@JellyVine 30 December 2022 more from that month

I'm not naturally kind. I was brought up with the principle that if you find yourself not useful, burdening other people; just stop breathing and die. That's why I suppressed my sympathetic side. I do cry if I see pitiful person but in my head, if only he/she knows Jesus, he/she could just rest in peace, without pain and everyday struggle to look for food. Just a thought. And I'm pretty beaten myself.