@Jane1289 11 November 2021 more from that month

Anxiety is here again. Perhaps due to the upcoming monthly period. My mind is full of negative thoughts since this morning and all I wanted is to close my eyes and do nothing. Can we even do that? I wanted to go somewhere far where no one knows me. No work to do, just to unwind. If only I could. Why is it so hard for me to rest even just for a day? If I will only think of myself, I could easily make it. Can I just run away? Really, I want to do it right now. To make a sweet escape. Hayst. ©Jane1289