My Own Action

James looked at himself in the mirror and tightened his grip around the cold metal object in his hand.it was time to silence those voices Ah the voices! the voices won't shut up! James thought to himself.why they won't leave him alone?what did he do to deserve this? NOTHING!his only fault was that he was different from them...and in a good way.he was a role model,a better human being,a saint.that was the reason.thats why they hated him.that was why Everytime he was around them they started whispering. whispering? no they were talking.loud and clear.they wanted him to hear them.it was a sick joke for them.they know it was torture for him.james knew this.he knew all of it.everytime he tried he crossed someone in street,saw someone when he was looking out in window,tried to eat lunch in his workplace, he could hear other people. Oh look he is wearing his new suit today.he is trying to impress boss again.oh look how he walks.oh look how he talks.do you think your better than us James?do you think we should praise for who you are? **YES!YES! GODDAMN IT.DAMN IT ALL.i am better than you.i am wiser than you.i deserve better.you are all beneath me.its not my fault.its your fault.you are all jealous of me.LEAVE ME ALONE** but the whispers wouldnt leave him alone.never.they knew everything about him.EVERYTHING!how many times he went to bathroom last night.what he ate.how many steps he took around the house.wwhat did he watch last night.Even...all of his thoughts Oh his thoughts...his most private and precious belongings.they knew it all and they were trying to blackmail him.not now but it was only a matter of time. **You thought about murdering your boss? you thought about stealing that sport car?you thought about having an affair with your neighbor's wife?we know it all James.we know it all..**. What?NO!NO WAY!these aren't my thoughts...killing other people?stealing? adultery?it's their fault...yes, that's it.they are putting them into his mind.somehow, they found a way to crack open his skull and pure these evil thought in it. But there was one thing they couldn't control.his action.after all,that's all they were: thought. they were torturing, disgusting, devilish thoughts, but nothing more James looked at himself in mirror and tighten Ed his grip around the cold metal object in his hand.it was time to silence those voices. he put the gun on his temple.it was time to action

Hi.i'm a new read.cash user and this is my first story.English is not my native language but I'm trying to improve my grammer skills. Thanks for reading