@Herzy 27 June 2022

Vacation Time: It's Time to Focus on my Self Good Day Guys! How are you? Finally I finished my activities and I can rest. I lost almost 2 weeks because I was confused about the activities I should do and I shouldn't do when I join f2f class, so I had to focus for almost 2 weeks to finish the school activities. And after my hell weeks I'm finally coming to the vacation. I have a lot things to think to do. Am I the only one or do you also have a lot of plans for a vacation, Travel? Learn something? Eat something? Do some activities with friends? Or family? Self improvement? Like that. My vacation today is I want to focus on myself, Let's admit it's hard to focus on myself during school day, the pressure won't go away. Like when I want to do something to change my lifestyle but I can't do it because I just think about my responsibilities at home and school I don't feel like doing it right away. I lose the purpose and will to change my lifestyle. To tell you the truth I have a bad lifestyle and that's what I want to get rid to myself. I don't want to come to shs or college. I have a lot of bad habits. Like sleeping late and waking up late, not doing work on time, and many more. **Things to practice this vacation** ***Sleep around 9-10pm and wake up around 6-7am*** This is the one I neglected to maintain, I no longer have activities to sleep late so I need to get used to going to bed early again, my eyebags is so big because during the whole school year I was always sleep late. ***No coffee*** Just this summer, one day I felt heart palpitations because maybe I had too much coffee so I avoided drinking coffee for a while. ***Exercise Atleast 30 min***s On June 25, my friends and I played a pinoy game, I missed being a child. So I share that idea to my friends and they agree to be a child for at least one day. While we're playing larong pinoy, I gets tired easily, it's not just me, they're also WHAHAHAHAHA. Then the next day my body hurt, so I was really determined to exercise, I was really lacking in exercise. ***Do household chores*** Hehe Sometimes I'm guilty that I'm lazy to do chores, maybe I'm to much spoiled by my parents so sometimes I don't do housework anymore that later on I’m used to not doing chores. I know it's wrong and I really don't want to be burden to my parents anymore. ***Use phone maximum of 6 hours*** One thing I can't do this day since I need my phone to do activities and have update to school matter. Right now I don't have the reason to use phone except I use phone in read.cash and noise.cash. I really need to stop being addict in phone because my eyes are even more blurred, I haven't bought any new glasses yet. So when I use cp, my eyes hurt because I don't have glasses. And I plan to deactivate my socmeds at the end of this month WHAHAHAHAHA. I will bye bye from now to my friends online. ***Take a bath everyday*** WHAHAHAHAHA I'm guilty, even taking a bath, I'm still lazy. I don't know why it's hard to take a bath when I don't have to do anything and all I have to do is lie down at home. I lose energy to take a bath when I don't have things to do. ***Drink more water*** I lack water in my body, I don't know, even when drink water I always forget to do it. Like when I just eat that's the time I drink water, maybe that's why I don't gain fat eh I'm dehydrated. ***Planning*** I really want to learn how to plan and schedule what I'm going to do for a day because when I don't have a plan for a day when I go home, I'll just lie down all day, especially now that I don't really have anything to do. For not having a plan for a day makes my day is meaningless and not productive. ***Study atleast 1 hour a day*** I also want to become a habit of studying in a day, in 1 month I want to improve my skill of explaining. Based on my meditation on myself I find it's difficult to explain my self. It's hard for me to explain my thoughts, my ideas and my point of view on something. I know it won't be easy for me to do but I hope the Lord will allow me to do it. I won't do it all right away in one day, but I thought I'd put them step by step first, like to practice have good sleeping habit then next. I also have a bucket of things I can do for this summer. I don't want to just about using my phone the whole summer. On June 25, I made one of my bucket list which is playing the larong pinoy with my friends. WHAHAHAHAHA I can finally focus on myself, I just passed my school activities and a while ago our adviser messaged that I was with the honors pictorial hehe.

**Thank You For Reading and Don't Forget That** *****I LOVE YOU !!!***** —*Herzy*—