"What's your purpose? What's truly your worth? "
Sleepless night you can count. She can't fall asleep. She rolled over a hundred times on her bed, but her eyes can't even blink.
The woman who quit her job not long ago, questioning herself about her worth and purpose. She seems lost. Wondering if living has any worth.
She tried to divert her attention to anything. Watching television, watching dramas and funny videos, doing some arts and crafts, reading interesting stories, writing stories and poems, and et cetera, but it seems hopeless, 'cause after the day ends, she'll end up staring at the ceiling, her mind was filled with thoughts again.
It seems her life has no direction. Walking like a zombie without purpose.
Thinking back her life was, she live a deligent life. She work hard to finished her study and achieved her dreams. She work to support her family. She did nothing wrong. But why her life turns into a mess?
She don't understand her situation. Is being an unemployed really the reason why she's like a hopeless woman? Or there is something that missing piece that she can't find to make her life full?
She tried to make a conversation to her friends, but her friends, don't take her situation seriously. They think that she was only joking. They don't understand her at all.
Even a comedians, whose jobs is to make people happy, can also feel depressed. Not everyday they are happy. So she think it's also right to sometimes feel down. Is not a sin to be depressed and felt hopeless. It's part of everyone's life. Everyone felt that way too. No one has an exception.
Her family was always there for her, cheering her up but nothings changed. She still feel that way.
Maybe she's the only one who can help herself. Maybe she's the one who can find and solve the missing puzzle in her life.
Wandering around in circles, she came up into a conclusion that, no one can help her except herself.
Family and friends can only cheer her up, encourage her to fight and never surrender. But the end of the day, it's her and only her.
Thanks for reading!
I agree. There is no one who can helped but yourself. But family and friends has a great help to make your life back to track. Support from other people can make your views in life more positive.