction of our home if we join hands together. Small actions are better but bigger actions are more better.
We can do this. That's all for today's article and thank you for reading.
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I'll clap for the meantime until it's my turn.
Achieving something is very especial in our life especially if it's something we are praying for so long. But we all know that in order to achieve something we must work hard for it and sometimes it may need some sacrifices. Sacrificing something that we're the only one who can do is admirable but sometimes even if we sacrifice, still things doesn't go according to our plan. Some people will get discourage by it but I know that more people will be fired even more to pursue their plan and continue the fight.
When you achieve something or performed great in a certain event in our life, people tend to clap as a sign of congratulation for doing great and the sounds of those claps within the crowd is surely satisfying and will burn the fire within us even more. It's just a simple gestures to show respect and admiration but it can change your whole personality if you hear the sound of claps more often.
But there are times that even if we performed better, people who witnessed it tend to not clap because they don't feel like doing it or because they are jealous of you for doing great despite the challenges you faced along your journey. What a terrible attitude of humans. By this kind of act most often bring challenge to the performer to perform even better. Those people doing it may think that by not clapping at them will bring their hopes down but it's not.
Some people may not clap at you but always remember to perform at your best because you can't please everyone anyway.
Congratulating someone by clapping is the best you can do when someone achieved something that's why everytime there's a contest in school back then I clap at them. When our teacher announces the achievers in our class back then I clap. Everytime my cousins achieved something in their life I clap at them.
I clap and clap everytime someone achieve something even if it's not that big because everyone deserves to be congratulated no matter what.
You may wonder why I clap everytime someone I know or even if some stranger achieve something. The reason to that is because I know that in the future my time will also come and some people will also clap for me. I already experienced to receive claps from the crowd when I got the award of being valedictorian in elementary and the feeling was just so satisfying that even those person I don't personally know clapped at me.
Clapping at those who achieve their dreams and goals now will not lessen my quality as a human but instead it will add more quality in me as a human. We may feel like we are so late in achieving our dreams and goals but don't feel like that because our time will also come and people will clap at us also.
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I'm not able to write something yesterday because I was busy answering and teaching my cousins about their modules. I thought that there's no more modules since they started their face to face last week by schedules but still I was surprised when my cousin showed me his modules lol. I was stressed by his modules and they are discussing already about some history of the Philippines which alike to the questions asked in a certain show wherein the name MAJOHA came into existence lol.
It's trending now in social media which created a lot of issues also pertaining to the teachers, students and educational system. It's a single show wherein the contestants failed to answer those simple questions which brought a bad sight to the viewers. I don't know what's going on in their minds but blaming certain individuals can't help anyone but it will just add more fuel to the fire.
Hoping that before they conduct such show they must asses their contestants if they knew something about the topic because I read some comments about it that it's all scripted and if it's really was then they're crazy.
What's your view about it friends?
***Author's note***
Clapping at someone's ahievement inspires them more and also it inspires us to perform well also to our challenges. It's not a bad thing to do so I hope that everyone will clap when someone achieve something.
Also clap for yourself everytime you achieve one of your goals because I know that there are goals that other people can't see and we're the only one who can see it. Clap more at yourself because you've been doing great in your journey.
**That's all for today and thank you for reading this article my friends.**
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You don't have money then don't be lazy.
Money is scattered everywhere. Do you agree with me or not? You have the chance to have them if you just have the courage to have them. Some people are complaining for having no money but what are they doing. They are just waiting there while lying in their bed looking at the ceiling.
Well that's not new to those lazy people. They just want money that came from free and not from their own sweat or efforts. Waiting will not help them to have some money but if you have investments then good.
There's a lot of opportunities out there that requires not much effort and don't need a lot of intelligence but pays good. We just need to find them because those opportunities will not come to us. They will not be bump to us and say,Hello you can do me in order for you to have money lol. I can say that because I already did and gained some money without exerting much effort and power of mind.
Just like now we are here in the basketball court sun drying the harvest of our uncle. He's looking for people to help them in drying their rice so we presented ourselves and he said that he will pay our time and effort so who we are to say no. I loved having money so yeah. I'll grab any opportunities as long as it's a good way to aquire money. We're sun drying 40 cavans of newly harvested rice and our pay here is 300 to 400 pesos or $6 to $7.
This kind of job pays a good money so everytime they harvest their rice, it's automatic that they will look for people because as of now no one would like to buy newly harvested rice. I don't know why so every farmer here now is doing everything to sundry their harvested rice.
They don't want to buy fresh harvest but if you sundry it the price is still the same, only 1 to 2 pesos will be added per kilo. No wander many farmers who's planting rice before has shifted to farming sweet potatoes. I've watched a video in facebook last Sunday wherein he's one of the farmers who shifted from rice to sweet potatoes. Judging from it's income now I can say that sweet potatoes do sell better than rice.
After watching it I'm planning to farm sweet potatoes in some parts of our rice field which receives less water from the irrigation. Rice has no luck in there because if ever the rice will survive with less water, it will produce not good grains. Maybe I'll try to plant some of the areas to see if it will cater the need of sweet potatoes. Well sweet pota+oes don't need that much water so I can say that it's okay.
Speaking of not being lazy in earning money, I've watched a video in youtube which discussed the ways of earning money just by doing not so heavy tasks.
So what are the ways it says to earn a decent money. First in the list was,
**Falling in line for other people.**
In this way you just have to fall in line for people who want something like the newly published books, newly launch phones just like the I Phones and many more or tickets for newly released movies in cinemas. This one requires a lot of patients because in some cases you have to stay under the sky just to accomplish your mission.
One of the person who's doing this just made a company which accomodate people who will request like those things I mentioned above. He even said that he earned a $100 just by falling in line. He even earned $30 so easily just by falling in line to have an ice cream. How easy was that. It just required patients to fall in line.
Now you see friends just by discovering some ways to earn some decent money he came up with his own company and their are booming now. I think they got a lot of request this times especially that we are on a pandemic. People are afraid to go outside.
So ladies and gentlemens out there, being lazy will do nothing good to your life. That's why we have to try everything we can do to earn some money and not just waiting for blessing because even if you're praying everyday if you don't act even in a single bit nothing will happen.
***Author's note***
I may be tired later on after we finish our task but it's all worth it because we can have money at the end. I may not be able to attend in your articles friends so I'm sorry in advance. I'm just glad that I'm able to write this one even if I'm busy here. Well every single time is important so I do the writing when I have time.
Money makes me happy and who does not right? You can't say that money is not making you happy because all the things such as those material things came from money.
**Thank you for reading this article again my friends and see you next time.**
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Papa went to an adventure by the beach.
My father is a public servant in our barangay. He serves as tanod or barangay police here and just last week they had a meeting with their higher ups and they got a good news. He went home with a smile on his face. We were wondering why, we thought that they already got their salary for the month but it was not. It's bigger than that one. When we had lunch that day he told us what they discussed in their meeting and I can say that it's really a good news for them.
He said that they are planning to go on a adventure out of the town. Not that their going outside the country because some people misinterpret this notation sometimes. If you said that they will think that they go to another country especially here in the province. They just planned to go in Baler, Aurora.
So I teased my father that atlast they can relax a little bit there but he said that there's more behind their visit in that place. He said that they will go there to study something, he called it Lakbay Aral. I got disappointed and said Anu bayan haha.
He said also that they will follow the instruction of the LGU here and that was they have to spend their funds in a meaningful way or else they will not get their second batch of funds. lol. I said to him that why they have to spend it with that kind of rules. haysst. I said that the LGU should just let that in their hands or just distributed it to them individually as a help or financial assistance because our situation now is not good. All prices of goods are increasing and it's creating a heavy toll on our shoulders.
I don't know if this kind of rules of the Local Government applies to all around the country. But all in all I'm glad that my father was able to unwind even if it's just for a short time only. They will stay there for 2 days I think as per what he said yesterday. He's with the other members of our barangay including our captain here.
They said that this kind of event happened also before but the recepients only who got to travel was the barangay captain and the kagawads, no tanods and others who serve. I just hope that their visit there is not for something or a hidden agenda. Well let's not think negatively and let's think the positive side which is they have the moment to enjoy there.
When it comes to gifts and souvenirs, I just told him to get a sand and water from the beach there but I'm just kidding ofcourse haha. I know that it's prohibited to get anything from a certain tourist spots especially in beaches. Kidding aside I told him to see some shells that are on the seashore and get it for me.hihi. Sea shells are a great souvenir because with it you can hear the sound of the ocean hihi.
You know why I'm very happy for him to be there now. It's all because he's always shouldering everything here. He's not that talkative type of a father but I know deep inside him, his soul wanna shout that he's very tired of everything. That's just my thought because sometimes he thinks very deep and see very far way. But knowing all of those I'm very lucky to have him as my father. He may not be talkative but his presence as a father to me is always there and a husband to my mother.
He just texted my mom that they already arrived at their destination. He said that they are already wandering around the beach by now as of writing. Maybe their event will start tomorrow morning so for now they will enjoy.
When he's not here now I'm a little bit worried for him and ofcourse for all of them there because they are new there and they didn't know those people there. Anything can happen but I don't want to think about it. I just pray that they will be safe through out their stay there.
***Author's note***
Sometimes our fathers need some unwinding and maybe a camp by the beach is a good one or in other tourist spots here in the country. For sure in the future I want to spoil my parents with travels and out of the country adventures hihi. I may not be sure what's my future is but I'm claiming it now but I need to do more, hustle more , take a risk more and keep moving forward more.
**That's all for today's article and I thank you for reading this article once again. See you next time.**
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I found a way to dream what I want at night.
Dreaming at night is a magical experience especially when you dreamed about your crushes or something good that will make you don't want to wake up again and just live in your dreams. But not all the time our dreams will be good, there are times that it will be scary and that will give us a traumatic experience even if it's only a dream.
Have you even thought of controlling your dream and should I say choosing what to dream when we fall asleep?
I thought this many times and I just found an answer to my question. After scrolling for an hour in facebook last night there's a post about dreaming and it caught my interest I read it. It says there that you can dream what you want at night if before you sleep at night write something in a notebook, a scenario or whatever you want. Then put the notebook beside you.
Putting things beside you may be a hassle when you sleep because some people are wild in their sleep haha. I'm lucky not be one of those and I'm just a cat when sleeping. Staying in one position till I wake up lol. But they said that this kind of sleeping is bad for your health so when I wake up at night to release some toxic, I make sure that my position is different from my position when I slept.
Going back to my topic, I don't really believe in that post because the comments are just nothing, not related to the topic and it has a lot of haha reactions too. But I see one comment that made me think that it is true because it says there that he tried it before and it worked. So I got a 0.001 percent hope. You may think that the percentage is too small but as they said that as long as it's not 0 percent flat, there's still chance.
Yesterday night I tried to wrote something in my notebook and my hopes were high that I can really dream about it. I was very tired yesterday so after writing that scenario in my notebook, I fell asleep without realizing. You know what J wrote in my notebook. See the photo below hihi. And to translate that, Waking up one morning, I opened my bitcoin.com wallet then I saw my 1 full bitcoincash and I'm really happy. Also my tokens in smartbch is all awake now taking their flights to the moon.
I was surprised that I really dream about what's written in my notebook but guess what, it was cut when I'm about to convert all my smartbch tokens into bitcoincash and Shizu was the reason why dream didn't continue. She stretch her hands into my face since she's sleeping in my chest lol. I was also surprised because I didn't even noticed that she entered my mosquito net lol. It it was a man with an intent to kill me I was long dead haha. Sorry but I was really tired.
It's such a nice dream but it's all gone because of Shizu my girl. haha. Well it's not permanent so it's okay and I know she didn't intentionally did it. Maybe she's dreaming also that's why she's stretching her hands. Maybe she's grabbing some fried fish just like what she did when we are eating our lunch. Lola scolded her so she's in my bed till afternoon lol. She's afraid to go out haha.
You may ask why that's what I wrote instead of having a good life enjoying a lot of money, travelling to places I want to visit and having luxurious cars. Well those are my dreams also but for now I just want to start with my goal first and that is to have my 1 bitcoincash full in my wallet. Also to see my tokens in smartbch to the moon. With that dream coming true everybody will be happy because I know all of us is waiting and hodling our tokens.
Trying this one is up to you my friends and I hope it could work in your ends. Maybe it worked in my end because I really dreamed about it and I'm praying it over and over again.
I don't know the reason behind this one but I'm happy to dream it in my sleep and for sure it will come true within this coming days or months. I just have to hang a little bit more.
***Author's note***
Discovering something like this and to be able to tried and experienced it will serve as a good memory again for me to be be engrave in my lake of dreams. Maybe my dream was stop because it's not the time yet. I know that there's always time for everything so I will not wrote the same again for today's dream.
Maybe I'll write something such as adventure in Tokyo, Japan watching those anime series that are about to be released in there first hihi.
Anyway I hope that we can dream a good dream for this night and that's my articLe for today.
**Thanks for reading and see you again tomorrow friends.**
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Chasing Like A Dog But Got The Wrong One.
Our life is full of ups and downs no matter how we deny it. No matter how we reject it, still they are there to make us strong and not to cause unbearable pain. Ofcourse you will feel pain but temporarily only and not permanent. While we are on our way to achieve things we dreamed we can encounter people who will later on stay in our side or will just passed by to teach us something we can't see.
Are you a human? Yes we are and we are prone to the thing called love. Anytime it can affect us no matter where we are or what our state is. Why's that? Because it's something we can't control. It just pop out of nowhere and later on you will feel inloved with that stranger you just met at the street or in the crowd. But expecting too much will kill you so please refrain from expecting too much. You're only stabbing your ownself causing your soul to bleed.
People come and passed by as I've said and there are times when we are in a relationship we tend to chase our partner because we love them, we are sincere when it comes to them but the sad part is **Are you treated the same way?** That's a big question some people failed to answer because their love for that certain person is already blinding them.
Sometimes or most often we act like a dog, chasing someone who already turned their back at you and leaving you behind **ALONE**. Capslock para dama. If you already experienced this one , **Have you ever asked yourself if the person you're chasing is worth the chase?**
I just want to say some things about this topic because I know someone out there are still chasing him or her.
**Don't be too available for them**.
When we loved someone we tend to be always there for them when they need us and did you know that it's not healthy for you and for your relationship. Why? Because they will just do things that are not appropriate and will come to you to open up things or they will come to you when they just need someone to talk to. It's not a good thing because everytime you do that it's like your degrading the value of yourself.
One more thing, always remember that not all person who comes to you loves you because there are persons who will just come to you because you're the only one available. It's not bad to be there for them but don't give too much and left something for yourself also. Not all your efforts to be there in their down times will be appreciated because humans are like that. They can't appreciate those things that are currently happening or present. If they can do the same thing to you also when you're down then it's loved but if they can't, it's not.
**Observe the line between persistence and dellusional.**
Just a real talk my friends about chasing the person you love. There's are cases that it could still work and some are not. But it doesn't mean that once you chase that person, you're already a fool or something like crazy because there's something what we called persistence. Executing this **persistence** could put you in a good position wherein your relationship can still be save because you didn't give up on clinging to that singe lit of hope. And congrats if your persistence save your dying relationship.
Here's another thing, there's a limit to you being persistent about your relationship. Because there are cases wherein you're still pursuing the person even if she's or he's obviously showing that your relationship is long dead. The person you loved just cheat you 10 times, 20 times but still you're hoping that both of you could still work. That's not gonna happen friend. Stop being **dellusional** because it will only hurt you more.
A lot of people who are inlove out there don't have the ability to determine the line that separates this two, persistence and dellusional that's why their soul is not complete anymore. Always observe it for you to have a better relationship with someone.
***Author's note***
Being into a relationship could be hard but always remember to not give your all to the person you love and left something for yourself because no matter how much you love that person if she or he can't love you the same as you do, you will be broken but if you left some love to yourself, you can still patch the wounded part and move on again.
As I've said there are times that we might chase after our love one and it's not bad at all because it can be the way to start a new better relationship but don't be too persistent to the point of blinding your eyes, pushing yourself to a cliff.
Chase once or twice and if still it doesn't work, don't pursue anymore because if he/she loves you too he or she can say it to you face to face and not becoming a pabebe.
**Anyway always remember to love yourself first.**
**Thank you for reading my article for today friends and see you again tomorrow.**
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Gomo Gomo Sim Saved Me.
Internet subscription has been a problem to all of us because some plans are expensive but the speed is super slow, slower than slow. Especially here in the Philippines where some areas don't have a proper signal. What's weird is that even if there's so many towers in that area, still the connection didn't change. So what's the problem? Is it the type of sim card or the location or other factors such as gold present in the land or else? We don't know about that because those telecommunication companies are not saying anything about it.
Another thing I observed about this connections such as 2G,3G,4G and 5G is that when the phone is not compatible to cater those connection then it's a no. No matter how strong the connection is in that certain area just like my cellphone before. My cellphone before can only cater G so can you imagine how slow it is. It takes almost 30 minutes to load a site or it will not even load sometimes.
It will say, *Please check your internet connection.* Lol Then later on I bought my current phone which is Vivo, this one can cater 4G and thanks God that the speed is just so right. Sometimes fast and sometimes slow haha. But all in all the I'm satisfied how fast it is. One part here in our place don't have signal and that is beside the acacia tree. What went wrong lol. That spot has no signal even G.
Well let's move on with that internet connection and signal. Let's move on with the internet plans we are using now. I was using a TM prepaid sim before and I subscribed to it's internet promo which is EZ70 Share and Shop. This promo has only 1Gb consumable data and 1 Gb data for facebook and other applications compatible to it which will reset everyday so I have 1 Gb and 7Gb because it lasts for 7 days.
In my experienced that 1 gb consumable data is not enough for me especially that I'm studying before and I need to search some things and watch educational videos. That data will only last for about 2 day or even 1 day depending on my usage. Also it costs me a lot since everytime I will subscribe the cost was 75 pesos. The original price is 70 but the load retailer will put an additional 5 pesos for her profit. Actually it's only 2 pesos back then but it increased in just a snap lol. It caused a lot of pain in my pocket.
There's a free wifi in our library in school but the speed is just so slow lol. So what's the point why they even put that wifi there. So useless. Maybe they want to attract students to visit the library to read books but nah they're visiting it because of the free wifi lol.
That my sim and subscription until last August 2021. In my estimate in one month I can spend nearly 500 pesos or $10 for that one. But later on I found out a new sim called **GOMO** in facebook which says that you can save a lot because of it's internet promos. At first I can't trust it's page because there's a lot of haha reactions and other comments are saying that it's not real and it's a scam.
I was desperate to find ways to save money when it comes to my internet subscription because in no time my pocket will be emptied. So I made an account in shoppee then purchased 1 sim. It costs me 299 pesos or almost $6. It may be expensive but it's worth it because it has a **free 30gb consumable data with no expiration.**
With that free data of Gomo it saved me from not spending 70 pesos each week or every other day. What I liked about this sim is that it's data has no expiration so there's no problem if I can't use it all. There are promos of this sime with expiration but the good thing is there's no limit in data usage.
I subscribed more with the promo with no expiration because I'm the type of person who can't use mobile date for a day or two so it's good for me. No worries about the expiration date. They have a promo every sale which is the one I'm using, 20gb no expiration for only 199 pesos or almost $2. That much of data will last upto 2 months if I like to do so but since I'm watching animes in facebook it can 1 and half months only haha.
So far my data subscription here costs me **2,142 pesos or $42 only for 7 months**. If I didn't change my sim for sure my pocket have a big hole now lol. I love this sim now and their promos. Now they have new features which is the referal system which you can earn additional 1gb of data if your friends use your code to register with their new sim.
As for the data I consumed it's already **250gb for the span of 7 months**. Looking at it I can say that I'm not that active in consuming the data and that's my advantage. Other people can consume 1000gb in a month only by watching or doing a lot of activities which involves the use of internet. One promo of Gomo suits them which is the Unlimited data for a month with just 499 pesos or almost $10. They can save a lot for sure.
But as I said there are places here that the signa is so weak causing the connection to slow down. So better check the status of your signal before using this sim.
**Author's note**
That's how GOMO saved my pocket from being emptied every month. Friends there's a lot of new things out there for us to explore in order for us to save money because now if you will not find ways to save some, there's no point in accumulating a lot of money from your work. Be wise enough to deal with out expenses everymonth because the market is just playing with us.
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Summer Ghost. Is it real? Is it real?
Since I was a child I've been hearing stories about ghost and my grandmother used to use it to scare me when I don't want to sleep at night. She will say that a white lady will come and get me or a Giant who smokes a big cigarette which we know by the name Kapre. She also always say that the person without a head in the giant acacia tree will get me when I don't go home early. Ofcourse as a kid back then I used to believed in what my grandmother told me. I was scared and will sleep in no time and will go home early lol.
But how about you guys? I'm sure your parents or grandparents told you the about ghost. Especially when the month of November is near. There's a lot of shows in televisions featuring the real life stories of those who experienced encountering ghost or any other unnatural happenings in theor life. We watched it and we will dreamed about it making us to fear the dark when we are alone haha especially in cemeteries.
There's a lot of people out there who don't believe in this kind of things and they said that it's not real. They even said that you're just imagining things because of what we're watching in tv's and scaring ourselves. That's their side about those ghost things or maybe they haven't experience it yet or they didn't trully believe that there are things out there that we can't see which are with us all the time.
If you'll ask me if I believe in ghost, my answer to that would definitelky yes. Because I experienced it already and most of us here in our barangay experienced it. Why? Due to the incudent happened in our sschool back then. The good thing is I already graduated in my elementary school here before it happened. A man was killed there , his age is in 40's already.
They didn't know what really happened to him because no one was able to witness it. The throat of that man was cut open resulting to his death, nearly separated. When the students found his body on the mini forest, they didn't saw any sigle drop of blood scattered so they've been puzzled. They searched the school surroundings and that mystery was solved. His blood was in the bowl of an abandoned cr at the back of the school.
With that discovery it's certain that he was killed in there and his body was tossed in that mini forest. What a terrible thing they've done. Since then the ghost of the man has been wandering around the school without a head. Some students and teachers saw it. And most of us here already saw it. He can't rest in peace because his death has no justice until now. There's no lead to the person who killed him. That's why he's disturbing those people who entered into the school grounds.
So that the story behind the man without a head wandering in our school. Hoping his death will be given the justice it deserve for his soul to be in peace already.
Speaking of ghost, last April 3 when I watched an anime in facebook which tackcled about what I just talked above. I thought that it's the only topic but there's more to it which most people don't believe in this also. What's that? DEPPRESSION which is causing SUICIDE.
We can't deny that fact about those people who don't treat it seriously and it's so sad because everytime their mind is not open to it, a life is perishing little by little. Instead of increasing the posibility of survival, it's decreasing until the lit of fire has been distinguished completely.
The anime was all about the group of 3 friends. They had the habit of lighting a firework because they believe that a ghost will appear. They've been doing that for so long already and they are near giving up but one of them saw the ghost first, approaching them. Now that they saw it already, they believed in ghost.
The ghost said to one of them that she was able to see her because she's losing the will to live anymore. The girl was shocked because if her friends can see the ghost, it means that they are at the edge of death also like her. They asked questions to the ghost and one of them made a bond to her.
With that bond formed, he discovered later on that the ghost didn't take her own life but someone took it from her, she was killed. The ghost told the boy that she was put into a suitcase burried underground. That's why she can't leave yet because she want to find her body.
The summer ghost has the ability to turn those living humans into a ghost so she turned the boy into a ghost. The boy in his ghost form experienced to be free for the first time.
I was move by that scene and how I wish to be a ghost for one time. Ofcourse I'm my emotions are just so easily triggered so my eyes were watery already.
Both of them tried to searched for the suitcase but they don't have luck at all. The boy's friend learned about it but the other guy was hesitant because he's suffering from serious situation. The girl convinced him and they eventually joined them in searching for the suitcase. As a ghost they can past through things which make the search easy.
They've been searching and searching until they finally found it. Tomoya touched the suitcase but something strange happened. The summer ghost didn't want to let him go back into the reality. He later on found out that she's not the real one and it's his self hindering him to go back.
His other self want him to be a ghost forever to be free but he just remembered that he has his friend for him waiting. His will to live on another life won so he came back in reality. After that they gave the necklace to th mother of the summer ghost who's been waiting for her daughter to comeback.
After finding the body of the summer ghost, she's finally free and bid goodbye to those three who helped her to find her body. She said to them that no matter what they have to keep living no matter how hard life is.
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I finished watching it with tears in my eyes because I can really relate to those three who lost their will to continue their life anymore.
That's what I have to share this day and I hope that more people will take depression seriously. I said this one already in my past articles and I will not get tired reminding everyone.
**Thank you for reading friends. See you again next time.**
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A Bomb Fell Down Creating A Destructive Shockwave.
I've been hearing the loud sounds of aircrafts passing by above us for almost 5 times already back and fort for the last weeks and another 2 just passed by this day. What's going on? What's really happening outside? Why those heavy equipments of the military is flying above going back and fort to a certain place here in my country? Is there a war ongoing to where those aircrafts headed?
Those questions are popping in my mind one after another. I can't settle down unless I know what's going on because there are so many scenarios that can happen while we are sleeping soundly. What if one time I will not wake up anymore because I died due to a bomb dropped off in our place. What if some strange guys fell down from those things and one day we will find ourselves in a abandoned building with covers in our heads and our hands were tied.
What if those scenarios I think will actually happen? Does the the government will try to find us or try to find out what really went wrong that caused our deaths or disappearance? Will they?
Argghh..Sorry guys I just can't settle down my mind because of this one. I know that you may notice that it's like there's nothing bothering me in my past articles but I just can't take it. Those questions are repeatedly appearing in my mind everytime before I sleep at nigh. It's maybe because I have traumas about wars or it's just the effect of those actions movies I've watched back then.
Maybe there are other factors that affects my uneasiness now but one thing is sure I know that everyone here in our place also feels like that. But with the help of social medias nowadays I can really tell what really going on. Using them may pose a threat of fake news but some of them are legit and true.
Since I've watched that the government is strengthening our military force they bought some new weapons, new aircrafts to be specific. With these news appearing online and in the page of the military my mind settle down. Why? Because maybe they are just trying how good their condition is.
That's on my mind and that's what I'm telling to my grandparents because they are too curious about it and they even said what I stated in my first paragraphs. You see, I'm not the only one who thinks like that but even them because they already witnessed wars back then between the terrorist group and the army. It happened just beyond the hill in our school in elementary. Exchanged of gunfires, loud sounds of exploding grenades and many more.
What a terrible memory to be remembered just because they heard the heavy sounds of those aircrafts flying above us. That kind of memory will be engrave also to the minds of those who are experiencing war now. If there are many ordinary people who's suffering from depression, the soldiers who's suffering from that is twice that number because even if they are trained to protect and kill, still they are humans.
**On the other hand while I'm thinking like that other people in facebook make fun of it and they just diverted the feeling of worriness into happiness.**
A lot of people engaged in their post about those aircrafts and I'm one of those who jump into their fun. haha . Why? Because I don't want to be drowned by my own mind. It's deadly you know. I've been there and I don't want to be there again.
**One of the post I saw was,**
Narinig at nakita niyo yung mga jet fighters kanina? Oo naman. Winagayway ko pa nga kamay ko tas nag ok sign naman. *(Did you hear and see those fighter jets awhile ago? Ofcourse. I even waved my hand at then and they respond with a ok sign.)*
**Another one was,**
Guys nakita niyo kanina yung mga dumaan sa langit? Oo ah. Sinabihan ko pa nga na huminto muna sa bahay namin para kumain ng pandesal at magkape.*(Guys, did you saw those things that flew in the sky? Yes ofcourse, I even said to them that they stop for a second in our house to eat some pandesal and drink coffee.)*
To see this things in social media made me calm and think that everything is still normal.
But at the same time I can't remove my worry about those things because as I've said without a doubt it can happen just by looking how our situation is. Hoping that it will not because the peace we are experiencing now will be wasted and we all don't want that right.
***Author's note***
There are so many things we don't know around us and it brings uncertainty to us. It creates panic in our minds but as we go on and witness the good side and funny side of our fellow humans, all those cloudy thoughts fades away.
My fear fades away and it all thanks to those people behind those acts.
**Thank you for reading this article and see you again next time friends.**
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Making Me Cry, Why So Bad.
They said that our tears is pure and has so much emotion in it. **Do you believe it?** For me, I believed in that because based from my experienced wherein I've been to so many different situations, feeling different emotions that made me cry over and over again. I know for sure you've been through in those kind of situations also because we maybe apart from each other, our experiences are somehow thesame that's why sometimes we can relate to each other's struggles.
**Is it bad to cry?** The answer to that would definitely no because who is so cruel to consider crying as a bad act when we don't have control over it. **Can you control your cry? That maybe yes and no**. Because sometimes we can control it to hide our emotional self from our love ones. Sometimes we can't and those pure droplets will just fall out of the blue.
So when those pure droplets wants to get out, there's no need to hold back anymore even if someone is watching you because it's something we must do without the permission from other people. We are free to do it no matter what time, day and in what place. It's ok to cry. Let it all out. Free your soul from sadness, sufferings and hate.
Since we are talking about crying, I just have a thought in my mind right now. We all cry right? So my question is What made you cry in the span of your existence? Let's discuss it and let me make my first entry. Feel free to do it.
**First and foremost is the Red Onion.**
Yes you read it right. I cried because of onions back when I was a child and even now when I'm slicing a lot of onions especially the red ones. Don't tell me you haven't tried slicing onions and ends up crying in the end haha. I thought back then that maybe the onions are crying also when I sliced it and it's influencing me lol.
Even now I still cry whenever I slice onions. There's a science explanation to that one but I forgot it already. There's a lot of techniques taught to me by my grandma in order for me not to cry and one of them is that when you already remove it's skin, stab one onion and let it stay like that until you finish slicing the rest of it. I don't know if it's working because I still cry despite doing it haha. So that technique failed lol. How about you friend, how you do it in order for you not to cry.
**Second is the zeaper eater.**
Sounds weird right? haha. Well boys will be boys and I know my fellow man out there know what is this all about haha. When I was a kid in my elementary days, I was releasing waste from my front when my classmates were so naughty. They tried looking at my junjun and ofcourse I reacted to their action so I immediately finish the good moment and fastly grabbed the zeaper of my short then suddenly I felt an unbearable pain making me cry. huhu. I feel sorry for junjun back then.
It was really a bad day for me back then. If you only know how it hurts. Since it's skin got eaten and my teacher don't know what to do so she sent me home already and let my father take a look at it. Imagine my luck runs out because my teacher was a woman huhu. When I got home my father was laughing while trying to remove the skin and when he finally removed it, I felt better and the pain was slowly fading away.
**Third one is when I accidentally wounded my palm.**
I was playing bahay bahayan back then together with my cousins. When I $as digging a hole for the foundation of our house, my hand suddenly slipped down from the the sharp part of the bolo and my palm was sliced open. I can see the flesh inside it while a lot of blood was rushing out of it.
I told my aunt but she didn't believe me because I'm hiding it and when I show it to her, she became nervous don't know what to do. She told it to my grandma then my grandma told her to put some coffee in it to stop the bleeding. When she put some of it aww it was really painful. Twice the pain I felt when it was sliced open. I cried and cried while my aunt was using a fan to dry it. Since then I make sure to be careful when using a bolo.
**Fourth one was cause by a ball.**
It happened back then when I was still playing basketball. It's a five days league in our barangay and each purok has players to compete with the other contenders. I was selected and represent our purok. We are not that tall but we put up a good fight. Then the accident happened wherein I failed to catch the ball passed on to me by my teammates. It hit my face including my nose aww. The pain is real man. It made me even to have nosebleed so they put me to rest.
Imagine that one huhu. Well it was my mistake for not focusing on the ball so a lesson learned there. The pain I felt that time made me cry but not that long since they cheer me up that it's okay. In the end we won and that made me also cry out of happiness.
**Last but not the least is losing someone important or very dear to you.**
I already cried a lot because of losing someone very dear to me. The last time I cried because of it was when my great grandmother died without any warning. She slept at night and she didn't wake up again. But the day before she died she was very happy and she's teasing me and all of us. It's very rare for her to do that so it's such a memory I can never forget.
Aside from losing our family members, losing our dearest pet also made me cry over and over again. The last time was my dog named Blackie. I left him very okay when I went to school then when I got home he's already on the ground without t a life. Before I can ask what happened to him, tears began to fall down nonstop. It's such a painful experience when you lost a pet, no I must call them a friend, a loyal one.
***Author's note***
Crying is undoubtly part of our life and when you feel like releasing the gate of tears, you should because it's okay. Don't you ever forget that friends. Cry and cry but don't be drowned by your own tears.
Those are the things that made me cry back then and even now. There's a lot more to share but time is running out and I don't want to prolong your reading time further more friends. Maybe we can talk about it some other time so for now thank you for reading my article for today and see you again.
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Checking out my items in my cart or not? Which is which.
This day would be the luckiest day to some people out there because today is 4.4 sale day. In case you forgot it that day is today and my pocket is crying hard because I don't have anything to make this day a happy day. huhu. Well that's okay, it only means that I see what I need from what I want and that's the most important thing in our life.
It doesn't mean that you have a lot of money if you'll spend it in things you don't really need. Why don't you save it for later use because no one can predict what might happen in the next seconds of our life so it's better that we have something to get incase of emergency right? Well it's up to you anyway but I'm just reminding you.
Speaking of 4.4 sale, I totally forgot this date and I just ordered some items earlier lol. So sad but the good thing was the price of those I ordered is not that pricey and lucky me that I can afford it. I'm thinking for a long time if I will buy this thing because is possible I don't want to spend money now that the price of bitcoincash is in dip. It's my need anyway so I can spare some of my bitcoincash.
That's what I thought but something save me from not spending my bitcoincash anymore yehey. Last week we just harvested a lot of mushrooms in the rice hay here in our yard. There's a lot of it and in three days they just popped out of nowhere. We can't cook it all so my grandma decided to sell them here in our place. There's a lot of customer here so it's just easy to sell.
Each day we harvested 3 kilos of mushrooms, not bad. We sell each kilo for 140 pesos or 2.8 in dollars. After my lola was able to sell them all, she bought some things we need for everyday and since I help her to clean those cute mushrooms, she gave me some money yeah. I got my share and it's 200 pesos or $4. Mushrooms saved me and I'm thankful to them hihi.
So what did I check out in my cart? Well you know I have a big problem and I know some of you experienced it too already. It's about the charger of my phone and my earphones. I just bought my charger last December and now it's chord is having a problem. When I charge my phone, the chord needs to be twist in order for it to charge some to my phone. What a hassle everytime I have to charge my phone.
Regarding my earphones, I adopted 2 puppies from my uncle since they said that they can't afford to take care of them because of my young cousins there. So here's the story, I left it in beside my bed together with my chager and all of a sudden I heard that the puppies are fighting over something. When I checked it, oh no, oh no no no, it was my earphones. My dog Kenny already tore it off aww. Blackie wants to grab the other one but Ken is so selfish lol. I just sat beside them and began to lectured them.
They seems to understand that I'm angry and they just hide under my bed haha. Now that it's divided in how many parts, I don't have anything to use anymore when I want to watch anime or chill out with the musics I loved. I don't have a spare charger here and an earphone so I need to buy. When I saw the post of @ExpertWritter in facebook about the Lazada thing. I was tempted to download the app and began my exploration.
Yeah it's my first time. I'm using shoppee before but it consumes a lot of space in my phone and it's just a surpise that lazada is stable and not lagging lagging haha. I made my account and looked for Vivo charger. I found some but I kept on scrolling until I hit the jackpot. **It's a buy one take one promo**. A charger and an earphone.
It costs 95 pesos only instead of it's original price which is 230.00 pesos or $4.60. I had a voucher so it only cost 62.00 pesos or $1.24. See the magic when you have a voucher hihi. I'm hoping that the earphone is good the same with the charger. It's on the way to me now and I don't know when it will reach our house, maybe on April 7 or 8 says on the timeline. I'll wait for it no matter how long it will take.
Now let's move on and see what's inside my cart. Shoud I check them out now in this sale or juat leave them there and wait for another sale day.
First in my list is this plain t-shirt because as I've mention in my past article that I only have 2 pairs for my clothes going out so I thought of buying online. Why it's just pain if I can choose some fancy clothes like Fubu, RRJ and many more. I'm just a simple man who like simple things remember?
Second is these pair of shoes. A highcut Nike for men. I only have one pair of shoes and judging from it's look, it seems it will not be usable soon. My current shoes is my shoes way back I graduated from grade 10 lol. I pick up a black one, gray and a red one. With this kind of shoes you can partner it with any thing.
My third one are these hoodie jacket. It seems summer is not going to happen anymore because it's suppose to be burning hot now but it's raining hard nonstop huhu. So I guess it's already rainy season and these are good for me. They will keep me warm and not to turn cold just like the girl I like charr. I only have 2 hoodie jacket so I thought of buying more. I loved hoodies you know.
The last but not the least are these shorts for men. I only have six shorts as of the moment and I thought of buying two or more also. I need these when we go to the beach kuno in summer if summer will still show lol.
Those are what's inside my cart now and I can't decide if I will check them out now. What a hard decision for a buyer when you have limited budget. I know you can relate friends.
**Author's note**
Having limited budget is making me hesitant in buying those things for myself and it's not only my budget is not enough, I am thinking a lot of important things also which needed an urgent solutions. Huhu It's hard to decide but I'll make sure to check out all of these when the time comes.
For now I let them stay in my cart making them as an inspiration for me to work harder,smarter and not giving up to achieve more.
Those things can stay in your cart but what about those people you loved, did they stay? haha peace.
**Thank you for reading this one again my friends. See you again next time**.
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