@Jane 12 July 2020 edited more from that month

Ill-fated Life

Sometimes in our lives, we have to do something against our will. That we have to sacrifice for our loved ones. Even if it is a sacrifice of our personal happiness, because it is our destiny. What I want in life is to travel, be happy and free. That I can do everything I wanted to. All I think about is myself. But not all the time destiny is in accordance with our wishes. Since we have no choice, we have to follow it. And in our lives we have what is called "responsibility". Although it is not really for us, but because of our conscience, we will claim this responsibility. I just think that, everything in the world has a purpose. That everything the Lord did made sense. And all of this is destined for us. All I hope is that the time will come when I will be able to do what I wanted to do. That those things are for me and do not think of the welfare of others. Maybe it's not bad to be selfish. Specially if I'm already tired of doing things for others. How long will I be responsible? When will I be free? I hope the magic is real. I hope the fiction stories are true. If possible, I will write the story I want for myself and it will come true. Like stories in fiction movies. Nothing is impossible. I'm just full of "hopes". I hope this..I hope that... I know everything is possible with determination in life. But I hope, I hope I am so faithful and strong minded. Even if I am a positive person, sometimes my brain and body also get exhausted. We all have weaknesses. I just pray that, someday, all my wishes will come true.